The Ball Behind the Love of the Court
155. All my fault

He was such a bitch, I asked but it went unanswered. Is he deaf, Ani.

"So what's your question? "

"It doesn't matter" I said.

"Ihhhsss ngambek mulu buk, so gini I'm here with someone"

Very insolent indeed, he heard my question but did not answer it daritadi. Apparently Ani is testing my patience again, you lunatic.

"Basic, Pretend deaf" Ketusku.

Ani simply replied with a smile. We're used to this when we're in a team, there's no offense or awkwardness when we get together.

Although it has been separated for a long time but at least the initial nature will never change until anytime. Because the closest person will remain the same unless he loses his memory.

"Hi, sorry late was the parking lot full of stuff"

"Adith? "

I was surprised to see Adit who suddenly came, but I did not invite him. Is he still feeding me, when at that time he has given a letter to get away from me but why is it here now.

"Why is he here? " Whisper me to Ani.

"I'll stay at his house"

"But you don't have to go out with him, do you?" Ani just smiled.

Then Adit took the most comfortable place to sit near Ani. He looked so familiar with Ani, like a couple not like a friend.

I suspect if they are dating because it looks from the behavior of Ani and Adit showed a familiar face. A smile of happiness.

"Oh yeah key knows my girlfriend" Adit's words made my mouth widen.

"Damn? " Ani and Adit nodded simultaneously.

*plak* I hit his head again. It turns out that my guess was right. How dare he date without telling me.

"It hurts the key"

"Indeed, why don't you tell me if your girlfriend is Adit. And you were just talking about someone in the message and it turned out to be Adit?" I asked with a probing look.

"True, he and I have a long relationship" said Ani.

"More precisely when I decided to let you go" Adit told me.

I was happy to see them both smiling. Moreover, Ani needs a good man like Adit. He always understands and takes care of his women with all his heart.

And Ani deserves a guy like him. I can rest easy now that there are already people keeping my best friend safe. Because I know Adit, he wouldn't want the woman he loves to get hurt.

"Good then, I'm glad to see you guys. Because you two are so compatible" I said with a laugh.

Finally Ani and Adit united, I never had the heart to see Adit pursue my love and he always never gave up. Now that sincere man has found a good partner like my best friend Ani.

Talk and joke with each other while waiting for food dishes that still have not come. Ani and Adit look good but don't have to make out in front of me either.

"Previously please don't make out in front of me. I want to talk to you guys about something"

"Yes sorry key, too carried away" Ani replied with a small laugh at me.

Then he let go of them both hands. Damn it today, I was stuck as a mosquito repellent at a gloomy table.

It seems like the next few minutes will drain the patience of having to see the two of them laughing cheerfully and romantically. They forget that I am still breathing.

"What do you want to talk about key? "

"I want to go to you guys"

"Aaaa, key don't stay with me. I can't be happy for you yet and we haven't been able to achieve the dream to play in the national team" Ocehnya who is unclear.

"Yes Key, I was just dating Ani and you wanted to leave us"

*plak*

*plak*

"Ouchhh"

I hit them both hard when I wanted to say goodbye to selection not to die. Ani and Adit, Same Koplak.

"I'd like to qualify for the national team selection tomorrow"

"Ohhh so"

"Issshhh, I beat you guys for a long time" I'm upset.

"What?" Ani glared back.

Looks like he just realized that I'm talking about selection about the national team. Tell who just said relax and now just surprised.

"Happy key, finally what awaited has arrived" Ani hugged me tightly and tore my body apart.

"I didn't expect your ideals to find a bright spot, hikssss..... Hikssss" Ani cried loudly while hugging tightly.

Cry of happiness and haru, because all this time Ani and I only dreamed of being called by the national team for selection and being able to defend the country competing in the international arena.

And that dream will now be realized one by one, Ani can only cry hearing it so too with me. The happiness they think is trivial, I think that happiness is what makes all victory even though they have to travel far.

"Eitsss, what do you want? " Look at Adit who's approaching.

"Have a hug" he replied casually.

"Just son, no need" Ketusku.

Our conversation grew more complete as I explained my struggle to get an invitation. I told him that the coach gave me this letter and I was the only one chosen from the whole team.

Ani appreciates my journey which tells a lot of complicated experiences and trips. Even if it's a trip or it's not with him. Not only was Ani proud, but Adit was also proud of me.

"It seems I have to go home first because there is an interest" I said when I saw the clock showing the time of the afternoon.

"Well, I'm going home with Adit"

Finally we ended the meeting and Ani went home with Adit while I went back to school to meet my two silly friends.

While on my way, I accidentally met my mother who was at the cake shop. I approached her to say goodbye, after all she was my real mother whom I should cherish and respect.

"Mother"

"Key, what are you doing here" Mom's face looked terrified and her eyes were busy staring in any direction like looking for something.

"What's wrong mom? Was Key wrong to see Key's own mother? "

"No, no, but the time is not right" he said

And his eyes were still staring in any direction like they were looking for something. I did not understand my mother and it was clear that there was a fear that came even though it was vague.

"Is that really, son? " I nodded while smiling at my mother. Suddenly, fear turned into happiness

"Goodbye, my prayers and blessings will always be with you" Mother embraced me with happiness.

Just this time I felt his embrace return after his affection disappeared a few years ago. I returned that happy-mixed embrace of affection.

I buried my head on my mother's shoulder and felt the warmth of the affection I had longed for. I don't feel my tears dripping a little but the rest I can bear so as not to get more bitter.

"Remember, if you later pass the selection in the national team then remain humble. Be the old Keyla and not be arrogant" The advice has now returned.

The missing advice is back now, mom gave it to me. I smiled as both of my mother's hands held onto my cheeks while giving her advice.

I miss these memories, and everything is fine. If time could turn, I would ask my mother for advice and a hug every day.

"Key promised to be a humble child and not be arrogant anywhere" said I happily.

"You take it easy, mother's prayers will always follow your steps. Now you go home, son, don't wander around anymore"

"Yes ma'am, oh yeah Key will be leaving tomorrow ma'am. Do you want to take Key to the airport? " Tanyaku.

"Looks like mom can't because there's another rush" Mom's reply quite disappointed my heart. But I have to stay calm and look good.

"All right, it's okay ma'am"

"I'm sorry son" said the mother, peeping at my forehead. I replied with a pretentious smile.

"Key go home first, ma'am"

"Yes, be careful. Drug" Mother's hand-dropping made me smile again....

*btmmm*

"Keyla lookout"

*bruk*

"Ibuuuuuuuu" I fell on the sidewalk while my mother was hit by the car.

"Momuu woke up, don't stay in Keyla. Pleaseggggg" I cried with sobs.

Some people came and came to me, all looking worried and helped me lift my mother to one of the cars nearby.

The car that hit has gone and passed. There are no regrets and responsibilities and they just disappear.

Hospital

"Mom wake up ma'am, key's here ma'am" I keep holding mom's hand. My ears followed the sound of the wheels rolling and carrying my mother into the ICU.

"Sorry deck, please wait here"

"But I'm his son, I want to see my mother"

"I'm sorry this is a procedure"

The door is closed tightly. Likewise, the curtains were closed by nurses and doctors who were busy checking on the state of the mother.

Droplets of residual blood were attached to my shirt, fresh blood dripping from my mother's body. I clasped his hand but now had to be released because the doctor would immediately do better treatment for the safety of the mother.

"Why should this be? Why.. . ?? " I screamed crazy in the hospital hallway waiting alone.

Regrets come back, hoping nothing bad will ever happen but they are wrong. Now she's lying weakly in there and it's all my fault that's causing her unconsciousness.

*buk, buk* old disease that disappeared is now relapsing. Hitting the wall viciously in a look of cruelty.

I wonder why it should happen to my mother. Yesterday dad and now mom. What's my fault for having to swallow this swpahit life.

*bus, buk*

"Aaaa" My yells raved unclear. After hitting the wall, this hand grabbed the hair hard. Hating myself because of me, mom got hit by a car.

"I'm sorryin key ma'am, it's all wrong key" The silent hallway became a silent witness that my cries were sobbing again when I remembered all this.

It's true I hate myself for not being able to protect mom. Turns out I was a son of a pesky carrier. Yesterday dad got hit because of me, and now mom got hit because of me too.

In silence I sat curled up under regret. Constantly fumbling indistinctly and berating yourself. I don't know what to do right now because it's all messed up.

*bus, buk* my hand did not stop hitting the floor and the wall. Mother's worry was excessive and mixed with disappointment in myself.

"Key...... " Ari and yuri came directly to hug me.

While on my way to the hospital, I contacted him that we could not meet because I had to take my mother to the hospital because of an accident.

"Ari, yuri, mom's there.... "

I buried my face in Yuri's arms. The two of them sat on the floor with me. My day was ruined with this situation.

Anxiety, anxiety, fear and everything seemed to contact him mercilessly. It was as if rebuking me in complete silence.

"Calm down, your mom's gonna be okay"

"True Key, the doctor will handle it well" They both encouraged me to find new hope.

"Look at me, nothing will happen to your mother in Key. You need to calm down" Ari held my cheek and stared full of confidence that mom was fine in the doctor's hand.

"Truely said Ari, you must be strong. Moreover, tomorrow you will be departing for selection" I nodded doubtfully. Whether to continue the selection or not.

The selection of the national team is an opportunity that comes so that I can achieve dreams and hopes. On the other hand I can not leave my mother alone, especially with a man who is the status of a mother's husband. I'm sure he'll be looking for mom.

I thought I was still struggling with confusion, there were two choices I had to make. If I'm in selection then mom's insecure. But if I take care of my mother then the national team will not happen today and I have to wait for her next year.

"Look, your hands are bleeding again. Are you doing something silly again"

"Obviously ri, his emotional illness must be out of control again" said Yuri.

The two of them immediately took me to another treatment place to find bandages and red medicine to bandage my hands that began to look bloodstained. Even on the wall and on the floor.

After I finished treating my hand, we sat back down and waited for the doctor's examination. Ari and Yuri sat there while I hugged my knees and put my head on it.

"Son key, what are you doing, son? " See you and Mom ran to see me.

I don't know who called Mom. It turned out that Ari and Yuri had contacted them because they could not bear to see my current state of weakness.

"Mother, mother hurt mom" Tangisku broke again if given the state of mother.

"Why could that be?" I was just able to talk and wanted to explain when mom asked me.

Meanwhile, between me, Ari and Yuri just silently hugged a silent silence in the hospital hallway and waited for the doctor.

"So I met my mom at the cake shop..... " I explained briefly, clearly and concisely.