Istikharah
Baby Girl

Becca looked at her baby girl's face that was still red. He wanted to cry to remember everything. It's painful to give birth to Becca feel for herself. No husband cheers by her side.

I don't know why Becca is still so often unstable. Sometimes he says he won't be mad at Leon, but he's actually angry.

The doctor's estimate is that in three weeks she will give birth, but God says otherwise. She actually gave birth today. At 2 am this morning the baby girl Becca was born in a normal delivery way.

It's ten in the morning. Rania is coming home for a while to get a change of clothes. Becca was alone in the hospital.

Since yesterday Becca made her phone into airplane mode. And he just opened the plane mode this second. A lot of messages came in from Leon.

Leon

Honey, Diana gave birth. But his son left while still in the stomach.

I'm busy with the baby's funeral.

Sorry I haven't been able to go home.

Oh, aye. How's our son doing?

Becca didn't reply to Leon's message. He chose to re-make his phone in airplane mode so that it could not be contacted by Leon.

Somehow Becca felt sad when she heard the news that the child Diana conceived died in the stomach. As a woman, Becca can feel the sadness of losing her baby.

Once again Becca stared fixedly at her nursing baby in her arms. She felt so grateful to be entrusted by God to take care of her baby.

The red baby Becca named "Jasmine". Since becoming pregnant, Becca has enjoyed inhaling the aroma of jasmine tea. Uniquely, he only inhales the aroma and does not consume it.

Because Becca is not good at naming children, only Jasmine is on her mind. Maybe to be longer will be added to be Princess Jasmine. But it's not final. He will consider it again.

***

Leon was busy with his daughter's funeral. Now Leon is no longer evasive, because the child really looks like him. That means it was his son. Not another boy.

Her father and mother-in-law were on a business trip abroad. Diana was still in the ICU because the woman's condition declined after giving birth to a dead baby.

He buried his daughter, whom he named Leona Bramandjaya. Leon didn't come home right away. He stared at the ground while daydreaming. Unknowingly her tears were dripping.

"Leonah... Forgive this jerk Papa, yes, son. Papa should be with you often. Not even away from you and your Mama" said Leon. She wiped away her tears that flowed using the back of her hand. Guilt enveloped his heart. Leon recalled how he had passed unfairly to Diana and Leona who were still in the stomach.

Yesterday Diana and Leon accidentally met in the parking lot of a mall. At that time Leon was buying kitchen needs for Calina who was not wanting to get out of her hermitage.

"Leon!" call Diana as she runs up to Leon who is about to get into the car.

Leon turned his head and looked at Diana in confusion. "What's wrong? It's not time for me to go home yet" he said, opening the car door and putting groceries into it.

Diana had just returned from Becca's cafe and she was about to go shopping. But he undoes his intentions when he meets Leon. Just as he was about to threaten Leon, his stomach ached and there was a white liquid running down his leg. After that, Leon panicked and immediately took Diana to the hospital.

The sound of a cell phone in the pocket of his pants resuscitates Leon from his daydream.

Arini

Sorry, Leon. I can't attend the funeral. I'll be flying soon.

After a few seconds, enter the chat again from the mother-in-law.

Mama Rania's

Becca has given birth to a beautiful and healthy daughter.

But he doesn't want you to know this good news.

Mama had to tell you so you knew your son was born. I hope you can be fair to your wives.

Leon immediately limped for a moment. Unknowingly he collapsed in the navel of the child.

He cursed how stupid he was who did not know that his other child had been born. What kind of husband is he who is not there beside his wife when the wife gives birth.

Leon grabbed her hair in frustration. It was like this, wanting to divorce all his wives.

"Did I just divorce everything so I wouldn't go crazy?" muttered Leon while cleaning his dirty face due to exposure to the ground.

"Ah, crazy!" Leon shook his head strongly. He then walked straight to his car.

Now the goal is to go home to his parents and take a shower. After that visit Becca and then visit Diana.

Diana's condition when Leon left was concerning. Hopefully, Diana's condition quickly recovered so that Leon did not get dizzy and feel guilty.

***

Becca looked at Leon with a flat look. Leon was holding Jasmine while kicking indistinctly. A happy expression emanated clearly on Leon's face.

"You're beautiful, just like your Mama" Leon said, kissing Jasmine's cheek in a fit of anxiety. I don't know where the courage of Leon dared to hold the red baby.

Honestly, Becca was happy when she saw Leon happy about the birth of Jasmine. But still. Becca is still angry because Leon is not there beside her during the birth process. It was very painful for Becca.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there next to you when you were struggling to give birth to our child" Lirih Leon sat down by Becca's bedside.

Becca was silent and answered nothing. Once more. He's still angry.

Leon knows Becca is mad at him. And he as a man who can not comfort women who are angry, can only resign.

Becca's still in the hospital. Becca and Diana's hospital is quite a distance away. It's late afternoon. Leon remembered Diana who was being critical. But Leon is confused as to what permission to Becca. Mistakes made Becca even more angry.

"Honey, I can't stay here long. Diana was being critical," muttered Leon almost without a sound. As he said so, Leon lowered his head, not daring to look at Becca.

"Go!"

Becca's voice sounded very cold, making Leon even more unwell. Leon goes to see Diana. Diana was his wife.

About an hour into the journey, Leon arrived at the hospital that treated Diana.

Diana's condition is still very bad. He is still unconscious and still in the ICU. There are many hoses that Leon did not understand the function of decorating Diana's body.

Very sorry for Diana's condition. In Leon's heart, he unceasingly prayed for Diana to quickly wake up and her condition quickly improved.