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Angga threw his body on the seat of Ayu's house. Hanan came out of his room and sat under the man's feet.

''Mama hasn't come home yet, Pa, '' Hanan said slowly.

Angga nodded because he had already contacted Ayu and said he was still on his way home.

''Papa knows, really. Hanan has eaten?'' tanya Amgga rattled the thick hair of the baby.

''After all, the sisters have also. Does Papa want me to prepare some food too?'' tawang Hanan is serious.

Angga smiled, his eyes were closed but he could hear Hanan's words.

Ayu entered along with Adiba. Put some souvenirs from Irma on the table.

''Papa''S massage, son!'' tell Ayu to Alifa and Adiba to open their eyes, then hug the three Ayu children simultaneously. Smell them over and over. Looking at Ayu with a pushy look.

Angga looks weak, as if there is not the slightest spirit to do something, even go home Angga can not. He patted the empty chair at his side. Let Ayu sit down. Work is important, but relationships are also important.

''What's up, Mom? There seems to be a problem?'' ayu asked, he could read the look on Angga's face that looked dim.

''It is not a problem, but it is a sacrifice.

''What sacrifice?'' ask Ayu who doesn't understand anything.

Angga lowered his head, reluctant to say so. However, he also could not save what happened today.

''There is an offer to work in Germany, '' said consider the first point

''Good dong, that means you can show your skills there. Who knows this is God's way of expanding your reserves.''

As if he was in charge, Ayu immediately agreed.

''Isn't that what makes me heavy, Yu? But you are with the children of sansk, " said Angga full of anxiety.

''You can go home, Mom? Don't make me a fortress of success. You deserve to reach sky-high goals. Let's just say I'm someone else. Success comes first, I'm sure you can get through it.''

Angga ventured to hold Ayu's hand. ''I'll be there five years, Yu. In that time I cannot go home.''

Just like Angga, Ayu also felt heavy. But he still put on a firm face as if nothing had happened. In his heart want to protest, it was useless later only will cause a burden.

"That means you will leave this country in the next five years?'' Ayu made sure with her lips trembling. He rolled up his ten cold fingers.

Now what should he say? Refuse or accept?

''Give me an answer. What do you think I should do?'' ask Angga as if to submit the answer to Ayu and he is the main key in the current Angga problem.

''I don't know, Mom. Whatever your choice I will still support, but do not choose a decision that makes you lose. Treasure is not a reflection of us being happy, but I'm sure that you can get what you want. Not just personal, but your business.

Trust in yourself. Follow your heart, wherever you are, I will always be behind you.''

Orgy shed tears. This was the first time he felt his heart was so heavy as to leave behind someone who did not belong to him.

''Ask for help from Aunt Willa, I'm sure she can help you too. Mother's prayer will surely be granted by God.''

''Can I sleep on your lap?'' pinta Angga silly.

''Shortly, Mas.'' Ayu ran to the room. Not long after he came out carrying a pillow and put it on his lap.

''Please!'' said shy. Letting the head of the Angga lean over his lap.

Angga closed his eyes. At least he gets a comfortable place to unravel the burden of the mind that envelops. A few minutes later, Surya came. The man entered without making a sound when he saw Angga close his eyes.

''Since when did Angga sleep?'' ask Surya to Ayu.

''Just a few minutes ago, Mom. What's up here?'' Ayu only answered softly, afraid to disturb Angga.

The three Ayu children just sat in line while staring at the man who looked handsome. They're speechless.

''Come salim with grandfather!'' tell Ayu to turn her head towards Om Surya.

Hanan immediately carried out Ayu's orders. So did Alifa and Adiba who followed him from behind them obey the good command of the mother.

''Did Angga tell you about the work in Germany?'' tanya Om Surya while sitting next to Hanan.

Ayu nodded without a sound.

''The answer key is in your hands, Yu. Angga will leave if you allow it, but he will refuse if you forbid it. It all depends on you. Give her the best choice. Don't disappoint your family. I know it's very hard for you guys. But it would be nice if you talk about this together, if necessary you just go to Germany and live with Angga.''

As Ayu shook his head, there was no way he would go that far with his three children who would definitely be a burden to Angga, that was his opinion.

''I will let Mas Angga go. And I will wish him good luck as he wishes Ayu replied without hesitation. That way he can calm down.

''Thank you, Yu.'' Om Surya rubbed Ayu's shoulder then put some items on the table.

Almost an hour Angga slept on Ayu's lap, he felt it was the last seconds he left his future wife. For now, Angga began to feel that he would go to Germany on one condition.

''Honey, I want to go home, '' said Angga while tidying his hair. Staring at Ayu who kept hitting her feet.

''Your feet why?'' tanya Angga looked down.

''My legs are cramping, Mas.''

Angga smiled slightly then grabbed Ayu's legs and placed them on her lap.

''I forgot that the place I thought the bed was your feet.'' Say it while smiling.

''Tadi om Surya come here.''

Angga did not respond. He was convinced that the man had come to persuade Ayu to let him go to Germany.

''Will you wait for me?'' ask Angga seriously.

Ayu nodded, until now she did not want to get married and no other man was able to penetrate the recesses of her heart except Angga.

''Now I'm sure I'm going to leave. Waitme! If I can't go home, then I'll tell Surya to take you there.''

Ayu could only answer with a nod of his head, because there was no way he would ban Angga who had started to rise from his worries.

''Now go home, surely Miss Winda has been waiting.'' Ayu tidied Angga's hair that was quite disheveled.