Tiny Brother Meatball Handsome
I can't hate you

"Ma, I'm your son. I am the hardest to accept everything, why Mama did not defend me and instead defended him. Mama's happy to see me like this!"

"Be! No parent wants their child to be in pain and suffering. There's nothing! Mama is not defending the sky and blaming you completely. Mama just wants you to realize, you're contemplating everything that's happening. Introspection, Deck. Learn from mistakes and words. Don't act like you yourself. Don't always blame others for what happened to you."

"Ma! If I don't get on the bike, I won't have him in an accident. That means it's wrong he can't take care of his wife! Even his own son-in-law had to go."

"Does Heaven force you to come? As long as you and her are married, Mama has never heard the heavens impose a will. You are always the one who is in authority."

Not that Mama Has wanted to corner Bening, but really wanted her daughter to introspect herself. No longer condescending and always blaming the Sky. Mama Has could not imagine if Bening married another man, not necessarily the man who became her husband would have patience like Sky.

"Ma, please, I'm. Don't talk about this. Let my wife rest." The sky highlighted Mama Has with a plea. He could no longer hear his wife and father-in-law arguing.

"Sir Bening, for the Sky hospital fee, we will not use Nak Bening's money. Mamak will be responsible for financing his treatment, if Mamak money is enough, Nak Bening's medical expenses will also be helped. You don't have to worry." Mamak is speaking. Although Mamak's voice sounded stiff, but Mamak's eyes shed tears.

"Mom," interrupted Heaven looking with a hard to interpret gaze. Even so, Mamak understood what the heavens were thinking.

"Mamak still has a rice field left by Mamak's husband. Mommy can sell it, we can pawn the house first, Lang."

"But, Mom!" The sky seems to disagree.

"Sincere motherhood, the important thing is your recovery, Lang."

"Thank you, Mother," said the sky with a trembling voice holding back the cries of haru. Mamak.

"Mama also has her own money. The money of the late grandfather. The money is absolutely Mama's, can add to the cost of medicine."

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At midnight the sky looked at Mamak who was doing tahajud prayers. Did not feel his eyeballs dripping a circle of clear liquid. Remember the words of Mamak who was willing to sell all his property for his recovery. Mamak is a nobody, has no blood relation to him, but Mamak always struggles to keep up and is always there at all times. The elderly woman used to only be a caregiver, but until now she has become a second mother to him.

"Why, Lang?"

The sky is hypnotized with its shadow until it is unconscious if Mamak has completed the tahajud prayer. The old woman was sitting next to him.

"Mom, Lang's coming home tomorrow." The sky sounded very soft, afraid to wake Bening and Mama Has who was sleeping inside the curtain on her left side.

"Have you healed?"

"Lang can rest at home. Here pay for his room is already expensive, mending rest at home."

"But your wounds need medicine, Lang."

"That can take the road."

Silent.

"What about your wife? You don't want to take care of her."

"There's Mama. Mama will take good care of him. Once in 2 days Lang can look."

Mamak looked sad, the woman always obeyed the words of Heaven, but this time it was very heavy.

"We'll be home tomorrow afternoon. Mamak wants to double the certificate first to pay the cost a few days ago."

"Thank you, Mom. If Lang has recovered, Lang promises to redeem the Mamak certificate again." The Sky Hand grasped the already wrinkled palm of Mamak's hand.

"Not to think. If the house can't be redeemed, we can rent a smaller house."

"But, Mother. All of that's Mamak's husband's treasure."

"It's okay. My sincere mamaak, Lang."

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The nurse had removed the gauze on the head of Heaven, now only a small plaster and gauze that covered the wound on his forehead. At first glance the sky looks healthy because only the cast on the legs are not removed. However, it is very worrying.

The sky and the sky were silent all day. Mama Has was also more silent, they would say to each other when the doctor or nurse came. Mamak was not there, early in the morning had asked Kasep to pick up because he wanted to take care of the house letter to be mortgaged.

The sky also has not informed his desire to go home, let it be later when Mamak has come.

"Ma, may you give Sky time to talk to my wife alone" Heaven said.

"Oh. Ja. Mama will wait outside." Mama Has immediately agreed.

I knew it was just silence.

The sky was trying its hardest to move the wheelchair to move in front of Bening.

"Be, I'm sorry for everything that happened. I'll try to fix everything."

"What are you trying to do!" sahut Bening fast.

"I will try to make all your happiness."

Silent. They heard their breath.

The sky holds a clear hand. The woman flinched without retaliating. His face still looks upset.

"I'm going home this afternoon. You're okay, right here?"

"Nothing you don't have a problem either!"

"I'll look at you once a week, and restore my condition."

"Whatever."

"Don't whatever. You're sincere, aren't you? If you're not sincere I go home, I'll try to come every day."

"Whatever! You don't hear me say whatever, huh!" jakkak Bening's.

The sky lowered, hiding his condensed eyeballs. Although Bening did not see it but he was afraid that someone would suddenly enter.

"I want to cover the grave of our son. He was buried near my mother's grave. Do you have a speech."

"No. Tomorrow if I recover, I can come alone. If we hadn't been in an accident, he would still be moving around in my stomach. I miss, I want to make her move." The clear started to sob.

"After you are healed, God, will give us the trust of another baby." The sky pauses the sentence you want to say. "For the hospital fee, I'll take care of everything. You don't have to worry."

"You wanna show off? Lowere me! Don't think I can't afford a hospital. I can pay for it myself."

"I'm not showing off and I'm not at all inferior to you. You said yourself, I have to take responsibility. Now I'm in charge."

Silent again.

"Be, no matter how bad you treat me, don't know why I can't hate you. My love is still big and strong for you. Don't give up, we can get through this. You will soon be healed and will see again. I'll work on that."

He was silent, but his tears kept coming out.

"Mamak has come. I'll go home first. You're fine here."

"You really want to go home?!"

The sky took a long breath. "Hem."