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Three days Bening lay on top of the hospital gurney without doing any activities. He has to be completely bed rested for one week, even if it depends on his health. If he had not recovered, he would still have to take a full break without any time to be determined.

Finally, his mouth is often silent, he does not like to talk much. However, each time only tears described the atmosphere. The pale-looking woman was much dreamy.

This morning Bening was silent with a look out the window. Blacken eyes with pale lips without lipstick as usual. The condition is not hysterical like the first time he was taken to the hospital, but his condition is concerning.

During those three days Heaven did not meet Bening directly, the man was still waiting at the door.

Mama Has and Eyang Putri were confused by the state of Heaven and Bening, but they could do nothing. Let Bening recover first.

How long ago after eating three spoons of chicken porridge, Bening asked for time for himself. He doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone. Mama Has is reluctant to leave Bening, but when Bening gets angry, the middle-aged woman is forced to get out of Bening's nursery.

"Lang."

"Ma, Ma'am Bening wants to eat?"

"It's only three spoons, but at least there's food going into his stomach."

Sky nodded. He walked to the door and peeked at what Bening was doing. His wife was dreaming. Want to. It was very eager for Heaven to approach and embrace Bening's body, but that desire was only a hope that was currently impossible to achieve. He was waiting for Bening to be ready to see him.

Mama Has felt very sorry for her daughter-in-law, but she had no power to do anything. Can only continue to pray that Bening's heart softens again and they can be together like the days before.

Without realizing it, Bening's hands lifted and rubbed his flat stomach. Drop by drop managed to wet both of his cheeks. Right now his mind is too cloudy, dead-end, unable to think of anything positive. He was afraid, he had not been able to accept the presence of the little creature. Tell him he's evil, he doesn't care. Because only he knows what he wants.

"Lord, why should he be present now? You know I don't want it yet. Why should it be now? Why won't it be when I'm ready?" Bening back sobbing.

"Am I guilty? Did I sin not wanting this baby? Am I wrong to abort this baby? This isn't what I want."

Hc .. tok ....

The door leaf opened, it was time for the doctor to examine the state of Bening.

The clear that was sobbing immediately might dampen the crying. He wiped his wet cheeks.

"Good morning, Miss Bening," greeted the female doctor gently. Clear just silence.

"Make the mother-to-be, I'll check her blood pressure first, yeah."

"I don't want to be a mother!" jakkak Bening's.

"Oh, sorry. I mean, Miss Bening."

"Dok, get this baby out. I don't want to!" cry out with holding the sobs.

The doctor and nurse looked at each other. Then switch to Bening again.

"I don't know the problem is you don't want to conceive that fetus. But think again, that aborting the fetus is very sinful. Allah will curse and will not forgive those who wronged. I know you're a good woman, think of it all before God revokes the favor that's been given."

"I'm sorry I've been so presumptuous to say so much. But I'm just doing everything I can to protect the fetal rights that need to be fought for."

"You have a husband, think of your husband too. Is He not sad to know you want to abort the fruit of your love."

"And you need to know, aborting the fetus is more painful and more dangerous risks than giving birth to a baby on time. Many would-be mothers don't survive abortion."

Bening shook his head to hear all the word for word the doctor said. No intention to reply. I don't know what that woman is thinking.

The doctor and nurse left Bening who was still silent.

"Suster Ani, are my words too exaggerated?" The doctor asked the nurse who also entered the room.

"No, Doc. Your words are all right. Hopefully after this Miss Bening can accept her child candidate."

Moments after the doctor left, Mama Has went into the room. He was always presented with the situation of his son who was devastated.

"Ma," call Bening Iirih.

Mama Has walked over and hugged Bening. "Honey already. Don't be like this, you make Mama sad, Dek." He's sniffling along.

"Ma, you're wrong if you want to get rid of this baby?"

Mama Has loosening embrace. "Very. Not just wrong, but you'll be sinful and sorry for the rest of your life, baby."

"But Be won't, Ma. I don't want this kid."

"Hey, what makes you not want to accept him? You won't take care of her alone, there's Mama. You will take care of your child until he grows up. There's Heaven, she'll love this baby anytime."

"Geek, what are you worried about? Having a baby is the biggest gift, baby. You will feel it when the baby in your womb can move. Only God's chosen woman is given the mandate to be a mother. And you are also one of His choices. Grateful, darling. Be thankful to be able to contain that little creature."

"You know, honey. That's not the only luck you have. You are very lucky to have a husband as good and as patient as Heaven. He keeps you company even though you've let him down."

"Consolation, Ma?"

"Of course, honey. Not only was he disappointed, he was sick, he was angry and he blamed himself. Mom was very concerned to see it. That's not his fault."

Bening. Not that he doesn't know that the sky is always waiting for him at the door. He also knew every night the Sky went in just to apologize and rub his stomach. He misses, but his mind is still murky.

"Second, as good and patient as a person is, he has a limit of patience. Think well, not just about yourself. Think also about what kind of risk you will get if the sky has changed. Mama's not pushy, if you love your husband. So keep your baby, because that's one of the proofs of your love for Heaven. You don't want to, do you, lose him? Try to slowly accept the baby, you will feel the inner bond between mother and child. After that, you'll love your baby."