AFTER THE DIVORCE
Chapter 79: About the Status of Widows

“I would feel very embarrassed if I just demean people who I consider not more worthy of me, just because I can not be better than them.”

Chapter 79: About the Status of Widows

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With a flowery heart, Keinya feeds Rara. Finding Keinya who is not constantly smiling, Rara is sure that her best friend is very happy. Certainly not because Keinya was awake for him, but other things about Keinya's relationship with Yuan. Especially during the togetherness, the two lovebirds seemed more romantic. 

“Nearly one week without meeting, it looks like your relationship has got a bright spot?” rara said deliberately opening the conversation.

Rara stared calmly at Keinya as she chewed slowly on the food in her mouth. Today, Keinya makes chicken soup containing carrots, broccoli, and his favorite oyster mushrooms. His best friend always knew what he wanted. Not to mention since Keinya left, if not eat egg-shelled beef eyes and instant noodles, Rara was forced to eat the results of his cooking experiments that taste very chaotic. If not salty or sweetness, there are those who make Rara hastily vomit the results of her cooking even though she only tasted a little.

Keinya deliberately held back the smile following his reply to Rara.

Finding that, Rara immediately confirmed while throwing her face out of Keinya's sight. “Ngak ... No, I'm not curious!”

Keinya chuckled while clutching his mouth using his right hand, while his left hand remained in control of Rara's food bowl.

“If someone says everything is always there including happiness, the assumption is not wrong. That's right because I experienced it too. After Athan's false love that made me miserable even traumatized. Now I'm surrounded by happiness that I never even imagined before, even in my dreams. Together with Yuan ... has a new family, also Rara is a true friend who always fights for my happiness. Although at first I thought after the divorce would be a nightmare even the beginning of the destruction of my life, in fact God gave it as a form of embrace of His love to me. Because after the divorce, one by one happiness, the Lord brought me. So, there is no harm if I learn to be more grateful no matter how much happiness I can have!” keinya who is powerless to stop his laughter over Rara. His best friend claimed not to be curious, but suddenly whined asking him for a story.

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Accompanied by Khatrin, who helped her care for Rainbow, Keinya visited the boutique she chose as Yuan suggested, to discuss their wedding dress. However, since Yuan still had to finish the job, it seemed like the man would be late for the meeting this time around.

As usual, being a part of Yuan made Keinya get things easily. Not only to the two aides who are still accompanying and always awake for him, because in one of the famous elite boutiques visited, Keinya also returned to get special services. A receptionist immediately delivered Keinya and his entourage to a special room, where the designer was also waiting. Keinya entered with Khatrin and Pelangi, while the two aides deliberately kept watch outside the room.

After pleasantries, they went straight to the details of the concept of the wedding dress that Keinya wanted following the suit for Yuan.

“From the detail of the concept that Mrs Yuan gave, this is similar to the concept of wedding dress artist Tasya Kamila, huh? The color is pastel, tailed, later Madam Yuan's hair will also wear a crown shouldered?” Ivan, the man who had a gentle personality as the designer, spoke so casually.

Which makes Keinya unfamiliar, none other than because all Yuan people call him “Mrs Yuan”. This sometimes makes Keinya nervous or even forget that the call was addressed to him.

Shortly after, when Keinya explained every detail more thoroughly while Rainbow was busy walking with Khatrin, Yuan came. Yuan immediately carried the rainbow because the boy who had started learning the path immediately cried as soon as he saw it. This was used by Khatrin to go to the toilet while his grandson was guarding.

Some of the boutique employees seemed to be clustered not far from the receptionist. Khatrin, who did not understand the boutique floor plan about the existence of toilets, chose to approach them to ask. However, a happy hue and a smile that knew Yuan from the beginning appointed one of the top designers in their country to handle Keinya's wedding attire and it really made Khatrin happy and flattered, stained by the whispers of the employees.

“I-it, that was, that was actually the CEO of Fahreza Group? So handsome! I think the CEO is already ‘tuwir’ or as unwilling as fat complete with a distended stomach! Ugly is the point!”

“Iya. His name is Yuan Fahreza! Although he did continue the family business, since he was in control, the success of his business so many times! Even I hear now Fahreza Group also penetrated into the world of book publishing including web novels!”

“Gosh ... my poor soul immediately wriggled to imagine the coffers that Yuan would produce! Moreover, reportedly Yuan also to the love of private jets you know, for this wife!”

“Eh, by the way, the future wife of Yuan, reportedly the widow of one child, know!”

The mood suddenly quiet. The surprised look was so unreliable to decorate the faces of the five boutique employees who were about 24 years old. The women who look attractive like flight attendants in short-sleeved knee-length uniforms with light blue sleeves seemed so fretful and could not accept the reality.

“Hem .. pity, handsome-bull can be used.”

“Which is wrong from what widow?” Khatrin's patience is completely exhausted. “One of them-those widows what?”

Khatrin assertion immediately made the five employees jump especially when they found Khatrin who they knew came with Keinya, as the perpetrator.

In tears, Khatrin looked disappointedly at the five women who were directly lined up looking down before her with each of their hands held in front of the stomach.

“You women, but you firmly hurt your people!” Khatrin. Making the five employees before him busy apologizing while trembling in fear.

“Although you are not widows, no one knows what will happen. What if you are also widows?”

“Iya, Mom. Excuse me. Forgive us, Mom! We're wrong!”

“You do not know how hard the struggle of a widow, especially for those who were forced to separate because of KDRT, infidelity, or worse, their husband died!” Khatrin until sobbing. “So please, yes, do not look at the widow with one eye. The burden of their lives is already very heavy, do not aggravate the burden of their lives in a way like this.” Khatrin wiped her tears.

“Mi .. I am never ashamed, even though I am a widow. Precisely I am proud, because this status I do for the happiness of my son, so that we get a more decent life without having to ruin the lives of others let alone people who love me!”

Keinya's presence so complemented the fear of five boutique employees and two of them were receptionists who had welcomed Keinya and Khatrin, very warmly.

“People may look at me one eye even my own people. I don't care because it's their right. I believe God is not sleeping. There's been too much that God has loved me especially after Yuan has been in my life. After all, their assumption would not change my life because I had the establishment.”

“Which is there, I would feel very embarrassed if I just demean people who I consider not more worthy of me, just because I can not be better than them.”

Keinya gradually approached Khatrin then wiped the tears of the woman who looked so hurt. “Other times Mami doesn't need to explain who I am or the widows out there. We live from what we grow. No one knows what will happen next. After all, all this time I also lived while supporting my son with my own sweat.”

Keinya stared intently at the two eyes of Khatrin which actually became wetter. “If Mami has no business, please accompany me to take care of the wedding dress design, yes?” her door.

Khatrin immediately nodded while cursing annoyed in his heart, why is he still shedding tears, even though Keinya's reply had made him very proud?

Without staring let alone heed the apology of the five employees there, Keinya brought Khatrin who reached up and then clenched her body while continuing to follow the instructions of her steps.  

Why is Khatrin so hurt and even beaten? Because in addition to Keinya will also experience the same thing if there is in the position of Khatrin, until anytime, a mother regardless of her status even widows though, he will be the first to feel hurt and hurt the most when his children are injured. Like the skin, that's the mother for her children. I felt everything that happened to my children. Happy or vice versa, the mother can always feel it even though sometimes, not all mothers can express it.

When entering the meeting room decorated with Yuan and Rainbow togetherness, Keinya said, “see, Mi. I have no shortage of anything. Yuan loves Rainbow so much and loves me without limits! Nothing to worry about.”

Khatrin nodded in agreement. The familiarity of Yuan who continued to kiss Rainbow and deliberately made the boy laugh with amusement, also managed to make Ivan anxious. Ivan even teased the rainbow after leaving Ivan's seat. 

Keinya, who held Khatrin's hand, deliberately forgot the incident of not wearing by boutique employees, and this time let go of them while looking down full of anxiety and fear.

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