Mas Duda Looking For Mom Milk
Surprising Moment

"If only Citra is invited, what about the Paper Citra dong Onty?"

A valid question from Tama when she was still focusing on driving her car. There is a Tendean Father Deheman who certainly hints at a response. There is an image that is still stuck in Anaya's lap, and also Anaya himself who also looks confused to answer what. Is it just a question that is joking or otherwise?

"The image has to work. Papa, can Citra not come with Onty?"

Anaya replied and seemed to want to invite Citra to participate with him. Tama who was driving his car was still smiling and choosing silence. The car he was driving arrived at the airport. Terminal 3 of Soekarno - Hatta International Airport is the place Tama is headed to now.

"You wanna get off the drop out first? Later let Tama park the car," said Tama.

It was Tendean's father who nodded his head, "Father alone comes down. Dad's gonna pick up the push trolley with Anaya's suitcase. You three find a parking spot first, I'll wait here" Tendean's father replied.

"Good Doctor," replied Tama.

"Well Dad .. wait here Dad, don't go anywhere" Anaya said.

Inside the car, the three searched the car park first. Tama still chose silence, only the voice of Anaya and Citra was heard. There was the ravings of Citra, there was the voice of Anaya, and there was also the rarity of the two. Tama chose to smile. He finally managed to park his car. Before descending, Tama chose to wear a hipseat (sling) to hold the image she had glued to her waist.

"Let me be fat first?" ask Anaya to Tama.

"The road is quite far, Ay .. Let me just carry it first, once it is in the Terminal, you can really carry Anaya," Tama replied.

With a heavy heart, Anaya also handed Citra into Tama's sling. While Anaya chose to walk by taking a distance from Tama and Citra. Actually, Anaya had already strengthened her heart greatly. Merely, by looking at Citra now, could Anaya be strong? Her pretty and cute face Citra, her clear eyes, and her increasingly adorable chatter as if making Anaya have to endure the pain deeper in her heart.

"Have you got the new Mother Milk, Tam?" asked Anaya while walking not far on Tama's side.

There's a faint ring from Tama's head, "Not yet. Maybe Anaya will survive ASIP from you who are in the fridge only. After that, I will consult with Mas Bhishma. If possible I'll just give you Formula Milk" Tama replied.

Yes, this time Mas Duda seemed not to want to look for Mother Milk again. There is a bad taste in the heart, if you get Mother Milk that is similar to Mbak Mina, who does not care at all with Citra. Better, Tama consult with Pediatrician only, whether it has allowed the digestive tract Citra can receive Formula Milk whether it is cow milk or soy.

"Image of cow's milk intolerance, the dangers of Tam later" Anaya replied.

While Anaya himself still remember that Citra intolerance cow's milk. In the past, as a child Citra had nausea, vomiting, even diarrhea, and experienced a rash on her skin because it was not suitable for giving cow's milk. Now, hearing that Tama would most likely not look for Mother Milk made Anaya worry about Citra.

"How else, Ay .. could it be that I can get Mother Milk again for the image as good as you," Tama replied.

Oh my God, there was instant guilt in Anaya's heart for leaving Citra. Given that children should get ASI until the age of 2 years, and now Citra will only be 10 months old. Half of the time to get breast milk has not been obtained, but presumably Citra must adapt as well if indeed the Papa will not look for Mother Milk again.

"Anaya, in America later do not change your phone number well ... if Citra kangen, can we do videocall?" ask Tama.

Anaya nodded her head, "Yes, of course. Yes, I will not change the phone number," saying that's all Anaya's heart was completely claustrophobic. His eyes also felt sore, but as much as possible Anaya held back not to shed her tears.

The three then met with Tendean's father who was already waiting. It looks like Tendean's father has a heavy heart to release his only child to fly to the United States. Father Tendean's eyes were glazed over, as this would be the longest and farthest farewell of the two all this time.

"Anaya, take good care of yourself in a foreign land. You will live alone. You will survive and fight alone there. Achieve your dreams and ideals, Dad will visit you later," replied Tendean Father with haru.

"Yes Father ... I also take care of my health. I should tell Anaya often. Dad, Anaya will miss you, "he said.

The father and son hugged each other. So haru it feels. As they hugged each other, they both walked towards the departure gate. It is not easy for a father to let go of his son, even though it is to study abroad, study, but it feels like there is deep sadness in the heart.

"Alright, that's the departure gate ... Dad, Anaya said goodbye, "he said by kissing the back of Tendean's father's hand, and then hugging his father. This time Anaya's tears just dripped. He just had to step foot to the departure gate and check in and put his suitcases into the trunk of the plane.

"Yes Aya .. be careful on the way," replied Tendean's father.

Anaya let out a sigh that already felt so heavy, then Anaya looked at Tama who was carrying with her hipseat, and faced Citra forward.

"Tama, I'm saying yes" he said, trying hard to hold back his tears.

Tama reached out her hand, and then shook Anaya's hand, "Yes .. be careful Anaya," Tama replied.

Then Anaya slightly lowered her body, and kissed Citra, from her forehead to her cheeks. Faced with Citra, Anaya's face was reddened and her tears fell again, "Citra, her Beloved Onty ... Onty go first yeah. The image of healthy-healthy well .. has always been the Beautiful Son Onty well. So fold her heart, Papa," Anaya replied with a chest that was so tight.

This time Tama was so tight in the chest, even Tama's breath felt so heavy. Staring at Anaya and Citra alternately. Over the past 10 months, their togetherness has framed a series of moments that are so beautiful. Morning welcomed the arrival of Anaya, afternoon was joined by Anaya and also Citra to play together. Since yesterday, that togetherness just disappeared.

With a sob, Anaya then waved her hand, "Bye .. see you later," she said this time.

There was Tendean Father crying, there was Citra who was staring with an empty look, and there was Tama with pain and unrest that enveloped her heart. Up to the limit Anaya turned her body, and pushed her suitcase trolli and was about to walk into the departure gate.

Staring at Anaya's back from afar, Tama's chest felt increasingly tight. The man who was a widower with one child felt that he did not want to lose Anaya. A few meters away Anaya walked, stepped forward, there was an impulse in Tama's heart to stop Anaya. Tama took a quick glance at the lowered-down Tendean Father, with tears dripping down just like that. Perhaps this time, he acted unnecessarily asking permission from Tendean Father.

The young papa with the status of a widower ran a little by holding Citra, chasing Anaya. As strong as his energy paddled so that his distance with Anaya was not too far away.

"Annova ...."

Tama shouted and called Anaya. The man no longer paid attention to the people passing by at Terminal 3 of Soekarno-Hatta International Airport.

"Anaya" called him again.

This time Anaya stopped her footsteps, but Anaya still did not turn her back. Now his face was wet with tears. Yes, the tears that came out by themselves just broke out, with a chest that was so tight.

The distance Tama still carries Citra with Anaya is only about three meters left. The man's chest walked a few meters by holding the image it felt so kembis. His breathing became chaotic and irregular. However, thank goodness the distance with Anaya now is not much.

"Anaya" called him again.

"Anaya, don't go Anaya. Don't leave me and Citra" said Tama with a sense of tightness that rippled and could not hold it anymore.

However, Anaya still stopped in place. He did not move, but did not turn his body. However, Anaya sobbed in her tears by holding onto her chest that felt so tight.

"Anaya, will you be Mama for Citra?"