We are Not Honey
Chapter 31. Go away

"But that woman is pregnant with your flesh blood, Yan. Did you not kill him? She must be not okay." Meisya.

Riyan did not respond. If asked, he would like to fly right now to go home and meet Zahra there. However, he knew there was something equally important here, and he had promised to never hurt Meisya again.

"I'm fine, Yan." Meisya removed the blanket that covered her head. Flipping over her body, then looking at Riyan's face with eyes that still look puffy.

Riyan grabbed Meisya's head, then drowned the woman's sad face into her arms.

"You know Mei. Zahra, Dad and Mom want you to be happy. However, if it's like this, what should I tell them." Her words are shrewd.

There was no response from Meishya. The girl just further drowned her face in Riyan's arms, and sobbed there.

"I don't know what else to look like, and just choose to move on with my life, whether it's with Zahra or with you. Trust me, you guys are just as important in my life. However, I don't want to go back to hurting you a second time." Said Riyan again.

"But I am still hurt by our situation. I love you too much, and it hurts myself. I know you're trying to do what's best for us, but somehow it still isn't enough to make my heart feel better. I don't know why I can't be breastfed for the destiny outlined by Him." Meisya.

"We just need to try, right. Let's get God to change this fate again." Persuade Riyan. No, it's not that I don't want Zahra anymore. However, just want to simplify the problem that is so strange between them.

"What if God insists that this destiny is best for all of us?" Ask Meisya.

"Nothing is impossible for Him. We just have to try." Answer Riyan.

Meisya pulled her face from inside Riyan's arms. Staring at the handsome face that had made him fall in love all those years, warmly. Raised his hand, then rubbed the cheek of the man gently.

"Go home and meet him. Perhaps in this way, the happiness I once felt when I was with you, God will be brought back into my life, even if it is not with you." Meisya said sure.

"May.." Riyan gripped the hand that was gently rubbing her cheek.

"I'm sorry I loved you so much that I tormented you." Say Meisya again.

Riyan shook his head.

"You need me here more. Zahra, he's got a lot of people who love him there." Answer her.

"I'm fine, Yan. And all of that is thanks to you. You see for yourself I can move as usual even though I have not been able to be as intelligent as before. But it only took a little time to return as usual." Meisya said again.

The woman broke a hug on her body, then got off the bed.

"I'll prepare your clothes. Let's just say this is the last job I can do as a wife." Answer Meisya. He turned his head, looked briefly at the bed where Riyan was and then smiled sweetly.

"May don't do that. I'd really live in a pit of guilt if it continued like this." Riyan.

"Just the same, Yan. You will continue to live in that hole, maybe even deeper. Regrets will come and add to that guilt, for you have wasted your flesh and blood. Go home, all I have here is a love that God can erase at any time. However, there, Zahra has something that will never be cut off from you. The fruit of your love." Meisya said as she took out Riyan's clothes one by one from inside the wardrobe.

Ryan was silent on the bed. Don't know what else to do with all this. As much as he could, he brushed off the feeling for Zahra, who always made him upset, and chose to continue living with Meisya. However, now, Meisya herself continues to push him away. As hard as he tried to keep his heart from faltering, when he chose to continue living with Meisha and left Zahra with all his wounds, but now Meisha herself made his efforts in vain.

"May, I'm tired." Said Riyan.

Meisya laughs.

"You yourself are looking for trouble that makes you tired." Answer her indifferently. "But I asked Gio to help get you to the airport." Meisya was about to step out of the room, however, Riyan again held his wife's hand.

"You're still just as important, Mei. Although I feel divided, but you're still the most important woman in my life." Lirih Riyan's.

Meisya squabbled on the floor right in front of Riyan. Put his face on the man's lap.

"You are important too. However, the highest peak of love is love. That's what Mommy said before we flew here. Mommy already reminded me, if you are no longer entirely mine. And that's true. I don't want to keep you here any longer, and make you give up your responsibilities for the girl. I don't want to, in old age we'll only be filled with regret for maintaining the wrong love." Meisya continued to lay her cheeks on Riyan's lap. "I should have done this a long time ago. Daddy has the skills to take care of me, but, out of a desire to have you alone, and force you here." Connect her.

Riyan raised Meisya's face to stare at her...

"And the same regret I would have felt if I had left you here alone." Answer her.

"I'll be fine, trust me. Sooner or later, I will prove to you that I will be happy even without you."

Riyan looked at Meisya with teary eyes.

"Go." Meisya got up from the floor, then pulled Riyan's hand out of the room. "We're going to Gio's apartment." Say again.

"Gio's gone to work, May." Said Riyan..

"We'll see, who knows he hasn't left. The guy he's the boss." Meisya replied as she continued to hold onto Riyan's hand and stepped out of their apartment.

Riyan breathed out a breath that felt heavy. I don't know what kind of plan God is preparing for this, so it makes him always be in this situation. This situation is the same as three months ago when he was about to leave Zahra.