
The end of a relationship is not the end of everything, but the beginning of a new, more beautiful relationship journey. Life can only be understood by going backwards. But we have to keep going forward.
On the way we may feel bitterness, but remember your ultimate goal is happiness. Diandra smiled as she stroked her already enlarged stomach. Although a heavy burden still lingered in his heart, he tried to hold on for the sake of the baby.
Standing facing the mirror, Dian's eyes looked lovingly at the silhouette that resembled her. It's been 8 months. Just wait another 1 month to see the fruit of his love in real form.
The villa where she stopped will be a silent witness to her struggle during pregnancy. Without relatives or relatives by his side.
They will be a testament to Diandra's heartfelt love for her husband, Nicolas. He was unable to hold the man, but he was still able to keep his own.
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"A little more, Miss."
Diandra gripped tightly on the side of the bed. He was pushing following the doctor's directions. This is how it feels to give birth. It hurts, but makes you want to keep fighting. He wants to stop. He wanted to take a break from this pain. But once he remembered that there were still lives to be taken, he ignored the pain.
Until the sound of the baby's cries dropped the melted tears Diandra. It's succeeding. Both are able to be born healthy and safe. Look at that tiny face with those clenched hands. Make Diandra's soul as if called back to continue to survive.
"The older brother is a boy and the younger sister is a girl" the doctor said with a happy smile.
Nic, you see? His face is very similar to yours. Not fair! But I was the one fighting.
If giving birth to this sick even have to sacrifice their lives, why are there still many parents out there who abandon their children?
Dian hugged both of her children in the chest, giving the warmth of a mother who will never be replaced in the hearts of children. No one can love us more than a mother.
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"Mama, where's papa?"
"Why have we never seen him?"
"Does papa not love us?"
This question has often come out of the mouth of the twin boys who just turned 4 years old. The plain face of both of them made Dian feel sinful.
They started asking when Dian took them for a walk. When the other child plays with his father, it is different from those who only see his mother during this time.
Both are small. Dian's eyes glazed over each and every same question continuously popped out of that little mouth. He's lousy, he's weak. His mouth was too thick to just give an excuse.
"Mama will tell when you're grown up."
Never got a clear answer from the mother, the two no longer asked. But, on their 5th birthday, Dian gave them something to answer for.
"Papa .. That's your papa."
The photos that Dian took during her time as Nico's wife. He kept it to himself without anyone knowing.
"That's handsome. It's like a big brother." Lily smiled cheerfully, that happy face was not a lie.
Dian smiled. "Cathy, Emi. Papa is happy. He already has his own family. We can't bother him."
"Why? We'll have our papa."
"Mama and papa aren't together. If you come, your family will be sad. Do you want to take away their happiness?"
Lily and Emi shook their heads. "Then my mom is enough." The two hugged Dian tightly.
"Mama will tell me everything when you understand."
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The lonely nights back Dian passed. Standing on the balcony of the house while hugging his own body which was swept by the night wind. His eyes were staring straight with a blank look.
All the shadows of the past come approaching whenever Dian alone. After almost seven years of all that passed, in fact none of Dian can forget. No matter how hard her heart and disposition, Dian is still a woman who needs a backrest.
The goal now is just to make her children happy. Her life is nothing more than being a mother. Even for a new relationship, Dian is no longer interested.
Feeling that she had stayed there long enough, Dian went back into her room. He remembered not shopping, but it was night. There was a small self-service outside the complex not far from home. I could buy some for tomorrow morning.
Not much to buy, just a few. She is worried that Lily and Rico will wake up and look for her. After finishing paying Dian was about to go straight to the car, but soon stopped when he saw someone accidentally dropped his groceries.
This woman without a second thought helped to collect the items that had fallen. Dian immediately handed it over without seeing the owner and left immediately because of time hunting.
In a hurry, Dian did not realize that the person he was helping was trying to pursue her, but was unsuccessful because the woman had disappeared from view.
Diane!
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...The novel I made is slow, yes. Given the plot Forward - Backward, so I want to finish the story of his past first. After all the past is finished, we will focus on the same life now ya🤗...
...So must be patient for Nico as Dian met, because after meeting I will find it difficult to tell the past again. Better to finish first....
...The update was also slow as it still prioritized Cleire and Chris huh. For those who have not read, I read first😜 The story is no less exciting....
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