
After Shella's death, Zayyan's family gathered in the living room. They were silent, busy with their own thoughts. Rena put her hands on her chest. Sometimes he looked at his eldest child with emotions that had not subsided.
"Zayyan?" Finally Hanan made a sound. His voice split the silence that paused for a moment between them.
"Yes, Pa?" Zayyan replied with a lethargic look.
"After Shella leaves this house, I think you should leave this house too, Zayyan! You're all grown up. You can choose your own life path. Papa hopes that after this you can be more mature and more independent," Hanan finally revealed the uneg-uneg in his heart.
Hanan thought if Zayyan still stayed with them, he would never think and reflect on all his mistakes.
"Mama agrees, Zayyan. Moreover, we have been embarrassed by the attitude of you and the j*lang woman! Mama hope you're introspective!" Timpal Rena firmly.
"You guys kicked me out too?" Zayyan couldn't believe what his parents were saying.
"Don't throw you out, Papa just wants you to be more wise. Yesterday you left Keysha and chose Shella. If you think twice, maybe you won't be caught by the temptation of the actor! If you're not tempted by the actor, maybe you're still living happily with Keysha! Your life will not be like this either. Remember the saying that different wives have different fortune? That woman brought si*al to your life!" Hanan monohok said that hit Zayyan's heart instantly.
"But the same, Pa. With Keysha I felt lonely. He's too busy with his work" Zayyan still cornered Keysha.
Zayyan thought his decision to cheat was not his fault. But there is the role of Keysha who takes part, until he is entangled in Shella's temptation.
"Keysha is busy because she's a specialist, Zayyan! Don't be selfish! Though Keysha is busy, has he ever forgotten all your needs? Every morning, he still makes your breakfast and lunch. She's still getting your suit ready to go to the office, and most of all, she's not as good at cheating as Shella. Mama feels like cursing you with your thoughts, but free! Mama cape the emotion and veined continue to be just like you!" Rena rolled her eyeballs. He then squeezed his temple which had pulsed earlier.
Zayyan permeated the words of the woman who had given birth to him. It is true, as busy as Keysha, he never forgets all his obligations, except for washing and cleaning the house. All were handled by Bik Herna. Always their housekeeper. Keysha works for their lives as well.
But Zayyan could do nothing more. Time cannot be replayed. He is officially divorced from Keysha, and there is no way Zayyan can go back to his beautiful doctor's wife.
"All right, if that's what you want. I will leave this house," Zayyan sighed, resignedly. He could only accept his parents' proposal.
"Sister, even though I'm angry with brother. Take care of yourself, brother!" Raika made a sound, her little heart was sad to see her eldest sister's life change 180 degrees. Yes, the world is spinning.
"Ck! I've been struggling to make money for a month. But shella simply spent it all and bought a useless item!!" Zayyan clicked his tongue in frustration.
But the next second, Zayyan stared at the box containing milk for pregnant women. He was stunned when he saw the milk box. The downside is that Zayyan is very worried about the baby in Shella's womb. Finally Zayyan decided to deliver Shella's groceries to Ine's apartment after he managed to find a contract.
Zayyan dragged his suitcase and stuffed it into the trunk of the car. He looked at his parents. But Rena and Hanan cast off her sight. In fact, in their hearts, they were very sad to send Zayyan away. However, they want their children to think and hope to become a better person. Especially Rena, as a mother who has given birth to Zayyan. He's very sad. His deepest heart did not want to part with his eldest son. But he had to be firm for Zayyan's good as well. If they did not expel Zayyan, Zayyan would never be able to reflect on all the life mistakes he had made.
"Ma, Pa? Zayyan! The plan is Zayyan will find a contract or boarding, and forgive all the mistakes Zayyan yes, Raika? forgive all the mistakes of your brother!" Pamit Zayyan.
Rena just blinked her eyes. Almost her tears were dripping, but she could bear it as much as possible. Rena doesn't want Zayyan to see her cry. At least he must still look strong to educate his son who he thinks has been wrong way and has been struggling in a pit of big sins. Of course, she and her husband will also be held accountable later on for all the sins of their sons and daughters.
"Yes, my mom and dad will always pray for you. Papa wishes you could reflect on all your mistakes!" Hanan said with a sad look.
Raika stepped forward and hugged Zayyan. Before being with Shella, Raika and Zayyan were indeed very familiar. But when Zayyan is caught cheating, it's like there's a big wall that restricts them. They keep their distance from each other.
"Be careful, brother!" A short message from Raika.
Zayyan nodded. After saying goodbye, Zayyan drove his car to the city center. Today he had to get a contract. Zayyan should not make it to night on the road, because lately the city of Bandung is very prone to g*engster and b*egal who are anarchic.
Zayyan wanted to ask his friends for help. But everything stayed away when he was hit by a cheating case. It was as if they were removing Zayyan from their friendship list. Zayyan surrounded all of his known contracts. But the result is nil. The average rental rate is around 1 million and above for the month. Obviously Zayyan canceled it because in his wallet currently only 3 million rupiah left for him to survive for the next month.
Zayyan's car was circling in an uncertain direction. Finally he drove his car to the boarding houses that entered the alley, but still can be passed by the car.
Finally, after walking around for an hour, Zayyan found a boarding house that was only equipped with one room, and one bathroom. The rates are very affordable, which is 500 thousand per month. Zayyan feels lucky, he can still have shelter tonight. Especially tonight it's raining heavily.
Zayyan sighed. When the room was filled there was nothing. There are no closets or mattresses. Zayyan took his shirt and he spread it on the floor. Zayyan curled up there, trying to close his eyes. Zayyan rolled to the right and to the left, his back was aching. Not to mention his body shivering with coldness. He had no blanket at all. Zayyan who used to live luxury is very unprepared to accept his new life is all mediocre. Zayyan's plan was to mortgage or sell his car to buy home appliances. But again he was confused because all his vehicle letters were at Keysha's house. Finally Zayyan closed his eyes, as his body was very tired with all the events that had happened to him today