Istikharah
Distrusting

Becca sniffles in Arini's arms. A few hours ago, Becca sent Arini a message that she wanted to meet and discuss something serious.

Finally here they are. City park. The atmosphere was quite quiet even though it was now the weekend.

"Mbak Arini," whispered Becca on the sidelines sobbing her tears. "Maybe it's karma from God because I've taken Leon away from you. It turns out like this the pain of knowing the fact the husband will marry again. This must be what you used to feel, right? I'm sorry, Ma'am," Becca murmured. He still buried his head on Arini's shoulder.

"Cry, if it can make you feel better" Arini said calmly. He stroked Becca's back, trying to give her strength. "Don't think badly. Not good for the health of you and your fetus" he continued.

Becca let go of her embrace. He rubbed his tears using the back of his hand violently. "I should have listened to Mama's words not to marry Leon, because the man was married. Mama was the one who was most against my marriage to Leon, Ma'am. I only have Mama but I don't listen to Mama's advice. It ends up like this. I got karma," Becca said with tears still dripping.

"Already, Becca. This is all our life's destiny. Just go with sincerity. Believe me, God must have prepared something of happiness for us in the future" Arini said with a calm expression and tone of voice.

Honestly, seeing Becca crying like this Arini couldn't bear it. Her female soul felt pity.

Relax, Becca. It's not how much. I'm sure you'll be even more shocked to hear that Leon is married to actress Caca Calina. Inner Arini.

"Papa and Mama divorced when I was one year old, Ma'am. Because my mom doesn't want to be in honey. Therefore Mama always opposed me marrying a married man. Because Mama knows what it's like in honey. Bitterer. Painful," said Becca. "But still I was against Mama and married to Leon. It turns out that I'm being rebuked now, God. I'm getting karmic."

Again Becca spoke karma. He deeply regrets his decision to marry Leon. If time can be played again, Becca will look for a husband who is still single. Not a married man like Leon.

"Therefore, when there is a big problem like this now, I do not dare to tell Mama. I'm ashamed of Mama."

Becca's tears are flowing more and more. Patently, Arini rubbed it using a tissue.

"Already, Becca. The past let it pass. Now all we have to do is be sincere" said Arini. She hugged Becca tightly.

Arini knows, Becca is very weak at the moment. The madam was in need of a story spot and leaned back.

"I beg your pardon, Ma'am," he said. From that moment on, he was always muttering that word. Excuse me. He really felt sinful to Arini.

"I've never hated you, Becca. I don't think you have anything wrong with me either. Then there's nothing to forgive" Arini replied.

"Thank you, Ma'am. You lent me your shoulder. I've improved a little" Becca said. He released Arini's embrace, then wiped his tears using a tissue.

"Together, Becca. Thank goodness you've improved a little. If you need a story, just tell me. Surely I will listen," said Arini softly.

"Thank you, Ma'am."

"Together, Becca."

Both of them remained silent for a few seconds. They sat on a park chair near an artificial lake. Slender. No one passes near them. So that makes both of them free to tell stories.

"I didn't think Leon would cheat on Diana. Diana was a good friend of mine since school. And Leon knows it. He should be able to choose women to be cheated on. Not even cheating on my best friend. To sleep outside of marriage."

Arini smiled as she shook her head. "You sure your husband's willing to cheat with a woman other than Diana? Diana or not. Still called cheating, Becca. Nothing is better."

"At least with other women I won't be this sick, Ma'am" Becca said with tears coming back.

Arini had no intention of refuting Becca's opinion. He knew Becca was talking like that just because she was emotional. The name is cheating, the same thing.

"Bak Arini," call Becca.

"What's up, Becca?"

"Emmm... Are you thirsty?"

Arini smiled sweetly. "You thirsty?" Arini asked back. "Let's buy a drink near here," he asked and immediately embraced by Becca.

Before long they had been sitting in an ice shop. Becca chose that place. He said the baby in his stomach did not have a taboo to eat anything. What matters is halal.

"You don't want to eat all that? Nearby is a cafe. The menu is very good. Typical cuisine of the archipelago. It's called Galactic Cafe."

"Gallaxy Cafe?" ask Becca.

"Yes." Yeah."

Becca shook her head strongly. "That's Mama's cafe. It could be bad if Mama saw this sad face of mine," he said.

Arini long-oohh. Because he did not know that the cafe he meant belonged to his mother Becca. Because he always eats the cafe menu by way of delivery using the services of online ojek. Never come directly.

"I'm not hungry yet, Ma'am. Just thirsty," Becca said, stirring up a lot of ice.

Arini nodded.

They were silent for a few seconds. Arini enjoys ice chirping which she dislikes less because it is too sweet. But Arini did not protest to Becca. He still enjoys it.

"Bak Arini," Becca cried out in pain.

"What's up, Becca?" ask Arini worriedly. He knew Becca wasn't okay. Very clear from the look on his face.

"My stomach hurts," Becca sneered as she grimaced.

Arini who did not pan, then pay for their ice and bring Becca into his car. Becca arrived by taxi. The unstable state of his soul makes Becca lazy to bring her own car. Fear of unwanted things happening.

"Hold, Becca! I'll take you to the nearest hospital."

"Thank you, Ma'am. But please, don't tell Leon this. I don't want to see her face" Becca said, grimacing with the pain in her stomach.

"Alright, Becca. I'm not going to contact him" Arini said calmly. He deftly overtakes other vehicles to get to the hospital quickly.

Because Arini can no longer bear to see Becca's face grimacing with pain that must be very very.

"Hold, Becca! We'll be in the hospital soon."

There is no lawfulness. Becca is in so much pain that she can't answer Arini's words well.