Just a Servant
Anna Diary

"Yes. greetings. leave now. If you don't blame me for changing your mind and making you unable to get out of this room... "

We laughed.

Muach

I threw a kiss away as I walked away.

Outside the room I was a little bit confused. Seeking someone... Anyone who might be there. There's no one.

My room said above... Go straight up or not...

But just as my foot stepped on the first rung of the stairs, I hesitated.. . It doesn't taste very good.. . Just like that, exploring this house that I feel is foreign.

Finally my move changed direction. I went looking for a bik Nah.

"Bik Well.. . Bik Well.. . ! Call me.

I don't know where the bik Nah was, but after I called her name, bik Nah seemed to be struggling to get closer.

" Yes, non. Can anyone help?" Ask bik Nah. In his hand was a napkin, and bik Nah wiped his hand with the cloth.

"Now, are you busy?" My toot.

"Especially not.. Bibik is watching the new kid prepare the dinner table." Answer bik Nah.

"Oh..." Suddenly a picture emerged of Surti's mother watching us while nagging.

"Bik Nah not while angry right ngawasin his?" Tanyaku.

"Well, why not get angry..?" Bik Nah asked back in confusion.

I laughed without any intention of explaining why I laughed. Yes, it seems that it is only Surti's mom who is moaning... 🤭😅

"What's up, neng?" Ask bik Nah.

"What?"

"Neng Anna called aunt what's wrong?"

"Oh.iya. At first I want to ask for help bik Nah show me my room, but it looks like bik Nah is busy huh."

"Oh, what busy.... Yes, neng. Just ghost. Let's show it." Nah, her hand beckoned, empowering me to step with her.

I step foot down the stairs following the bik Nah with eyes that are still dizzy. This time not looking for people, but observing the interior used in the room. Really good. I don't know if I realized this beauty or not. But for me this new, the presentation of the interior of this house is indeed memorable beautiful and luxurious. To the extent that I feel inferior myself being in this place.

The stairs ended in a large room, with several rooms on the edges. The room itself seems to work for family get-togethers. You see, besides being spacious, this room looks comfortable as well.

There is a large home theater on one of the walls. The mini bar is located across from it. In the middle, other than there was a large sofa, there were several cushions sitting piled up next to the sofa.

"That's Anna's room..." Say Nah while pointing to a room that is on the right of the sofa. Room that has no windows from this side of the room.

I stepped over there.bik Nah followed behind me. After I got to Bik Nah to open the door for me. For a moment I was silent on the doorstep, watching the room in front of me.

The room space was beautiful and spacious, but ...

"This is really my room, bik?" Many doubt.

"Well, yes, this is Anna's room..." Sahut bik Nah sure.

How about a little kid's room, anyway?

"Cock like a kid's room?" I finally asked because of the wonder.

The room was shades of pink.no matter the color, but the choice of the interior is really girly. Not in accordance with the shadow that is in my mind. Or was my character like this? I slowly started to enter the room. Bik Nah followed me from behind.

"Yes.. actually neng Anna had asked to change the decor anyway, first, but because of the incident at that time, the master did not change the decoration of this room... Finally let this space be as it is today." Bik Nah.

"What incident?" My toot.

I looked at the stuff that was there. Starting from the single sofa near the door, next to it there is a walk in a glass-walled closet. To show the clothes hanging in it.

I just looked in the room for a moment, seeing that the inner wall had a lot of doors and drawers, I decided to open them later. It will take a long time if I check the contents now.

From the walk in closet, I turned to the dresser on the left of the room, docked to the wall. All the stuff there is neat and dust free.

"Who cleaned this room?" My toot.

"Usually so... Neng Anna remember Mommy? Fatima?"

I'm shaking. Bik Nah sighed.

"Fatimah was Anna's personal servant..."

"My personal servant? Where is he now?" My toot.

"It's been almost a week that he's been allowed to go home. Mother's sick..."

Ooooh

I then approached the study desk next to the dresser. The study table is a model of a study table that is usually intended for young children. Maybe because it has not been used for a long time, so the shelves that were originally intended for the place of books, have been replaced and filled by dolls and some display decorations.

I opened the sideboard at the foot of the table. There was just a pile of books. I put out the book one by one. I wonder what books are there. It turns out it's not a textbook. But some comics, magazines and notebooks, and!

This is what I'm looking for... I need anything that can dig into my memory...

I sat on the floor, opening sheet by sheet the handwriting of a little boy. My handwriting when I was twelve...

I don't know how long I've been sitting in front of my pink diary. Reading it makes me smile. Not because I remember the events I wrote, but rather because I imagined a child before adolescence who emotionally faced all the events in his life. Looks like this twelve-year-old me is a drama queen. Everything is read from this expressive handwriting.

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"September 24, 20xx...

I'm upset, because of Sofia's mother I didn't meet up with friends. We had promised to study together at Daniel's house. Where Daniel was angry again with me... He said I was a liar.

I told Daniel that Sofia's mom was coming and I had to keep her company while she was here... Daniel doesn't want to know, he keeps telling me I'm a liar.

I told you about this with Sofia's mom. Sofia's mother said it was okay if I wanted to go to my friend's house. He doesn't mind me staying. But the problem came from my father... I didn't give you my permission to leave.

"Sofia's mother came here because she missed you. He deliberately came all the way to meet and talk to you... I even want you to stay... " Said father while angry.

I'm upset dong. Why the hell do I have to go get him... Who the hell is he? Until my father told me to accompany him... "

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Baby I haven't finished reading, bik Nah reminds me that lunch time has arrived.

"Neng, it's been waiting in the dining room." He said while crouching not far from me.

I looked up to find a wall clock. Half an hour in the afternoon! Weh...! How long have I been sitting here? Because it is remembered that Bagas mas who will not start eating if I do not accompany. I finally stopped reading. Mark the reading limit and immediately move to the guest room to meet Bagas.

"Mr Bagas has been informed and has been waiting for neng Anna below." bik Nah told.

"Oh... Ja. Thanks for the." I was half running down the stairs.

"Be careful, neng...!" Nah bik.

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