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I have to blame who

"I'm blind!!! No, I can't be blind! I don't want to be blind! I don't want to!!!" Bening shouted hysterically, when he wanted to wake up but his lower stomach felt very sick. The woman could only beat up anything within reach, venting all the anger about her situation.

The crying sounds heartbreaking. Mama Has clenched and held Bening so as not to move much, feared the former stitches yesterday could open. Also infusion hose that can be released.

"Quiet, baby. Quiet." Calm."

"Ma, Bening can't be blind. Why is it like this!"

"Be," call Sky by holding a Clear wrist.

"Bang, say. It's just a minute, right? I can see again tomorrow, right?" He grasped the hand of Heaven very tightly.

The Sky Tongue was stiff, he could not answer a Bening question. He also did not know until when his wife could not see. Seeing the hysterical Bening, the heart of Heaven was like a knife. 'Why must he lose sight, Lord? Why not just me.' The corner of Heaven's eyes shed tears.

"Why don't you answer, Bang?!" sue Bening. He took off Heaven's grasp and turned to reach out to Mama Has's hand. "Ma, I can see tomorrow, right?"

"Patience, dear. You can definitely see again. There's a doctor who will help. Just calm down, yeah." Mama Has's voice sank into her cries.

"I'm blind. Oh my God, why is it like this! It's not fair." Just kept hysterical. His mouth was incessantly cursing.

"Dok, please stop the action!"

The nurse ran out to get a sedative. Mama Has still continues to hold Bening's body.

Bening's hands slipped from Mama Has's grasp, as her stomach ached she switched to holding the scar on her stomach. For a moment Bening's cry came to a halt, the hand groped his stomach repeatedly.

"Bang, my stomach? Wh-why is my stomach flat? I can't handle our son's movements, Bang? Why is my stomach like this?"

The sky and Mama Has were stunned. The two looked at each other with a look of anxiety. The next second Mama Has changed into crying hysterically. "Oh my God, why is this test so hard."

The sky turned its gaze, unable to see Bening and Mama Has. He held his chest that felt very tight.

"Ma! Why, Ma? Why?" jolt with hysterics. The room felt gripping.

"You're patient, Deck. You must have passed this test. Mama's sure you can get through this."

"Be, our son is back. God, we love our children more. He is calm at His side" said the sky.

"W-what? I must have heard wrong. I misheard. Not likely. Notwithstanding. He kicked my stomach. In-she .. she's still in my stomach. I haven't given birth to her, she can't be ...."

"Mom is taking care of our son's funeral."

"Died? Huh uh?! She died?! Don't be kidding, Bang. This isn't funny! My son may not die. I'm not killing him, I love him. He ... My son does not mung___," Bening's remark did not continue because the woman was unconscious again.

"Be! Wake, Be?"

"Gluck! Grandpa." Mama Has and Sky called out and swayed Bening's body. "Dok, how's this? How, Bening?"

"Miss Bening is in complete shock, madam. After later given the handling, Miss Bening will return to normal. Hopefully, after the rumination, Miss Bening is not hysterical anymore. If the conditions are in a row like this, it is feared that her soul is not strong enough to withstand the burden and Miss Bening could just lose her mind." The doctor's explanation made Mama Has limp. I can't bear to witness his daughter's misery.

The nurse approached the sky. Checking the condition of the sky that turns out to be weakened. "Difficulty breathing Sky?" tanyakanya. The sky that closed its eyes nodded slowly.

The nurse prepares an oxygen tube to help with Sky breathing, after which injects the medicine through an infusion hose.

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At night, at exactly 21:21. Clear eyes blinked slowly. He forgot his circumstances. As much as anything raking still can not see. It's still all pitch-black.

The woman fell silent. I can only blink my eyes without seeing. I could only shut up because I was tired of screaming. His strength had drained away with the entire body in pain. The former surgery returned pain and heat, but all that as if nothing compared to the pain and pain in his heart.

The sky turned to Bening, it turned out that his wife had regained consciousness. Seeing Bening crying in silence, the Sky hesitated to make a sound.

The sky moved wanting to change position, tired of just being in the same position.

"Why do I have to endure all this?" bening lirih said but sounded firm. The sky was still silent, he did not know who Bening was talking to.

"I lost my son. I also lost my interest. Is all this fair?"

"If I can't see, but I know you're not sleeping!" clear with a voice full of emphasis.

Deg ....

Hearing Bening speak in a tone not as usual, the Sky only guessed a Bening attitude.

"Everything is unfair. But what can we do?"

Bening bitterly laughed. "Can do what? We can't do anything after this, but before we can prevent. I shouldn't have to ride your bike, and this accident couldn't have happened. You realize, this is all because of you!"

Deg ....

The heart of Heaven seemed to have been stopped forcibly. Stunned to hear Bening say all this because of him. Is that the thought of his wife? He didn't even blame anyone for this. Then Bening had such thoughts ....

If he has the heart, he can also accuse Bening of participating in this disaster. He will exclaim, 'you remember how you did not receive the presence of our son. Do you also remember when you wanted to eliminate his life. You don't even want to see him born into the world.'

This, well, this is proof of what you said back then. Maybe God just gave that word now.

"You're guilty of me?" The tongue of the sky felt faint asking to make sure.

"Then I have to blame who!?" Bening flirted with his position. He did not turn his head because it was useless, still could not see the face of Heaven.

The sky closed its eyes. I don't know how many more times he has to feel this kind of pain. Perhaps, if his heart could be seen, it was out of shape so much pain was received.

"You're right. All this because of me." The sound of the sky shaking. The man tried to cover up all his feelings. "I know, before you married me, your life was perfect. But I was the one who messed it all up. As long as we're together, it's just the pain I always create."

I heard a clear cry. He can't think straight. All of these circumstances are too much to accept.