Bella's Script
Unbecoming

Filming for the main cast is still ongoing. Amara and Rangga are still acting in front of the camera. They show romance in the story. The expressions of love were freely exposed in front of the crew to make some people look at Bella.

Is that girl okay? Maybe that's what they have in mind.

While Bella was still sitting in her place without flinching a bit. His eyes were still focused on paying attention to every scene the player was doing and comparing it to the script.

“Minara, I love you.” Michael said as he kissed Minara's hand gently. Two kisses he gave on the back of Minara's hand and the girl smiled crazily.

There was a stroke of sadness that he showed.

“Why? Is something wrong? Or are those words not enough to make you sure?” Michael looked surprised with Minara's sad expression. Quickly he rubbed Minara's cheeks gently and looked at her fixedly. Bella must admit that acting Rangga is getting better.

The girl shook her head.

“No Michael. That's enough for me. It's just, can I give you the same great feeling you gave me?” Ask Minara who seems hesitant.

Michael did not answer. He took Minara into his arms. Hugging him tightly like unwilling to let go.

“CUT!!” Devan exclaimed through the loudspeakers.

“Okeeyy scene this wrap.” The impact ended filming today.

“Woohooo... Thanks you alla... The scene today is up. Thanks for the cooperation!!” Indra clapped his hands in the air appreciating the work of his team.

“Thank you bang!!” Sahut the crew chimed Indra.

“Which way, get all right?” Now Indra asks Devan and Bella.

“Hem.” Both are compact nodding in the same style.

“Cahh!! I like your style both.” Indra patted Devan and Bella on the shoulder in a fit of anxiety. He put his hand on both shoulders for her to embrace.

But when Indra's hand was about to land on Bella's shoulder, Devan quickly held her back. Look at his eyes that were immediately round giving warning.

“Hahahaha.. Sorry I reflex.” Indra just laughed away. Fortunately only Devan realized while Bella was still focused on seeing the results of the scene today.

“Do not lo repeat.” Devan strongly warned.

“Okeeyy, soryy, no I repeat.” Afraid he returned a devan gaze that was like unsheathing his heart.

Devan just shook his head at the response of his co-worker. Mr. physical touch is indeed sometimes not see who the partner he embraced. His hands are too friendly.

“Tomped this part yes?” Rini's voice sounded. He approached Bella and showed her the script.

“Iyaa.. The klim*ks part 22.” Bella Sahut.

“Gue is a bit of a doubt yes same part?” Indra seemed to think while staring at Rangga and Amara from a distance. The couple did not look okay.

“Sangsi why bang? Their love-love role was smooth like a toll road. Basic content again in love.” Timpal Rini who was smiling because baper himself saw the scene earlier.

But his smile instantly faded when he noticed the cold gazes of Indra and Devan. They glanced at Bella.

“Oh, sorry Bell. I don't mean anything.” Apparently Rini immediately woke up.

“Duh this mouth yes, sometimes.” He hit his own lips which often did not control.

Bella moves out of her place and turns to Rini.

“Why should you apologize Rin, just relax aja times.” He touched Rini's shoulder while smiling. Like there is no burden.

Rini just smiled. Is Bella really that relaxed?

“Udah home hours. I'm ready first.” At the pat of Rini's shoulder gently. He looked at Devan and Indra who were worried about him.

“Okey.” Sahut Devan smiled.

Bella passed away leaving the 3 people who were still in her place.

“Duh, earlier Bella tangent no yes?” Rini so asked Devan and Indra.

“According to lo?” Indra responded with anxiety. Because it is too carried away by Rini's feelings to forget to control her speech.

Devan did not respond. He was more interested in watching Bella from a distance. I don't know what Rini and Indra were talking about. It's like he didn't hear anything. His current focus was only on Bella, guessing what her feelings were like.

Seeing Bella who looks calm, he increasingly realized that in fact he never really understood Bella's feelings. Yes, there is no one who can understand the feelings of others completely other than the person himself, even if we try to dive into it.

“Lo have you shot him?” Indra's voice suddenly rang out with a pat on his shoulder. Indra knew Devan was daydreaming about Bella.

“Hem,,.” That's Devan's only advice.

“Keep lo at reject?” Indra said lightly.

Devan just fell silent, asserting Indra's speech.

“Udah I said right, facing a traumatized woman is difficult. More syulit ngadepin in Haikal.” One sentence Indra managed to make Devan turn his head with eyebrows linked.

"Eh Haikal, I mean Reyhan." Indra changed the name of the person he called but Devan remained with his eyebrows linked.

"Akh you're not present." Indra just gave up because it looks like Devan does not know Reyhan who is booming on social media. His intention to be funny even sounded crisp.

“The bottom line is this, facing people who are traumatized you not only have to be patient. But also slowly change her thinking.” This time Indra looked serious.

“Which I know, there is a term called rumination. Hem, cool yeah I know so.” All four of them Indra praised herself with a smile full of pride.

Unfortunately Devan did not respond making Indra smile sourly.

“Gue knew it when I was in public college with a psychologist. He said it was a condition in which someone who was traumatized was likely to reflect on and think of a problem or event repeatedly, without any solution it causes more negative thoughts. Simply put, rumination is an exaggerated brooding about grief, failure and more.”

“We never know, even though Bella seems okay, maybe she is actually still wondering, what's wrong with her in a relationship yesterday? What is his lack? Are all men like that? How to make a man who is serious and not or maybe worse he is still not sure if there is a man who is really sincere with him.”

“And what scared him the most was what thought he would experience it again or not? What if he does that again? What will he destroy?” Cerocos Indra gives an example.

“So, if you are sincere and sure about Bella, you continue to. If not, mending stops from now on. If only she wanted to date doang mah mending don't. Wasting time. Kasian also to Bellanya.” Like anyone who is skilled in romance, Indra gives all his advice.

“Gue doesn't invite her to date.” Suddenly, Devan broke Indra's sentence.

“Hah, continues? What do you mean shoot me like?” Indra looked at Devan.

“Gue invites her to marry.” I'm Devan with complete confidence.

“HAH? SERIOUSLY ANJIRRR???” Indra until glared in disbelief.

And Indra's expression of disbelief was no longer thought Devan at this moment. He thought more about how to start a conversation in the car that brought them home.

Devan watched Bella sitting next to him. The habit of focusing only on the street is now diverted to the beautiful girl who sits quietly staring at the streets of the bustling capital.

Light brake lights from the front car, makeup on his face that looks calm. Is he really okay after seeing the loving scene from Amara and Rangga earlier?

“Bell,” Call Devan.

“Hem,.” Bella turned her head.

Devan immediately turned his gaze forward as Bella stared back at him.

“You buy dinner first?” Tawar Devan was unexpected.

Bella smiled slightly and leaned her head. He still stared at Devan for a while before moving his focus back to the front.

“Nyokap is definitely cooking. If you want to buy food, please.” Bella Sahut.

Devan just nodded with his fingers tapped on the steering wheel while thinking.

“You want ice cream?” Bargain again. He looked back at Bella.

“Malem-malem gini?” Bella wants to laugh with Random Devan.

They accidentally meet their eyes when Bella turns her head. Bella could see that Devan was worried about her. I don't know why this man's expression has been so transparent lately that Bella can guess.

“Should I drink angets huh?” Devan scratched his head in frustration.

Bella doesn't chim in. He chose to hold his side, hugging his own body while closing his eyes.

“Gue is fine Van.” Lirihnya. He could guess that Devan was worried about him today because today there are many scenes of Rangga with Amara. But Devan doesn't know, that Bella herself is confused because she doesn't feel the slightest jealousy. Is it because he is professional?

“You can ask me if you need anything.” Devan said at the end. This is all he can do right now, there's for Bella.

“Hem, Thanks.” Bella nodded confidently at her place making Devan able to sigh in relief. At least Bella knows that she will always be there when Bella needs anything.

The sound of the phone distracts them. The ringing sound of the phone came from inside Devan's pocket.

“Hp lo Van?” Ask Bella.

“Iya, later aja.” Devan is not used to answering the phone while driving. He simply ignored the ringing of the phone until it stopped by itself.

But not for a minute, his phone went off.

“Thank you first Van, who knows it matters. You can pull over first deh.” Bella's unusual advice ignores the person who contacted her.

“Iya.” Devan finally pulled over. He grabbed his cell phone from his pocket and checked who was calling him.

“Tante Saras?” Sluggishly. He turned to Bella who was massaging her head because of dizziness.

“Who?” Ask Bella who is not too clear to hear Devan's speech.

Devan answered him immediately in front of Bella. It even turns on the loud speaker mode.

“Assalamu ‘alaikum aunt.” Answer Devan.

“Van, where? Bella exists? It's Ozi fainted!!” Said Saras in a row followed by a sound of sobbing.

“HAH?” Bella stared at Devan's phone in disbelief.

“Halo mah? Brother why?” Bella immediately snatches Devan's phone. The other hand searches for his own phone.

“Adek where? This brother fainted deck.” The light of Saras is not too clear because of the noise of the siren sound.

“ASH! **!!” Bella grunts when she finds out that her phone is dead.

“Mamah where? Adek to it now.” Bella replied in a hurry. He asked Devan to walk immediately.

“This is in ambulance, want to go to Budi Mulya hospital.” Saras' voice sounded desperate to see the son who was unconscious.

His face was pale and barely seemed to breathe. There was an oxygen hose attached to his nostrils with the infusion being tried on the left hand. Paramedics are trying to provide assistance in the speeding ambulance.

The deg!

Bella's heart stopped beating and fell to the bottom of her stomach. His hands were trembling with a pale face. The shadow of Ozi's deteriorating condition filled his mind. As much as he could, he strengthened himself,

“Okey, Okey get there right away. We'll meet at the hospital. Mama who is calm yes..” With her raucous voice Bella tried to calm Saras even though she herself was holding back tears.

“Iya darling.. Mamah wait.” The call from Saras was interrupted.

After finishing the call, Bella looked uneasy. It bites its own fingers. The journey felt very long even though Devan had driven his car at high speed, overtaking one by one car in front of him until several times honking, signaling that other vehicles pulled over.

It felt like he just wanted to run so he could meet Ozi soon.

"Dawn, you must endure."

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