Tough Widow
Angrier

In the dining room of the house Ikram Silent atmosphere. Only the thump of spoons and plates sounded. Every now and then Ayu glanced at Rani who continued to offer Angga food. 

"Have.'' Angga held Rani's hand which almost put the side dish on her plate. 

"You ate it a little lo, Mas, '' Rani rebuked Angga. 

Ikram put down the spoon and fork. Looking at Ayu and Angga. During the meal he took it himself, but Rani instead served Angga whose incident is an invited guest. 

''I've been used to eating a little,'' Angga replied accompanied by a smile. 

"Oh yes, what time are you going to the hospital?'' tanya Angga broke the silence. 

Ayu and Ikram were silent to each other. They wrestle with each other's minds. 

"Four eight, '' Rani replied without asking for Ikram's approval. 

"All right, I'll come along. I'll make sure you're okay.'' Angga continued eating without looking at Ayu. 

Was he angry because of that. Why does it have to change like that. 

Ayu's heart was upset. However, he tried to keep smiling and pretended nothing had happened.

Harini and Adiba are coming. They continued to laugh while running around in the front room. Ayu leaves the dining table and joins Harini, while Angga is still in place with Rani and Ikram. 

"Adiba is getting smarter, Yu. I'm going on holiday with you guys, said Harini holding Adiba. 

Ayu tidied the youngest's hair. "Yes, Mother. They have to learn to be independent like their mother. Maybe after this I'll work harder. Moreover, Hanan requires a fairly large cost.'' 

Angga could hear Ayu's words, but he did not chimed in and chose to be busy talking with Rani and Ikram. 

"You're a strong woman, Yu. I'm sure you can get through this. Never give up. God will surely hear all your prayers.''

Angga accelerated his chewing and sipped white water. Without realizing it he nudged Rani's hand until the glass in his hand fell and broke. 

A loud voice made Harini and Ayu turn their heads. They approached Angga who appeared to be cleaning his pants. 

"Sorry, Mas. I was not intentionally.'' Rani takes a lap and wipes Angga's pants.

"No papa.'' Angga tries to prevent Rani's hand, but the woman remains chuckling and continues to clean her clothes while continuing to say sorry. 

The one who saw him just turned around. His heart ached to see Angga who seemed to enjoy the touch of Rani. 

"Mama's home.'' Pinta Adiba pulls Ayu's clothes. 

"Dear, we'll be home soon.'' 

Angga immediately moved from his seat approaching Ayu and Adiba. 

"You going home now?'' tanya Angga checked her phone screen. 

"I can go home by myself, you don't have to bother with me.''

Without answering, Angga carried Adiba and took him out. 

"Wait, Mas, '' shouted Rani from the dining table. 

Angga turned his head to look at Rani who was walking towards him. 

"I'm sorry, Mom. There is no one who makes me comfortable but you. I know this is wrong, I know I have a husband, but please help me to remember everything.'' 

"Yes, not papa. I'll help you get well.''

Hearing Angga's words made Rani a little calm and not anxious like the day before. 

Rani waved her hand towards Angga who was walking towards the door.  

Their smiles adorned her lips like a girl who found her heart. 

"It is not that I forbid you close to Angga, '' said Ikram suddenly startled Rani who was still drowning imagining the goodness of Angga.  

''But you have to keep your distance from him. You are my wife, while Angga is Ayu's future husband, you should know her position.'' Ikram reminded, but it did not make Rani melt instead she cried for no reason. 

"I don't know anyone yet, Mom. And I think Angga can help me. Why can't you?''

Ikram grabbed Rani's body and calmed her down. "It's not okay, but you should know that he already belongs to someone else, '' explained Ikram. 

Along the way to Ruamah, Ayu was silent. And Anga is the same. They only open their voices when Adiba babbles, the rest are silent like strangers who do not know each other. 

"Tomorrow I did not come to the house, want anterin Rani to the hospital, said Angga flat.

"You angry?'' ask Ayu in a low tone.

"No, why angry? Didn't you suggest this and I will help Rani heal.'' 

Not that too, Mom.

Ayu can only speak in the Heart. It does not want to fight Angga whose character is harder and more sensitive. 

"And maybe I will also rarely go to your house because I want to help Elisha move.''

"Elisa?" lengakan Ayu. 

"Why? You jealous?'' cetus Angga without a second thought. 

Elisha. Who is meant by Angga. Is she the woman who was betrothed to the Angga mas, or... Ah, Ayu stopped her brain from thinking about anything. He prefers to be quiet and tries to get rid of the jealousy that surrounds him. 

"Father, I can bring my own children, said Ayu lazily. I don't know what Angga is thinking, he doesn't know right now. The important thing was not to want to be troublesome and could do anything without asking for his help. 

Angga stopped his car without opening the door for Ayu. Then, he immediately drove his car towards the office without any farewell scenes as usual. 

"You're so mad at me, Mom. My intentions are good, but if you think it's wrong it's up to you. This is me and I set you free to choose anyone.''

On the way to the house, Ayu suddenly remembered someone. 

Her often ponytail hair was back across as if reminiscent of her childhood away from the word happy. The time that should be filled with happiness is actually shackled by a suffering because of a difference.

The difference between the two makes the Ayu family ostracized and not considered until they choose to leave. Leaving his family to get a decent life.

If you were here, it would be a wonder that my son is three. We plan to get married at twenty-five years old. Is he married now or is he like me?

No way the Elisha that Mas Angga meant was my brother Elisha. 

Again Ayu brushed off all the difficult fantasies. He immediately went home to get his motorbike to pick up Alifa and Hanan. 

When Ayu's motorbike was in front, he only realized that the motorbike was leaking and could not be boarded.  

"Astagfirullah, it will be too late again". Ayu contacts the school teacher to accompany Hanan and Alifa before she arrives. Ayu leads her motorcycle to the workshop and before taking her to pick up the children.