The Suffering of Si Kembang Village
A kitten

At 10:30 p.m.

The cold air seemed to be unable to pierce through the layers of the walls of Nilam's heart at this moment. Sitting folded knees on the balcony outside the apartment room, a pale-grabbed look, became her father's makeup tonight.

Is it true that Gavin has not been able to forget that woman?

Could it be that he was just an escape?

But those sincere eyes ... he can see it .. also feel it.

The sounds of his inner world's struggles continued to rumble against each other.

Until a soft touch in his head, managed to make his attention distracted.

Nilam. "Gav .. have you gone home?"

"Yes." Yeah." Then positioning himself to sit behind Nilam, his legs long and arms squeezed the slender body.

Hugs on the waist and the head he placed in the patchouli niche, making the girl's eyes clenched. Enjoying Gavin's glowing breath on his face. Warm ....

"Why is it outside? It's night. The air is also getting cold."

My eyes are open. "It's soothing."

"Oh yeah? But why do I feel even more cold," said Gavin while tightening his arms.

"really?" Nilam looked at him for a moment.

And ... cup!

Gavin's shivering lips became a welcome of the movement he did.

The lips meet each other.

Spoken ... Gavin began to lead his eyes to shut.

Another case with Nilam, he withdrew from the intoxicating touch. "Gav .. Your body is cold. Comein. Not good for your health."

Gatot sodara-sodara!

"All right, come on."

Both got up and went back into the room.

"So soon, I'll make you some warm tea." Nilam headed for the kitchen.

"Yes." Yeah."

A few moments later ....

"Here drink." A cup of warm tea is placed on Gavin.

Gavin's blindfold was almost closed, opening again. He got up from his bed. "Thank you, honey." One nod with a smile, be Nilam's voice.

As he pressed the glass to his lips, Gavin realized that there was something strange in his view.

Why did he just realize it?

Nilam's Spring Eye. What happened to that beloved girl?

A sharp gaze full of probing penetrated straight into Nilam's face. "Darling, what's wrong?" tanyanya gently.

"Huh?" The twitching eyes clearly showed that something had happened to him. "Why, Gav?"

"You daydreaming?"

"Ti-no." A stiff answer.

"Then your face, looks like you've been crying. Come be honest with me, what's up? Is something bothering you?" Gavin.

Nilam threw his gaze in any direction. Trying to avoid the curious look of his lover. Butwhat? He is not good at role-playing. Even being able to deal with Anita alone, it was already a miracle for her.

Placing his teacup on the nightstand beside him, Gavin grabbed both of Nilam's shoulders and faced him. Staring at those beautiful beads of eyes, to seek the truth from her suspicions. "You can't lie to me. Tell me, what's up?" reworked.

In a fluttering fashion, Nilam was still mute. Either her voice is choked, or it is a form of her attempt not to bring up her meeting with Anita in front of Gavin. Because obviously, he is not a complainant.

Looking at Nilam's residence, Gavin's patience begins to erode. He got up from his seat, sauntered out leaving Nilam who was still faithful in silence. "I have to make sure" he murmured as he walked to another room in his apartment.

Grabbing then opening his laptop in haste, Gavin searches for CCTV footage that occurred this afternoon after his death. Rooms, living room, balcony, apartment outer door, all can not be separated from the sweep of his eyesight. And .... "Here we go!" Kitchen.

His eyes were not staring at the magic screen. The sight of Nilam receiving a package of food, then starting to eat it, cleaning the dining table, and the look of when Nilam sang a little in front of the sink, made the smile on Gavin's lips expand instantly. "Merdu," he said.

But a moment later the smile slowly faded away. The happy glow glow on his face instantly dimmed. When he caught Anita who suddenly appeared in his apartment.

His eyes kept watching. His face changed. From starting to growl, to a smile that was born from a feeling of pride, because Nilam was able to silence Anita who was basically very good at kink.

But last part after Anita's departure, Nilam who cried smashed his body on the floor, immediately made his heart melt pain.

Closing his laptop immediately, Gavin ran back to the room in Nilam.

But when he arrived at the place where he was headed, Gavin's face stumbled looking, Nilam was not there.

"Where is he?" Circulating his steps to the bathroom and balcony, then moving to the tv room, living room and others. Nil. Nilam was not found. "Yes, Lord .. Where is he?" Gavin started to panic.

Stepping hastily towards the exit, like a transvestite being chased by Satpol PP, Gavin ran with a face that occasionally looked back and forth. It covers every detail of that magnificent building. He pressed the elevator, and the ground floor became his destination.

Half an hour has passed....

Fatigue began to hit Gavin's physical strength. Everyone he met and asked, no one saw Nilam. Almost all the places have been in the layout, except ....

He shot like a rocket, after remembering a place that had not been in his arrival. And ....

Sure enough!

Next to a small fish pond, located beside the building, Nilam was sitting cross-legged while holding something in his palm.

"Darling ...." Gavin approached slowly.

Nilam turned to the origin of the voice. "Gav ... are you here?"

"Yes, Tuhaaann ...." Without babibu, Gavin immediately darted to grab the body of the girl who had been worried about him, pulling him into his arms. "What are you doing here? I was worried about looking for you." A burst of kisses on the ground almost all over the face of Nilam.

"Gav ...." The face of regret shows Nilam.

"Yes, Honey?"

"Sorry .... I'm making you anxious."

"It's okay. Just finding you I'm happy. I'm really scared of losing you." This time a deep kiss on Nilam's forehead on his level was full of gratitude.

Yes, God ... do I still deserve to doubt his love for me?

A clear thread fell in the lunge of regret. Slowly but surely, Nilam returned the embrace of the man tightly. "Sorry."

"Ssttt .. don't say anything anymore. I'm the one who should be apologizing."

"Why?"

"I'll find you a new place to live. So Anita can't bother you anymore. And for that door passcode, I haven't had time to replace it. But it's not because I still remember wa-"

"You know?"

Gavin nodded. "CCTV."

"Oh. I-i understand. I'm sorry, because my feelings have been shaky. But you take it easy, now I'm sure, with whatever you have, and whatever you do for me."

Gavin smiled happily. "Thank you, sweetheart. I love you .. more than anything." Let go of his embrace and switch cupping the two cheeks of the girl.

One smile was given to Nilam. "me too. Thank you for loving me."

"Because you deserve to be loved."

"really? Does that include an appeal?"

"No. That's the truth" Gavin replied honestly. "Attent. I want to ask, why did you suddenly come out of the apartment and choose to stay in this place?" tanyanya.

"That's .." point to Nilam on a kitten next to him.

"Kittens?" Gavin frowned confused. "Then?"

Nilam lifted the kitten up on his lap. "So on the balcony, I saw him almost run over by a motorbike. I pity it, then I go down to get it. Look, Gav ... isn't he very funny?" Broken his smile while stroking the tiny body of the kitten.

"Yes, Lord .. Just for the sake of a kitten, you subverted my feelings." Gavin doesn't think.

"You mean?"

"No. He's so funny."

Funnier still, that kitten is why I almost went crazy for being too afraid to lose you.

"really? Then can I take care of him?" Nilam full of hope.

Gavin smiles. "certain. Come back, it's almost midnight" he asked.

"alright. Thank you, Gav."