
"Dear." Mama Has hugged Bening's unmoved body. Clear crystals fell soaked the cheeks and also the hospital clothes worn by the sad woman.
Not feeling the movement of her daughter's body. Mama Has loosening embrace.
"Guys? Hey, why are you crying?" Mama Has surprised. "You cry because you're moved, right? I didn't think you were pregnant, Dek." Mama Has held both of Bening's arms which were still sculpting.
"Dek .. don't worry Mama. You why? The doctor said you're okay." The middle-aged woman shook her daughter's arm. Only then did Bening turn his head towards Mama Has.
"Ma, Be, ha-pregnant?" lirih. Very subtle barely audible.
"You should be grateful, Dek. God gave you a chance to get pregnant when you joined the KB program. It means that God believes in the trust of a child in your womb" said Mama Has softly. His hand turned to clutching his right hand.
"Ma, where's my husband?" Clear looking for the existence of the sky.
"He is there" replied Mama Has.
"Please give Bening a chance to talk alone" Pinta Bening. Mama Has felt strange with her attitude and clear face, but could not ignore her daughter's request.
"Wait a minute and let Mama call."
Mama Has took off her grip and walked out. Seeing the Bening reaction, made Mama Has afraid if her daughter did not accept her pregnancy. All this time Bening took the Pill because it was not ready to get pregnant, then now God's destiny says another. In fact, even though Bening routinely takes the Pill, KB can still concede. And now contains the seed of Heaven. Hopefully I accept his son's candidate.
"Lang, why are you sitting here? Clear find you." Mama Has found Sky still sitting in the waiting chair.
The sky rose from his daydream, then looked up. "Bak, you're looking for the sky?" reworked.
"Yes. Cepet meet."
Sky awake.
"But, Lang____."
"But what, Ma?"
"After a clear attitude, you have to be patient, yes. Don't make your wife more depressed" said Mama Has.
"I mean Mama?" The sky does not understand.
"Udah, meet your wife, but remember Mama's message. You must be patient and convince Bening to be stronger and grateful for the grace given by God."
"Yes, Ma. The sky will speak slowly. I hope you'll understand."
The sky continued its steps to enter his wife's nursery. After closing the door, his bead of eyes focused on Bening who was hiding his face above two knees. There was a heart-wrenching sobbing sound. The sky can guess what will happen. Now the beating of his heart is increasingly hurting the chest cavity. He took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled.
"Embak ...." The sky was standing beside Bening. Calling in a very soft voice.
Instantly Bening looked at the face to look at the bead of Heaven. His breath was hunting. The next hand lifted and beat the chest of the sky field in a row.
"Silent mother. Please calm down, Mother." The sky did not fend off Bening's attack, he tried to find a gap in order to hug his wife's hysterical body.
"How can you calm down! I'm pregnant, Rengit! I am pregnant ...! I don't want to get pregnant, you know that! But why am I pregnant now?
The sky clutched Bening's body which continued to move violently. The movement makes the blood return and the infusion fluid changes with the red liquid.
Mama Has came with the doctor and nurse. Just walk in when you hear a clear scream.
"Sir, relax, Dek!" Mama Has held onto her hysterical Bening body.
"Can't calm down, Ma. You don't want to get pregnant! Don't want to!" yell Clear. The nurse prepares a sedative, then gives it to the doctor. The drug is injected through an infusion tube.
"Miss, don't move much. Your condition is still weak, so is your baby. If you are like this, it can be fatal," said the Doctor helped calm down.
Not listening to the doctor or Mama Has. His angry gaze continued to rain down on the sky. It was as if giving hatred to that man.
After the sedative reacts, Bening's body loses more energy. His own eyes began to tighten and then slowly closed. Even so, Bening's lips still made a sound. "I don't want to get pregnant. I'm gonna throw this kid out!"
The sky froze, painstakingly gulping. Breathing snorted. The heart seems to be squeezed and makes his breath sip even more. Let alone hearing the last sentence Bening said, his heart was completely hurt. Crushed to pieces.
The sky rubbed the face. His mouth repeatedly said Istigfar, hoping that his cloudy thoughts would soon disappear and could face the attitude of Bening with extra patience.
"Certain circumstances like this can worsen the condition of the mother and her baby," said the doctor who has not finished checking the infusion Bening.
"She's really shocked by her pregnancy, Doc." Mama Has replied in a hoarse voice as her crying had only just subsided.
"Yes. It seems Miss Bening isn't ready to get pregnant yet."
"How, Doc? I'm afraid Bening is determined to do ...."
"Silence, Mom. Once Miss Bening comes to her senses, we can give her an understanding. As much as possible we prevent Miss Bening from doing anything desperate."
"In this case, the role of the family is very important to always provide moral support."
The sky stared at the clear face. Women who are loved but very difficult to live a happy household. Only after the debate about the profession, now it has been faced with a big problem. Regarding the bloodline.
The man in formal attire tried to hide the hurt and disappointment. The rejection and the words that Bening said were devastating to his heart.
She knows that Bening is not ready to get pregnant, but this is with God's permission. If destiny has willed, man cannot resist even as hard as it prevents.
The sky walked over leaving his wife's ward. Mama Has and Mang Juri's calls she ignored. Right now he needs calm, it takes time to be alone.
The sky went without direction, he continued to follow the passageway and finally found a deserted spot behind the hospital building. The hand of Heaven raised to shrink the corner of his eyes that had been heating up since earlier. As much as she could, she held back, but when the tears escaped by herself. I want it to feel like he's screaming, venting the feelings that are pendam. He had given up a lot for the sake of his relationship, but why was it never enough for Bening. The woman in love is always selfish without thinking.
"I know Embak is not ready to get pregnant, but what's wrong with the fetus until Embak does not want to accept our child candidates? Does the Embak have the heart to abort him. Why is he always selfish." The sky is monologuing itself. He breathed in the air and threw it away slowly, hopefully the emotions could still be controlled, and he could be as patient as ever.