
Today I want to relax for a moment. Enjoy drizzling. Every speck brings happiness when I'm already too engrossed in the commotion. Breathe fresh air until night has come.
"I'll soon finish the match in the team before I'm about to move to the city club" The match will remind me again of Ani.
It felt like it would definitely be quiet and unusual like the days of yesterday. I hope this leg can play quietly to be able to beat the opponent and end up with victory.
Remembering Ani's name is reminiscent of a promise spoken in the mouth of two people in friendship. I will work hard to make it happen.
*drettt, drett*
"Whose number is new" I picked up the phone immediately.
"Hello, who is this? "
"Keyla, are you angry with me? "
"David? " I was shocked and very surprised. Looks like he changed his phone number so he can keep calling me.
"Why? "
"You're why you're so cranky, and why my number you're blocking" Lazy to talk to him, because he's not being honest with me why he's lying and strangling me with longing.
If only Rena hadn't spoken to me maybe I wouldn't have known all the truth she was hiding.
"Forget it" I turned off the phone unilaterally. Then he called again and sent me a lot of messages. But I ignored him.
I choose to enjoy the solitude here, relax with bobo. Enjoy the cold nights yourself while watching videos of the world's great players.
"Ihhh, it's disturbing this kid. I was watching the ball" I was upset when David kept sending messages and making calls.
When it was late at night, I chose to sleep. Turn off my phone to sleep comfortably without David. Besides, I was really upset with him especially with Adel who always stuck to David like a stamp.
At school
"Key wait" My steps stopped in the hallways of the classroom as the voice called out loudly. I turned around and it was David.
"What's wrong? "
"Where's your necklace? " He asked when he saw the necklace I had given him before I left for school.
"This is your necklace I'm returning"
"Why, is there something wrong with me?" He still asks about his mistake when it is clear he is lying and not being honest with me.
"Ask yourself" Ketusku and immediately turned in front of him
"Key" David held my hand and seemed to stop this move from leaving.
"Oh yeah, ask Adel what he's been doing to me all this time"
I hope David has nothing to do with Adel's evil plans. Because that includes a major crime. Rena has given me incredible information.
\*drettt, drett\* (mobile ringing)
"Who the hell, in an emotional state still calling" I immediately picked up the phone when my emotions were upset to see David.
"Adit, hello what's up? "
"Well, you have no time? I want to meet"
"I'll practice, next time"
"Hmm, fine" I immediately turned off the phone and proceeded back to get into the classroom.
Tumben once Adit called me, and he invited me to dinner together. I'm afraid he's getting closer to me. I don't want to be close to anyone but my best friends and David.
As usual in class I played and laughed with Ari and Yuri. Not long after, David walks in after meeting some students who are crazy about asking for his autograph.
His eyes looked at me, I saw him but pretended to ignore him and did not see David. I don't know how I feel, just got comfortable and now I hate.
\*t\*
"Went to the cafeteria"
"You two first, I'll catch up with him" I said to Ari and Yuri. Then they both went to the cafeteria first and I'm still sitting here.
"Key" David came up to me when Ari and Yuri were already away from class. I was still busy with my own world, even though I knew David was approaching but I chose to be quiet.
"What's wrong with you?" He approached and turned the bench in front of me. Until our faces faced each other.
"Key, can you tell me a story"
"What's? What else am I supposed to tell you? " I answered with annoyance. This face was gloomy looking at him.
"Key, come on. I'm sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me" Her face was clear, her hands were tightly holding my hands I tried to untie the grip of those hands.
"Can you come back then, 2 months before school you've come home from abroad. But why not meet me. I'm not angry when you pretend to forget me. But what makes me disappointed is that you strangled my body with that miss in vid"
"But key, I did come at that time because I was repairing the injuries I experienced after playing abroad. I haven't seen you yet" He said again for the reason.
"Injuries? Then why can you help me when the bad guy almost killed me at the nightclub" Sure enough he fell silent.
I believe it's true that he's David. He helped me and always monitored me. I could not be lied to by the glare of his sharp eyes because I recognized him.
Fortunately, there was only me and David in the classroom. I really felt annoyance at him. Because of him I was miserable hugging the longs for so many years.
"Sorry Key, I can explain"
I walked out of the classroom and left David. He wanted to chase but after arriving at the door, I passed Adel. He prevented David from coming after me. He always tried to hold David back in some way so as not to be with me.
"I know I'm stupid, I know that." I screamed in the bathroom.
My folly is to pursue the love of someone who clearly has the shackles of another love, Adel.
\*buk, buk\*Back these hands are friends with emotions. Clean hands are now red. The pain came back, when David never shone on me.
He always listens to Adel, he won't listen to me. It's probably true Rena said that I should stay away from David. Maybe from this moment on I should leave in front of him.
"My love is wasted and everything is useless" I murmured in annoyance.
I told him, after all, that this heart likes him. Maybe David just returned with a smile but did not return my love for him. He only listens to Adel and always Adel.
"Relax Key, don't let it break you on the journey of life. You're still the greatest" I went back to talking to myself and trying to find the lost self.
I don't want to make decisions when emotions are overflowing. I'd rather live it as it is now. Let everything go properly and I will face it with great courage.
I came out of the bathroom and met Ari and Yuri. The two of them were a little angry with me because they hadn't been following them to the cafeteria all this time.
"Where are you, we're waiting for you in the cafeteria" Yuri said resentfully.
"Sorry, I'm back" I lied to them both. I'd better feel this.
"I've ordered you this. Long awaited but did not come too, huh ri? "
"True you said Yur, he always did not come to us" Ari continued.
"I'm sorry, it's a stomachache" I smiled like a plain woman, it was very disgusting my smile when seen but they both would come back smiling.
"Eh key do you know if Rena has moved schools? " Task Ari to me.
I don't know where he got the information from so I heard the news. Usually Yuri who always offers information but Sekrang Ari who get it first.
"Had known, he moved out of town" I continued to respond to Oernyraan ari.
"What's? " The two of them were shocked simultaneously. His eyes glared at me. Because I was shocked, I closed my eyes like a vampire.
"Don't behave, come with you" looking for a safe place to talk.
"about what? "
"Rena?"
I told her about Rena who wanted to go to school outside the city because her mother was transferred to the city there. The story was also I grew up with a little lie so as not to speak all the secrets about rena.
Let me explain at length about Rena's situation. Because it's not good to tell everything here. I just want to keep this secret tightly unless the three of you have gathered in a deserted place.
The days went by, my relationship with David was not good either. He always calls me but I always turn him off. Even in school I also never say hello because Adel always stick like a wall and lizard.
At the tarkam club training ground.
"Key, tomorrow is your last game to close this game. I hope you give the best impression as in farewell to us"
"Each Coach, I'll run as best I can".
It doesn't feel like my time is running out to fight with the tarkam team. Soon I will go to the city team to defend him in the tournament between Indonesia.
This afternoon's training is over. I rushed home. While in the dressing room I felt something different usually Ani would laugh with me before we went home.
"Calm down there Ani, I will always pray for you "My mummy while stroking the stool that Ani used to sit on with me.
Not because it's too much, but talking about missing a friend who is always together is very difficult. Especially those that are different in the world.
I waited for an online taxi to come home. A few minutes later, someone came close to me. At first I ignored him but over time I realized his presence.
"Mother" was a little surprised and went back to being quiet as usual.
"Son, I miss you" Always miss what she said but the truth is not there.
Always the face of the weld that was shown without him knowing how I felt that was always sad there was never even a smile on the face when mom left me first.
"Mom, better get out of here. Key just wanted to be alone" I said and shifted so that my body wouldn't get too close to my mother.
"What do I have to say to you again, son. I'm totally wrong, but I love you so much"
I'm very good at seducing her mistakes to just disappear. No ma'am, it won't be that easy about the pain that's been coming all this time.
"Mom, can you please? I don't want to be disobedient, just leave in front of me. After all, mother's life has changed drastically, not overheating, raining, looking for money on the road. Then what else do you want isn't everything comfortable? "
"But I want to take you away with me, I'll buy you a nicer house" I turned to my mother and looked at her sharply!
"Home? My memories from childhood were there. And you want me to just leave those memories? " I nodded and laughed a little. Laughing at mom's funny decision.
"In that little house I felt a whole family, I was happy even though it was quiet but I had a high sense of happiness. Because my house is my palace right now, ma'am" I continued.
How not, mother who left me. Mother also cut my life until I almost made a mistake to end my life. And now mom comes empty-handed and seduces me to come with her.
"It's funny, it's funny. Let me go and please don't disturb my life anymore. One more mom, now I can make money even though no how much. Don't you ever send me any more money because yesterday's money was still intact and I'm also collecting to replace the money my mother used"
"Son, but..... " I hurried off to leave my mother.
No matter mother's cry, because until now the frustration on me is still mounting. The memory was very clear, when the mother left me and the mother who did not acknowledge me as her child.
It felt like these tears were dry, unable to cry anymore as I used to when my day was quiet and remembering my mother. About what I'm going through won't be as sweet as what I feel right now.
"Aaaaaa, hey fish was I wrong to leave mom while she used to leave me that time"
I screamed indistinctly over the bridge and under the torrential flow of the great river. I can't think of a life like this anymore because I never wanted one. Maybe it's my destiny to face a life without a father and a mother.
"Gosh, it's late and I have to go home soon" because my mom had to cancel the online motorcycle and now I have to order it again.