Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
Threshold of Consciousness
When a person is sedated will indeed get effects such as nausea, vomiting, dizziness, and a series of other things. For that, Tama also asked first to Dr. Indri, Anaya's condition is now asleep is dangerous or not. Because, no doubt, Tama lost Cellia when Cellia slept. This time, Tama wants to make sure everything and does not want the same thing to happen to Anaya.
“Totally safe is Auntie?” tanya Tama once again to Doctor Indri.
“Iya, just because of the epidural anesthetic reaction given only. Why Tama, are you scared?” ask Dr. Indri to Tama.
Until finally Tama nodded her head, “Iya, I was afraid,” replied.
Doctor Indri also patted Tama's shoulder, “Keep your heart .. Critical period and bleeding has been handled well. Now, we move Anaya from the operating room to the treatment. Accompany her, Anaya is a strong woman.”
Tama closed her eyes slowly and nodded her head, “Iya Auntie .. thank you very much,” replied.
Finally, the gurney that Anaya occupied, with the infusion mast was ready to be moved to the intensive care room in the VIP room. As soon as the operating room door was opened, there was Tendean Father who was sitting lethargic and so worried.
“The critical period has passed, Doctor Tendean .. Anaya will be transferred to the intensive care room,”, Dr. Indri told the man who is the husband of his late twin, Desy.
Tama who came out of the operating room immediately hugged Tendean's father there. His tears back glistening, “Dad,” said Tama with a chest that was so tight.
Yes, she saw how Anaya struggled even when Anaya felt not strong and her gaze clouded, Tama could see helplessness in the look in her eyes. Now, once you meet Dad Tendean, all Tama does is hug him and cry.
“Makasih Tama .. You've taken care of Anaya. Thank you for accompanying Anaya,” said Tendean's father.
Tendean's father realizes he needs extra strength to be able to accompany Anaya, and Tama points out that she always looks after Anaya. Even when Anaya was bleeding, Tama always held Anaya's hand, never letting go.
“We went to Anaya's treatment room, Dad,” Tama asked her in-laws.
Finally Tama and Tendean's father both helped push Anaya's gurney. Seen Anaya who was not aware and her face was so pale, Tendean's father who saw Anaya like this as if reminded of the events three years ago when Anaya after giving birth to her baby, when her condition had not recovered, as well as the, the baby has been taken back by the Power. Once in the treatment room, Tama washed her face first. Of course to refresh his puffy face and also he will not be sleepy. Really, Tama even though she had been up all night, she would not let Anaya alone. Before Anaya regains consciousness, Tama will not fall asleep.
“Daddy rest is okay, let Tama take care of Anaya,” he said.
“You stay up all night, Tam,” reply Dad Tendean.
Tama nodded her head, “It's okay, Dad .. This is Tama's promise to Dad to always take care of Anaya. For a second, Tama will not leave Anaya,” replied.
“Thank you .. Anaya can survive for sure because of you,” reply Dad Tendean.
Tama shook her head again, “It was because God loved Anaya and gave strength to Anaya to endure and fight,” Tama replied.
“Daddy rest first ... Dad hasn't slept and keep outside too. Let Tama take care of Anaya,” he said.
Finally Tendean's father chose to lie on the sofa, and Tama sat on a chair that was on the side of Anaya's gurney. Tama sighed looking at his wife, and also rubbed Anaya's forehead there.
“You are a great woman, my dear .. I hope you recover quickly well. I really love you,” Tama said inwardly.
Until the moment passes into minutes. Minutes turned into a clock, Tama still faithfully sat near the gurney by continuing to hold Anaya's hand. This time, Tama's tears came back to her own when she recalled that Anaya had said leave her children and said that her eyes had started to blur. Really, it was the most stifling thing for Tama.
“It's been two hours, My Love .. soon realized well, I miss you,” Tama said by kissing the back of Anaya's hand that was released from the infusion needle.
Awake himself, with Anaya who is still unconscious, and Tendean's father who sleeps until snoring, Tama continues to pray in his heart so that Anaya will soon be aware and also immediately improve.
Almost three hours passed, finally saw the movement of Anaya's eyelids, and also her index finger that moved slowly. Tama reflexes and sees his wife's index finger moving, and wait hopefully this time Anaya can be conscious.
Apparently from those closed eyes were shedding tears, and both eyes were slowly opening. “Mas ... Mas Tama, Baby Twin,” he said sobbing.
There may have been a trauma in the past that led Anaya to seek the whereabouts of her baby. There was a fear of loss so that her tears just glazed over.
Tama clasped Anaya's hand there, “You're sober, My Love .. Baby Twin is in the incubator for six hours of observation. Later surely the nurse will bring it to us,” reply Tama.
“They're healthy right? They ... alive and safe right?” reply Anaya with her soft voice.
Tama also shed her tears and also nodded her head, “They are healthy and strong just like her Mama,” Tama replied.
“Thank you for being so strong, my dear,” Tama said.
Tama slightly shuffled and hugged Anaya there. Her heart was completely overflowing with gratitude when she realized that Anaya was already conscious. Tama is now truly happy, his wife has regained consciousness and is just waiting for time to return to see the Twins.
“I think ... I will lose my children again,” reply.
Tama shook her head, “No. Thank you My Love .. soon recovered and healthy well,” reply Tama.
Anaya shook her head slowly, “Hmm, yes .. thanks Mas Husband,” reply also with tears.
These are tears of happiness. For hours Tama anxiously waited, even to hold back her sleepiness because honestly Tama also felt trauma in her heart. But now Anaya has found her consciousness. Indeed, when the bad memories were wiped out, and Tama found that Anaya was conscious, she was so relieved. The chest that was originally overwritten by the weight was so heavy, this time the burden had been lifted. So relieved it feels.