AFTER THE DIVORCE
Chapter 67: Restu

“Trust me, although blessing is always the key to the inauguration of the relationship, everything still returns to us who are in a relationship.”

Chapter 67: Restu

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“If I decide to love and live with Yuan, in other words I must become a stronger woman. Yuan has gone so far. He has sacrificed a lot and even got hurt just for loving me. It is possible that I left him even though Kai will also be very injured, if I stay with Yuan.”

Keinya's heart is a gamang. Happiness was already in his grasp, but the wounds his family had to bear were also in his eye. Happiness and wounds are like two sides of a coin. It really cannot be separated.

“Pelan-pelan. We finish one by one. Don't push yourself too much because it will only make you sicker.” Yuan still convinced Keinya.

Yang Yuan was afraid, the current situation made Keinya depressed. He needs to emphasize once again, everything that befalls Keinya will also have an impact on the Rainbow. Yuan did not want Rainbow who had not been able to consume ASI Keinya for a long time, became only consume formula milk, because ASI Keinya did not come out again, because Keinya had too many thoughts and made Keinya depressed. Therefore, Yuan chose to solve everything himself even if he could without Keinya's knowledge, rather than Keinya becoming distressed.

Keinya closed while exhaling slowly through the mouth. “Which has always done everything secretly who? Aren't you the one who always solved all my problems without my knowledge?” his inner.

“Yu ..?” Keinya smirked to endure the pain resting on his back. Yuan hugged him too tightly, to the point that just breathing, Keinya so not free. The fact made Keinya convinced, Yuan was much more depressed than him to the point that, hugging him all the way until now.

“Mmm ..?”

“Sick, know. I'm getting a hard breath ...”

Yuan pensively for a while. He tried to find the cause of Keinya's complaint and he was sure because of his actions. When he observed what was happening, he only realized the embrace he was doing this time was really tight. Quickly, Keinya who was still thin was complaining and clearly in pain when he confirmed the expression of his woman's face, shortly after he ended his embrace.

Afraid of losing Keinya, Yuan hugged the woman very tightly. Afraid that even a little he would let his guard down, Keinya completely abandoned him, disappearing for all eternity.

While packing his looks including wiping his tears, Keinya also looked at Yuan. The man looked confused. “Yu? You why?” 

Apart from everything, Keinya was also worried about his mammary health, especially earlier, Khatrin looked very hit.

“Mama is still below?” asked Keinya as he passed leaving Yuan.

Yuan held Keinya's wrist. This made Keinya stop stepping then turn his head and look at Yuan.  When their gazes met, Yuan immediately asked, “have you made up your mind?”

“Decision?” Keinya frowned not understanding what Yuan meant.

Yuan nodded with his gaze at Keinya who seemed to be holding back in anxiety. “How?”

“What decision? What do you really mean, Yu? And why do you look like that?”

Yuan grunting. “Yes, I was scared because of our relationship. About your decision.” He breathed that instant. “I'm really scared, Kei ..”

Keinya was made in disbelief, Yuan who was always calm and could solve everything deftly, looked so scared just because of their relationship. But instead of pity, he laughed at her.

“Slow down, Yu,” Keinya said as he patted Yuan softly a few times. Then he looked at Yuan more seriously. “And you asked me to slow down? Patience, yes. Sorry for everything too. We clean everything one by one.”

Yuan blushed laughing at himself. Only then did he realize, loving Keinya to the point of making him dazed even stupid. Then he nodded as he looked at Keinya between his smiles. “Good. Slowly. We finish one by one.”

“Iya. I also have to finish the business about the man who was with Papi.”

Yuan wet his lower lip for a moment pensively and guessed. “The face of the man is not so foreign. I think I've seen it before. But where, huh?”

“But by the way, how about meeting his clients?” sela Keinya because initially they will indeed meet Yuan clients.

“Do Not Worry. I've asked Yura and my secretary to take care of it.”

Keinya. He only remembered that now Yura had intervened to help Yuan's work. It was also what made Yura no longer return to Korea. “Then we meet Mami. Let Kai calm himself first. Oh yes, you also have to be ready for tomorrow, right?” Deep down, Keinya still offered his best prayer for Kaiya.

Although Keinya had initially led their way, Yuan hastily took over. That fact also made Keinya again laugh at the anxiety that made Yuan so stiff now.

“Yu, don't be that tight,” shrivel Keinya.

Yuan turned his head and looked at Keinya while commenting on the smile. A smile that looks so forced. How not, earlier, when Keinya left him with Khatrin to pursue Kaiya, Khatrin actually gave Yuan two choices.

“If you can't convince Kai to forget you, leave Keinya. Although initially difficult, surely after Keinya will also get used to.” 

And if you remember those words, Yuan is really afraid of losing Keinya, regardless of Yuan who is trying to find a way to let Kaiyas off and forget about it.

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Khatrin was still pensive on the sofa like last when Keinya left her.

“Mi,” said Keinya while leaving Yuan. He sat next to Khatrin who greeted him with a smile. A sincere smile that was also filled with sadness.

“How ... Kai?” khatrin asked, sounding uninspired.

“Let Kai calm down first, Mi,” reply Keinya who then grasped both hands Khatrin. Through the gaze following his grasp, Keinya wished Khatrin to feel much better.

“Regarding this matter, I am really sorry,” Yuan said while looking down regretfully.

Hearing that, Keinya's heart became sore. “Yu .. You don't need to apologize because what happened is not your fault. The reason he did it all was because of me. He hurt me because all this time, everyone recognized him as me.”

Yuan shook his head, unwilling that Keinya should bear all the blame for the reason Kai did all the mess. Like now, despite admitting and looking so sincere, Keinya also became sad.

“So, from the beginning you are not honest about your status, if you are twins?” khatrin asked as she looked at Keinya full of certainty.

Keinya nodded while looking down. “Sorry, Mi.”

Khatrin sighed deeply, feeling inexhaustible at the decision of her daughters.

“Sorry, Tan. But regarding the past, there should be no need to think about it anymore. The most important thing now is what we face. As for Kaiya, he only needs time,” Yuan said.

Keinya swallowed his saliva then nodded in agreement to Yuan's assumption. He looked at Khatrin and tried to convince her.

Khatrin looked at Keinya then Yuan. Both of them seem to love each other while supporting each other.

“And regarding my relationship with Keinya, although now is not the right time to discuss it, I would like to ask my blessing regarding my seriousness to Keinya. I really hope Auntie gives her blessing for our relationship,” Yuan continued.

The blessing Yuan asked really made Keinya nervous even afraid. Moreover, instead of retaliating, with a face that became sour, Khatrin actually lowered her head. There was no sign Khatrin would give the green light or at least a chance for their relationship.

“Mi .. Yuan and I love each other,” because Khatrin never responds. He was really expecting Khatrin's blessing. The blessing for him was no different from the key for him or Yuan wading through the household.

Khatrin sighed softly, trying to get rid of the pain following tightness in her chest. “Then, you also asked for blessing to be with Kaiya ..,” lirihnya sad and disappointed.

Gelagat Khatrin looks very uncomfortable. This fact immediately made Keinya sad. Especially when Keinya also saw the sadness on Yuan's face that instantly seemed decorated with black clouds. Yuan's eyes dewy.

Khatrin again sighed deeply and looked very heavy. “We talk about this next time, after Kaiya can accept the reality. Let's focus on you first. Mommy wants to know your life. Now where do you live, and how is your life?” Khatrin stared intently at Keinya and deliberately distracted.

Dupus. Yuan and Keinya channeled their grief through their wet gazes. Disappointed, but what else? The position now is difficult. Even though Keinya was close to convincing Khatrin, Yuan immediately gave Keinya a warning through a glare while shaking his head.

“Yu .. sorry,” Inner Keinya while staring at Yuan full of regret. He really felt guilty for Yuan who had to get hurt again because of it.

Yuan commented a smile. The smile that made the man look was not okay.

“Now where do you live?” asked Khatrin who had already leaned both knees on Keinya's knee. He had to repeat his question because Keinya did not respond.

Heavily saddened by the blessing Khatrin did not give, Keinya said, “Yuan gave me an apartment. He took care of everything for me. Even a day Rainbow does not meet Yuan, he will be fussy and .. sick.”

Hearing that, sadness also became holding Khatrin and Yuan. Yuan even turned his face because he could not see Keinya covered in tears.

Khatrin glanced at Yuan and found the man crying, where Yuan also hurriedly wiped him. “Then, from tonight also you and Rainbow move here.”

Khatrin's new decision instantly left Keinya and Yuan numb. Their hopes of being together seemed to be getting thinner. Did Khtarin deliberately separate them?

“Mi,” whining Keinya reflex. There was even a regret that suddenly filled his heart, because meeting with Khatrin actually made his relationship and Yuan distant.

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In the apartment, Rara was staring at the face of a sticky rainbow who slept in a cot. Some toys he deliberately pat so as not to disturb the rainbow when changing sleeping position. Surprisingly, the longer he observed, the sweat foam on the face following around the Rainbow neck became more and more.

“Ac. The atmosphere is also very hot,” complained Rara who then felt Rainbow forehead to make sure. “Yeah, Rainbow fever!” Rara who panicked reflexes swallowed her saliva. Hurriedly he got up and half ran away from Keinya's room.

“What's up?” ask Kimo who is sitting on the sofa lounge relaxing while enjoying popcron. Due to having to keep the rainbow, they indeed failed to watch the cinema.

“Beat fever. Take care of the rainbow for a moment. I want to take a compress plaster first in the refrigerator,” said Rara hurriedly.

Kimo pursed his lips and ended his busy eating popcron. He immediately entered Keinya's room and made sure the Rainbow was there.

“What's up, huh? Usually Rainbows fuss if Keinya and Yuan have problems. But .. ah no .. no. Can't think of anything!” tepis Rara doesn't want to think badly. 

However, what Rara thought was always the case. Rainbow pain always occurs due to Keinya state even Yuan who is nobody Rainbow. But since Yuan sincerely loves Rainbow, it seems as if Rainbow can feel it and has a special bond with Yuan. In fact, when Yuan was in an accident, Rainbow got a high fever. And when Yuan's pain recovered, Rainbow also returned to be fine. 

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Shortly after Khatrin left without receiving a plea from Keinya who refused to move out of the apartment, Yuan approached Keinya lacklusterly. Yuan gathered together as he clasped tightly onto Keinya's two hands on the woman's lap. 

“We still live one city. And I can still see you. Patience, later when married, we also live at home. Eggak seperate let alone neighbor.” The soft-spoken Yuan deliberately convinced Keinya.

Keinya sulked, a snipe at Yuan who still had time to joke and even tease him. “At a time like this you still had time to joke, Yu ...”

“Well, how else? I have to be angry let alone give up?”

Keinya was closed and powerless to reply to Yuan amid his tears that continued to fade. Because even though Yuan loved her sincerely, even though they loved each other, the past made their relationship even more difficult.

“Trust me, although blessing is always the key to the inauguration of the relationship, everything still returns to us who are in a relationship.” Yuan reassured Keinya with a sincere smile. And when Keinya's lips trembled almost back to apologize to him, he immediately locked those thin lips with a flash of lightning.

“Do not constantly apologize. Because the more you apologize, the more guilt I feel for you.”

Keinya nodded while wiping his tears.

Yuan smiled loosely until the two dimples that adorned both sides of his face curved perfectly. “Sorry because I haven't been able to please you and Rainbow. Sorry because I can't—” yet

“Yuan!” Keinya pinched Yuan's cheek where the man just increasingly smiled loosely.

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