The Suffering of Si Kembang Village
Two devastating months

Driving at speeds of up to 100 km/h, Gavin subverted his patience. The house he bought for Nilam and his family became his main goal. Split the streets that began to be quiet, because midnight was almost here. Tiredness in his body is not ignored, in order to meet the beloved who is injured because of him.

Some time later, his luxury car was perfectly parked on the home page he was referring to.

After closing the car door from outside. He stepped with a surprised look.

"Why are all the lights off?" the question is for itself.

He began to be led a little slower as uncomfortable feelings began to infiltrate his heart.

TOK TOK ....

There is no lawfulness.

Repeat the next beat.

Stay same.

Again and again.

However, it still shows no sign of life in the house. It's blank!

"Where, them?" muttered.

Taking a few steps back, his face continued to stare at the door that was closed in the dark. "Did they go home?" the canal. "I have to ask Kenzie." It was like getting a fresh wind. "Yes, he must know where Nilam is."

Behind her body and walk back to her car. The four-wheeled engine was driven again at the same speed. The road that began to desolate made the car go without a hitch.

Shelter house.

That place is Gavin's next destination.

But halfway through, his car suddenly lost its power. Strike.

"Damn!" he swore while hitting his steering wheel. "The fuel is up. Where is my phone left behind," his grunts were annoyed. "How is this?"

Get out of the car with the intention of seeking help. But damn, the road was already very quiet. No one was passing vehicles. Just look at the rows of small shops that say 'Closed'. "Damn!"

There was no other choice, he had to wait until morning. Get back in his car with a pile of nothing.

Lean on the steering chair. The shadow of Nilam's face with her sweet smile, overpowered her mind. A sweet smile full of longing seems to clearly daub the tired look. But instantly, the smile faded, turning mellow in rows of regret, when the beautiful face cried sobbing because of his actions.

Now he began to remember clearly, when Nilam accompanied by Kenzie came to his study to ask for clarity of their relationship at that time, but he instead drove him out without mercy. "Aarrrghhh...!!! You idiot! Why am I like this?!" regretted while dunking his head into the steering frame.

Crying in silence. The wounds that were born from his regrets, became true friends for Gavin tonight. Unknowingly, his eyelids began to feel heavy. Keep leading him to reach his deep realms. He's asleep.

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Tok tok...

The sound of a knock on the car kept repeating and getting louder. Gavin. With a still blurry view he glanced at the car door glass beside him. "It's morning."

"Hey, Mr. .. open the glass of your car!"

The screams began to understand. Without thinking any more, Gavin lowered the glass quickly. "What's up, sir?"

"Why are you parking and sleeping here? Your car is annoying other road users, Mister?!" The man was the owner of a fast food store that he had just opened.

"sorry. My car ran out of fuel. Because my phone was left behind, I could not contact the house person" Gavin said as he opened the door and got off the vehicle.

"Oh, so. You could use my phone to contact your family, but it would be very time consuming. All right, let's get some gas around here for a second."

"really? Then, take this, because I don't bring cash." Gavin thrust his expensive watch he had already released at the man.

"No need, sir. I'm sincerely helping," the man refused. "It also seems like the price of this watch is not worth the price of gasoline that I will buy."

"alright. Thanks though. That's my shop. Please wait there. Eat whatever you want to eat."

"Well, thank you in advance, sir."

****

By sacrificing his expensive watch to replace ten liters of gasoline given by the man 35 years, as well as a stomach that has been filled, finally Gavin arrived at home stopover.

Step by step, the soles of his feet tread the small rocks of the road that connects him to the front porch of one of the houses inhabited by Kenzie.

At the end of the spacious yard, the children raised Kenzie and Chaka was busy playing ball with a cheerful smile on their faces.

The closed door began to be knocked. Even repeated. But there is still no lawfulness. Until an idea came to his head. Ask those kids.

He ran towards the crowd of children playing. Suddenly, a voice stopped his quick steps.

"Hey! Heartless man, what are you doing here?!"

Gavin turned to the origin of the voice. "Pure Aunt." Are they all here? Gavin's heart.

Ah, right, Nilam must have decided to get out of that house, and Kenzie took them to this place.

With a waistline, and a cruel glance towards Gavin, Pure looked at Gavin hatefully. "If your goal here was only to hurt Nilam back, then it wouldn't have happened. I'll get in your way!" exclaim Pure fierce.

In the guilt-clad bow, Gavin clearly understood where Pure's words went. "Sorry, Auntie. Can I meet Nilam?" In doubt.

"Huh." Purely smiled wryly. "For what? Are you going to add to his heartache, also add to his suffering?!" Sarcase.

No matter what word Gavin could say, he was only able to nail his tongue without a word. That fact is true. He hurt Nilam too much. Even just to say 'sorry', still worth it?

But isn't hurting Nilam not born of his heart? It was all outside of his consciousness. Because the gendam that Shinta sowed on his body, made him stupid. So, he had to keep seeing Nilam no matter what happened in the end.

"Can I meet Nilam, Auntie?" Ask in hope.

"No!" Purely insists. "Nilam was happy. She's getting married to Kenzie in a little while" he said honestly.

Dduaaarrr....

A news blaring.

In a shocking blow, Gavin with his eyes bulged. "What's? Be married? With Kenzie?" In a form of murmur that can still be heard Pure.

"Yes .. they're getting married" Pure repeated. "It's your own fault, ignoring and even hurting him. And you know, he's been crying almost every night because of you. Especially when she hears about your marriage to that woman! But Kenzie with all his patience, managed to stem his tears until no longer out."

Stuffy! It hurts! Hunusan's sword had been perfectly stuck in his chest. "Nilam ... I've finally lost you." The representative of the pain in his chest had already dripped on both sides of his cheeks. Regret that!

Kenzie .. eventually he won it. Relented, sacrificed his feelings, even bet his life, all Kenzie did for the girl. And he ... was even just the wound he had brought to the life of Nilam, not the happiness he had promised.

It's gone!

"I'll just congratulate and apologize, so can you tell me where they are?"

"Alright, since I believe Kenzie will protect her from you, so meet them at Lady Dalia's house."

"Mother Dalia. All right, thank you, Auntie."

And he started to step towards his car, shuntai.

Two months of stupidity.

Two devastating months.

And two months, which cost him.