Just a Servant

Just a Servant
Still a version of Bagas.


"Amnesian... Wish I could have amnesia..." That thought just came to Bagas' mind. Without being prevented, his mind immediately floated on the reason for the onset of that desire. Wulans.


Wulan, is a woman who was once the fiancee of Bagas, but has now married her best friend.


Bagas took a long breath. Every time Wulan remembered, Bagas felt his chest tight. There is a longing for anger. There is also pain mixed with regret and guilt. It all tormented him so much. It was more painful than the pain in his leg.


He still remembered clearly in his mind the painful event... The events that led to all the chaos of his life...


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A few months before the accident happened...


After being engaged to Wulan for almost two years, Bagas intended to get Wulan married. Their relationship is so close. Wulan has also completed her post-graduate studies, because Wulan does not want to get married immediately after getting engaged first, is to complete her S2 program.


But, after Bagas opened the conversation about marriage, Wulan instead like to keep a distance with Bagas. Bagas, of course, questioned Wulan's attitude.


After being investigated and urged, finally came the confession of Wulan, if in fact he could not marry Bagas, because he had been tarnished by their own friends. Daniel.


Of course Bagas became angry and disappointed at Wulan. Wulan said that the two of them had accidentally done that.


"We were drunk, and we didn't know we were doing it..." Wulan. He apologized and cut off their relationship. Of course it's not that easy to accept. He was angry and disappointed at Wulan. Outraged, Bagas pushed Wulan's body, trying to reach his hand, to apologize.


Wulan's body was pushed back violently until it fell. Wulan was not hurt too badly. It's just that unexpectedly, Wulan suddenly had bleeding. With anxiety mixed with panic, Bagas took Wulan to the hospital. It was only discovered that Wulan was pregnant young, and as a result of Bagas' encouragement, she had a miscarriage.


Wulan should bedrest a few days. His family, who knew it was all due to Bagas's actions, forbade him to meet. Although Bagas was still angry at Wulan, but the shadow of a foetus that failed to live because of his actions fostered a deep sense of guilt in his heart. Especially when he came to Daniel.


Daniel says he accidentally desecrated Wulan, but he doesn't regret it. He was also disappointed at what Bagas had done to Wulan. But he understood the reason Bagas did it.


"I'm sorry for what I did to Wulan, but also disappointed that as a result of your actions, I lost my future son... For the next time, it feels better, if we don't have to meet each other... " Say Daniel while trying to hold back emotions.


The two of them used to be best friends. But with the accident, both felt that their friendship was untenable.


I don't know.heard Daniel's words, Bagas who was already upset and angry with Daniel did not mind, if indeed they had to decide the friendship between them. But in Bagas' heart there was a deep sense of guilt about the fetus, especially at Wulan.


Bagas wanted to meet Wulan, wanting to reveal all the things that had stuck in his heart. But he was very difficult to meet Wulan. Until suddenly Bagas got the news that Wulan would be taken out of the country.


Bagas tried to meet Wulan, even as the time approached his departure, Bagas followed him to the airport. But what to say. Malang cannot be rejected, profit cannot be achieved. Instead of getting to the airport, an accident took Bagas to the hospital.


Bagas' accident left him in a coma for several weeks, even with temporary paralysis of his legs. Bagas did not complain about it. Even he accepted it as a form of punishment for his guilt on Wulan.


Wulans... Wulan. Only that name was the center of his attention. Regret, anger and guilt in the woman, can eliminate the focus of her life. He's like a living corpse. Live day by day without a clear purpose. And later his guilt grew, because it turned out that the turmoil of his heart was impacting on the calmness of his parents' household..


Although from the outside it seems that the household of both parents is ayem only, but that does not mean there is no problem... There is secretly a rivalry between her mother, mistress Santi and mistress Yulia.


At the time when Bagas was vulnerable and fragile, Yulia secretly tried to make Nugraha could lead in the place of Bagas. With the reason that Bagas is no longer able to become a leader. Not just his physical health, but his psychological well-being.


Although Santi is aware of the health condition of his son now, but he wants to just hand him the crown of leadership to the offspring of his honey.


For Santi, it was enough for him to give up, but not for his offspring. Therefore, Santi will do everything possible to maintain the status of his son.


In various ways, Santi tries to make Bagas move on from his memories with Wulan. According to him, as long as Bagas has moved on, health problems will follow.


Finally, the opportunity came...


A few months ago, Rara came to see Supami's mistress and told her about her acquaintance with amnesia in the hospital. Rara asks permission to take her to the house and work for the Darmawan family. Mrs Supami was concerned and did not object to Rara's proposal.


"Take him here. If he is suitable and appropriate to live here, this house still has a large space to accommodate it. But if he can't be trusted, you have to take responsibility and get him out of here... " So said Miss Supami at that time. Rara agreed, and so it became until the amnesiac girl was in the Darmawan family residence.


The arrival of the girl who was later named Nurul to facilitate the person who called her, as if to enlighten the mistress Supami, related to the fate of her grandson Bagas who lost the focus of life. Secretly, madam Supami devised a scenario for both of them.


Madam Supami began to intensely evaluate Nurul. Based on his skills, nature and character. Madam Supami was relieved, Nurul quite met her criteria. After being convinced by Nurul, Madame Supami throws a noose at Bagas.


Bagas was "challenged" to marry Nurul.


"There are many reasons to get married. You need people to take care of you, you also need people who can continue the descendants of the Darmawan family. You know, even though Nugraha was married, but his wife had a hard time getting offspring....


And most importantly, if your attitude like this continues... Are you willing to hand over your position as chief director to your sister Nugraha? " Task madam Supami on Bagas.


"No! " Tukas madam Santi spontaneously with fiery. It just so happened that she was there, attending an internal "meeting" held by her mother-in-law and husband.


Bagas looked at his mother who was met with the gaze of mistress Santi full of warnings and requests. He really would not be willing if Nugraha were to become the main director of their family company. And fortunately Bagas also understood the meaning of that gaze. His decision this time was closely related to his mother's self-esteem.


Bagas started to think again. The problem of arranged marriage is indeed outdated, let alone betrothed to someone who is completely unknown to him. Not really an interesting choice. But remembering his life now is like there is no purpose. Especially my mother's concern about her future. At least this matchmaking can be the beginning of his next life.


Finally, after being weighed up, and then meeting Nurul who turned out to be the same person he met in the hospital, Bagas finally agreed to marry Nurul.


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