The Suffering of Si Kembang Village
Fragile alone

Worry and worry, these two different but equally meaningful words are truly king in the middle of this dark night.

In hope that is almost near emptiness.

In the sense of being coiled in the middle of a wound.

It hurts a lot, doesn't it?

Lord .. If this is a test from You, then plant thousands of solid pillars in the hearts of those who are now wallowing in the same sense. Afraid!

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Kenzie ran no longer rushed, but shot like a rocket.

Sweat was pouring all over his body. Even though the air tonight is quite cold.

The corridor of the hospital was traversed noisily. If anyone reprimands, it is certain, the assailant who will get a curse or even a hard kite of his fist.

Nilam's outpatient room, located at the height of the fourth floor, made his irritation even more inflamed.

"Oh, SHIT!!!"

The pace of the elevator felt so long for him who is now no longer friendly with patience.

A few moments later he arrived. Of course with a breath.

For a moment neutralizing his breath, Kenzie threw his body against the wall.

"Ken...." Briana's voice was weak.

"Madams. How's Nilam?" Started to straighten his body. His eyes rolled around. Whatisthis? Why are these people crying?

"Nilam is still critical, Ken."

"What?! So what are the doctors doing?" Kenzie's face turned around looking. "And where's Gavin?"

"Gavin's gone."

"Where do you mean madam?"

"He's looking for a blood donor for Nilam. Because the bullet retrieval operation cannot run without the blood Nilam needs" Briana explained.

"What?! Is this hospital not able to provide?!" Tensi Kenzie began to climb into the ubun-ubun.

"There is no blood stock with the same type of rhesus that Nilam, Ken had."

"What was the name of his blood type until Gavin had to look it out?" Kenzie's voice octave is rising.

"Rhesus A negative."

*****

The current time shows at 05:10 am.

In the still dim atmosphere, Gavin came out with shaky steps from inside a hospital. This is the fifth hospital he has visited.

He and Gerry decide to split up, to get the blood Nilam needs faster. All those contacted by telephone and other communications did not show any results.

The face that last night filled with happiness glow, now turned 360 degrees shabby and tired. Her neat and shiny hair had turned chaotic and disheveled. Tears still faithfully accompany him occasionally. Everyone looked at him with pity and questionable eyes. Why does that handsome guy look so fragile?

The patches of blood on his shoulders were getting hardened. The expensive Tuxedo has now switched to his tote. Leave a white shirt that has been worn with sweat tired.

"Where else should I look...?" The despair began to show clearly on his face.

How not, it has been almost six hours he traveled from one hospital to another hospital. Searches via chat, phone, internet and the like also do not show any results.

There's no bright spot. Even his phone is running out of power.

Is destiny starting to play tricks on him?

Frustrating!

As beautiful as love and being loved.

As bitter as hate and loss.

He really will not be able to.

That love had only been in his arms for a moment. It's not fair if he has to lose it back.

"Gav ... Love ...." Seeing the prince come in a state of chaos and destruction, making the motherly side of Briana feel like being hit by thousands of daggers.

Immediately, he threw himself into Gavin's arms. "Where have you been, Gav? Mama was worried about you from last night." His cry began to spray like the lava of mount merapi.

There's no answer. Gavin's still flinching. His tongue could not make a sound. It felt like there was a heavy object blocked in his throat. The circle of his eyes had already cut into the river. "A-I failed, Ma. I didn't get that blood" she said with her sobs.

The destruction is already a strong fortress of his maleness.

Briana took off her embrace. Her delicate palm turned to caress the fragile face of her son. "You can relax, honey. Nilam's operation is now underway."

Gavin's eye reflexes are breaking. "Really, Ma? Does that mean there's a donor for Nilamku?"

"Yes, son." Briana smiled.

"Mama's not just entertaining me, is she?" Gavin is still in his disbelief.

"No, Honey. The doctors are trying. You see ...." Briana turned her head towards the back. "Everybody doesn't exist, right? They're all waiting in front of the operating room" he said.

Following Briana's line of sight. Right, grandfather Usman and the others are not in that place. "Then why is Mama here, not waiting for Mama's future daughter-in-law?"

"Of course, waiting for his favorite bad boy who never returned. Because he's so sure, you must be here." Gerry's voice suddenly came to the two important people in his life. "Why is your phone so hard to call? Your mama keeps tweeting because she's worried about you."

"My phone's running out of battery, Pa." Gavin kisses the head of the mother. "Now I'm here."

"Yes, honey."

"Yes, I've, come on. Operation Nilam is done" Gerry told reporters.

For a moment! Gavin's pale face was glowing again. "really? Then how's it going?"

"The operation went well."

"Thank God" he said. "Thank you, God." He rubbed both palms against his face.

Not caring about anything else, Gavin again guided his steps to run towards the direction where his papa had come from.

Arriving.

"Sir Gavin!" Didy immediately got up from his seat and immediately plunged his body into Gavin's arms. "Sister Nilam is safe, sister," he said gratefully.

Replying to the boy's embrace."I know, Dy. You know, God must have given His help, even though we were almost desperate."

"Yes, Brother. God always loved Nilam."

All stared happily, although a look of pity was seen on their faces when they saw the collapsed Gavin.

"Has Nilam not been found yet?" Gavin's question wasn't asked specifically. Whoever answers, then it becomes the answer to his question.

"It can't be, Gav. We have to wait until Nilam is transferred to the treatment room." Kenzie who was sitting next to Hana took the answer.

Gavin's view leads automatically to the answer. "Ken ... Why are you?" Kernyitan on his face appeared when he saw a small bandage attached to Kenzie's arm. He approached his best friend. "What happened to you?"

Everyone looks at each other.

"Kenzie donates blood to Nilam's sister, Gavin." Hana gave an answer.

Surprised! Sure oes. Gavin was stunned in shock. Isn't this so funny? A very painful cut to him. How not, all the power he had was almost drained, because almost half the night spent searching for blood or donors for Nilam .

"It's your fault your phone's dead. So we can't tell you."

Kenzie's voice, why does it feel like a blow to Gavin. He threw his body to the floor. Then crying sobbed. Fragile!

Everyone who was there, of course, was surprised to see Gavin's reaction.

"Gav ... Honey ... Why cry, son? Shouldn't you be happy?" Briana continued to stroke Gavin's back affectionately.

There is no lawfulness. Gavin continued to roar in his sobs. A pinch of guilt flashed past Kenzie's heart. "I'm sorry, Gav. I'm sorry for making you tired and sick all night."

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