The Temptation of the Actor
The solitude of Shella

Shella has been treated for four days, and today she has been allowed to go home by Doctor Andra and Doctor Hilman is always the doctor who handles the pregnant woman. When she first saw Andra's doctor, Shella remembered Keysha. Shella recognizes Andra for repeatedly meeting them, including their meeting in the super market the other day. Shella hated Keysha more and more, why is the woman he hated always lucky?

"Mr Shella, today I can go home. Thank God the results of Fetomaternal ultrasound of the mother's fetus are fine. There's no abnormality whatsoever. Mother's baby is also female. Congratulations, Mom! The estimated day of birth of the mother's fetus is one month away from today" Andra explained professionally.

While Shella did not flinch. He was still silently digesting Andra's words. Shella wondered why the baby didn't fall? She was confused as to who the baby was now. Given that Ine is currently really no longer concerned about him.

"Is there anything you want to ask, Mom?" Ask Andra who broke Shella's daydream.

Shella shook her head. "Nothing, Doc. Enough" he answered short.

"Then I say goodbye. I'll visit another room" Andra said goodbye, only to be answered with a nod of the head by Shella.

Shella looked at her room with a pushy look. The woman was so lonely there was no one she could talk to. Shella is alone now. The sound of knocking on the door made Shella turn her head. He saw a nurse approaching him. The nurse pushed the iron table containing breakfast for her.

"Please have breakfast, Mom! After this, mom can go home. Did any family pick up mom?" Ask the nurse while keeping a portion of breakfast on the nightstand.

"Nothing, Sus. No family picked me up," Shella smiled bitterly.

"Better representatives from the mother's family there to pick up Mom. Mom is still weak. There's nothing on the way, '" the nurse suggested.

The nurse was surprised because during Shella's treatment at this hospital, no one visited her or accompanied her. Shella was always alone.

"It's okay. I can do it myself" said Shella expressionlessly to make the nurse feel hesitant to ask further.

Finally the nurse nodded. He then said goodbye to Shella. Shella was back alone in the room. Sometimes, Shella gets scared at night. At night there was a strange sound in his room. But he tried to ignore. For her problems, Shella always pressed the bell when going to the toilet. She always asked the nurse to help her in the bathroom. Shella really is a kara now.

Shella grabbed her breakfast on the nightstand, she scooped up her breakfast menu in the form of porridge with vegetables and slices of meat. Shella chewed on it with no taste. He still felt nauseous and dizzy, but not as bad as yesterday. After eating her breakfast in the morning, Shella put her phone and charger in her bag. He also changed his hospital clothes to formal clothes. Shella then rang the bell. He wanted to ask a nurse to help him find a wheelchair. Two nurses quickly came to Shella's room.

"Can I help you, Mom?" Ask the nurse who wears a white hijab.

"Can you please move me to a wheelchair, Sus? Can you take me to the hospital?" Shella asked, for the first time she said to people for help.

"Bye, Mom. In that case, my colleague will take the administration file and the medicine prescribed by the doctor. I'm just waiting to be done, okay?" The nurse was happy to help Shella.

"Thank you, Sus," Shella smiled.

"Together, ma'am," the nurse smiled.

Shella waited for the administration to be completed by the hospital. Luckily he had health insurance. So Shella really didn't spend a dime. A few minutes later, the nurse came back and brought a wheelchair for Shella. The nurse moved the pregnant woman to a wheelchair. The other nurse brought the hospital prescribed medication along with important files from the hospital, such as the results of the USG, and other evidence of administration.

"Where's mom's family?" The nurse pushing Shella's wheelchair drowned while she was in the hospital yard.

"Nothing, Sus. I've booked a taxi online" Shella replied with a bitter smile.

The two nurses looked at each other. They feel sorry for the patient in front of them. A few minutes later, an online taxi arrived. The nurse quickly pushed Shella into the car.

"Mom be careful! Hope you recover soon, ma'am?" The nurse's message before the nurse closes the door.

Shella nodded. He smiled a little. "Thank you, Sus. Then I'll say goodbye."

The two nurses nodded. The car then drove away from the hospital. Along the way, Shella tries to contact Ine, but nil. Ine always picks up her phone. Eventually, Shella gave up. He did not try to contact his mother again. For him it was clear if Ine wanted the communication between mother and child completely closed.

Shella's car enters the residential area she rents. Carefully, Shella got out of the car. His head is still a little dizzy. Luckily the taxi driver online helped Shella to bring all the belongings brought from the hospital. After thanking her and giving her the fare money, Shella entered her house. It feels like he can't stand for long. Shella immediately sat on her soft bed.

"Why did my fate become like this anyway?" His complaint. Shella still did not think about the origin behind the incident that happened to her.

Shella put her body on the bed. But Shella felt uncomfortable when she felt like urinating into the toilet. Finally, Shella got up from her sleep. He tried to stand up, but his body felt very weak.

Shella immediately squatted down. Trying to neutralize his dizziness. He can't stand for long. Finally, Shella decided to suck towards the bathroom, because she was not strong enough to stand up. Shella wants to go to the bathroom. Shella sniffed towards the bathroom. He still struggles with his solitude.

"Why is life unfair?" Shella with a trembling voice. Shella never looks back on the past.

Shella felt helpless at this moment. Everyone he knew had thrown it away. His mother, Zayyan, Om Pram, Riyan. With a limp, finally Shella completed her urination activities. He went back into his room doing the same thing, which was to suck. Unknowingly tears were seeping down her smooth cheeks. Shella then threw the pillow and bolster on the mattress.

"I hate you all! I hate you too!" Shella growled at the sight of her distended stomach. He was frustrated with his hair. He felt his life was a mess.

"Yahoo!!!" He cried out with anger, sadness and emptiness. But no one cared about his screams. Only the walls bear witness to the propitiousness of life that Shella now experiences.