Istikharah
Died the World

"My child! No.kk...." Diana screamed hysterically because the doll she was carrying accidentally fell from the third floor.

Without a second thought Diana jumped from the third floor and aimed to help the doll that she thought was her son. The guard sisters who were at the end of the floor immediately ran away in droves. But unfortunately, the sister's effort lost quickly from Diana's movement. Diana's life was not helped.

Everyone was screaming hysterically. Fresh blood is like tap water. Diana's head was hit by the stump of a mango tree, it broke. Makes anyone who sees becomes weak.

"Sattack, please tell them to stay away," said a four-headed male doctor, pointing at the crowd. He took his cell phone and called the police. Meanwhile, another colleague immediately took Diana to the hospital.

***

It had been three days since Diana's departure, Leon had been daydreaming a lot. He feels guilty for his wife.

As a husband, Leon did not treat Arini as much. He should be faithful to their wedding vows.

Should be a husband, Leon can take extra care of Becca to quickly recover. However, if a person is sick, the most powerful and efficacious remedy is the affection of the person closest to him. But this Leon instead can not take care of Becca with extra, because at this time the time is divided with his other wife.

As a husband, Leon did not consider Calina to be a hotel that he could check in and check out at any time. He should have treated Calina as his home. Not as it is today, come only when you remember or there is need. Poor Calina, always in the threshing child.

As a husband, Leon can lead Diana down the right path. So that things like this don't happen. He should be able to talk from heart to heart to Diana, so that Diana's disease does not get worse and can be cured immediately.

If it had been this way, he could only regret all his foolishness in the past.

Arini who saw Leon these nights sitting alone on the porch of the house immediately approached him. Arini sat quietly next to Leon. "What's wrong? I noticed, lately you've been daydreaming a lot. What are you thinking about?" Arini asked very gently and attentively.

Leon turned his head towards Arini for a while before finally looking straight ahead. "There's nothing. I'm not thinking about anything" replied Leon slowly. It was so soft, it barely sounded at all. But luckily Arini's hearing is still quite good. So that he could hear clearly what Leon had said.

Arini knew, actually Leon was thinking about something. It's just that her husband doesn't seem to want to share his story with her. As an understanding wife, Arini no longer forces Leon to tell her what the problem is.

Arini knew Leon must have had a reason not to share his story with her. And Arini respects Leon's privacy.

"Well, if there's nothing, let's go in the house now! It's night, almost ten." Arini got up from the chair and went into the house.

But before he came in, he patted Leon on the shoulder and said, "I know you're in trouble but don't want to talk to me. It's okay, I won't force you to share my story with me."

Where might I tell you the same story. If what is currently on my mind is a strand of regret for having been careless in polygamy. Think Leon.

"You want me to tell you how to calm down a troubled person?" Arini who was still standing next to Leon said as she stroked her husband's shoulder.

Leon looked at Arini as if hinting, what? What way?

Arini who understood the meaning of Leon's gaze immediately gave her tips. "The way is... Now you take ablution and confide in Allah. You haven't prayed yet, have you?"

***

This afternoon Leon accidentally visited Diana's grave. He sprinkled flowers on the tomb whose soil was still wet.

"I've forgiven all your sins, Diana. Whether it is intentionally or unintentionally you do. And..." Leon could not continue his words. Her tears were dripping from the corner of her eye. He then rubbed it using the back of his hand.

"And I don't know how to apologize to you. I know, as a husband, I'm wrong with you. I haven't even had time to apologize. There's only one thing I can do, visit you as often as possible and always send you a do'a."

Leon had heard the study of an ustadz, that the sin between each other if it has not been forgiven by the person concerned directly then at any time will not fall. And now that Diana was different in dimension to him, then how could she apologize to Diana?

Leon sprinkled the rest of the flowers he brought. "Rest in peace, Diana. I'll come here often."

With slow steps, Leon exited the burial area. But before he came out of the cemetery area, Leon saw there were troops accompanying the bodies that came.

"Basik you! Man grabber people!" A three-headed woman was fighting with a young woman.

"Well, how is it me? That husband is weird. Or maybe it was less than satisfactory, so he turned to me, "the young woman did not want to lose.

Both are in the back row and are quite far from the group.

"How dare you touch me. Damn, bitch. You two should have died together. Let's know the taste!"

The mother who looked disappointed in her husband looked lazy to take her husband to the final resting place. Very clear from the look of his face and his lazy path.

"Replace!" A three-headed woman in the group called the mother for walking for a long time and was busy arguing with the young woman.

With a lazy step, the woman called to walk towards her husband will be buried. The company has arrived at the ground.

Leon rushed straight from there and didn't eavesdrop anymore. After arriving in the car, he pensive for a long time.

Leon is afraid that if he dies he will suffer the same fate as the man. He was afraid his wife would not be sad and even busy fighting.

What if one of his wives thinks the other is an actor? Do they fight and blame each other?

"Shit! I should have known from the beginning that polygamy wasn't as beautiful as shadows." Leon cursed while punching the wheel in frustration.

"If I keep going like this, I'll go crazy. I can catch up with Diana quickly." Leon muttered staring blankly into the streets.

He stayed in the car for a while, before he finally drove his car to the office.