Just a Servant
Why them?

"Udah deh.. don't over think.. lest I change my mind..." I said again.

The woman seemed to think for a while before grabbing her child in a sling and following my steps into the car...

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Today, everything I do is completely out of plan.

Originally, when I woke up this morning, I was planning to spend some time with Ramdan. It doesn't matter if we want to go for a walk... Or just sitting in the house. The important thing is that I can be alone with my fiancee. Who would have thought, that I would get a very annoying surprise.

Sucks?

Yeah, sucks.

Getting angry?

It is clear.

Who does not get angry is betrayed by two people you trust at once. If they want to be frank if they actually like each other, then willingly I will retreat.

Really, I'm not pretending. I'll hand Ramdan over willingly to Jihan, if only they were honest with me. But if it's like this, it's the same way they stabbed me in the back. Boro-boro willingly. As bad as this heart.

But in retrospect. Time yes, I have to be a criminal just because of people like Jihan same Ramdan.. .? I think it's their greatness...

No! I don't want to lose twice. Enough of my heart that hurts, do not let my future follow destroyed only because of people who do not know themselves....

Finally, I chose to sit in a restaurant, with two people I did not know at all, so the attention-grabbing person, even though I myself who again need a distraction...

"If I'm so sure I'm confused, ma'am... Although the actual weight I want to separate just the father of the children... but want to say that, I thought... if I split with his father, these children want to be given food what...?"

"Yes, he ate a stone..." Answer thus.

The truth is, I like to be alone if there is a situation like this. Dilemma of a wife who is left in two. make nyesek, make sebel. Amit-amit, don't let me experience something like this... Boyfriends are ill, especially husbands... Wrong if I want to circumcise all over guys?

"Udah... Don't expect any more men... Meningan now you learn to be independent.can revert gratitude... Even if not, at least you're not dependent on him..." I said nasehatin.

"If I say, a man like that can't be expected... Believed to go find sustenance instead find bini... " I'm full of emotion.

"Well, how are my children living?" The woman still looks confused.

"Yes, you work what cake, that's fine, after all your husband can't be stripped... Now you think... You take your husband, just as you start self-study, which is better? If I were you anyway, meningan make preparations, before becoming a real widow... " I said again without the slightest tolerance.

I saw the woman staring at my words.

"If the children ask the father how?"

"It's up to you .. to say his father works, or his father has a new wife... Although initially sick. but later also get used to it..."

I know, my words are cruel, but my own heart still hurts because of betrayal, so don't blame me for that kind of mischievous advice.

Phone's ringing. I immediately grabbed my HP. The name Ram Say is on the screen. Without a second thought, I immediately rejected the call and I blocked the number.

"When noon, where are you going?" My toot.

"Emmm going home... "

"Keep...?" I asked when I heard the tone hanging in his sentence.

"I want to go home, but my house is far away. I wanted to ask my father for the children to go home... " The woman's voice is confused.

I guessed, it must be because of that...

"Where is your village?"

"Hullu Village..."

"I pay you the cost of going home. But I'm coming, okay?"

"Did? You want to come to the village?"

"Yes... why? Can't you?" Ask directly.

"It's not okay. but. eng..." It seemed that the woman was confused to hear my sudden intention.

Let alone him, I was confused myself. The point is I just want to get out of this town for a while. I miss meeting people who have made me sick and sick. I need time to be alone and distract myself from the feeling of languor and nelangsa.

"Where? can we?" Ask again.

"Eh, eng. can... " The woman answered quickly.

I smiled with satisfaction. For a while I would run away from reality, thinking I was traveling, to a land in the middle of nowhere. Where people who know me (who will definitely search) can't guess my whereabouts.

And so it was. I ended up going with the woman and her son to Hullu village. I called the house guy and told him I was going on vacation, without saying where he was going. I also drove my car to the police station near the terminal, and left with my mother and son by bus.

Then....

My memory jumped at the incident when a bus was passing through an area... Suddenly I felt someone pull my hand, telling me to get off the bus. I staggered to follow the pull of his hand walking between the rows of chairs. Not yet I screamed for the driver to stop, all of a sudden...

JEDHUER....!

The bus feels smelly and instantly los control. The next thing I don't know for sure. All I remember was that the bus suddenly came to a sudden halt, making me who was standing near the stairs down the front of the exit flinch. My body was thrown through the cracked windshield with a loud PRANGGG sound.

I felt my body hit a tree, after which I remembered nothing.

Off Flashback.

Yeah, now I remember, why I was in this hospital must have been because of the bus accident. The hospital must have managed to contact my family, until they were here.

I must have been unconscious for a long time, given the distance they had to travel, to reach this area.

"How long have I fainted?" I asked while looking at the people in the room.

"Lumayan lama.. " The answer of the mother who was justified by the others in the form of murmur is not clear.

"An hour?!" I don't believe it.

One hour anyway? The distance I had travelled by bus was already over four hours before the accident. I remember, because I went back and forth and asked, "still far away?" at the woman, looking at my watch, and the woman also went back and forth and answered "no".

" Assalamu'alaikum's.... " Greetings to those who have just entered the room. I looked towards them and my forehead immediately wrinkled...

"Kok... them?"

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