ZENA
Mama

Mama Andel or Felly can be called staring at the door of Andel's closed room and the faithful Faris standing in front of his door.

Felly smiled a little, so unfortunately Faris to Andel? To not want to rice even 1 second from the front door of Andel's room.

Felly felt very guilty seeing the condition of Andel earlier, his heart felt in the shreds viciously.

"Faris, is Andel gonna be all right?" asked Felly looking at his eldest son.

"He'll be fine, Andel is strong" Faris replied despite his face showing some uncertainty.

"For Mama can't take care of Andel you who missed school,"

Faris just nodded his head, Andel's words did not stop spinning in his brain.

How Andel yelled to blame himself, and almost killed himself.

What's he supposed to do now? With Andel's condition that even this is only 2 days calculated from the departure of Drita.

However, Andel has shown a very bad impact on him.

"Ma, Faris wants a minjam of money. Who knows Andel wants to be taken to a psychiatrist," said Faris staring at Felly.

Felly's heart was again pierced, only with the phrase 'borrow' coming out of his own son's mouth.

Is that the impact of abandoning her own child? To the extent that Faris did not say 'ask' but 'borrow'.

"If you want money, Mama will give you no change," replied Felly held tight on his chest.

"Thank you mah. But, if Andel does not want Faris not to borrow money mama, because the money Faris still there," explained Faris staring at Mama soft.

Finally, with tears in torment, Felly fell in his eyes, staring at Faris with tears.

"Sorry Mama, how foreign we are" said Felly exhaled softly.

"Faris doesn't mean that. It's too foreign for Faris to ask Mama for money" Faris replied trying to explain to Felly that there was no misunderstanding.

After that silence, no one was in the mood to make a sound until.

"WHAT?! CAN YOU?!" Faris looked at her mother in surprise, it was Andel's voice.

Faris immediately broke through Andel's room door a second time, and now it was broken.

Faris looked at Andel who was standing on the bed staring at his wall clock.

"Ndel, why?" asked Faris looking at Andel.

"That's Ris, he said he wanted to kill me," Andel replied pointing to the empty wall in front of him.

Faris widened her eyes as well as Felly, what did Andel mean?

"Ndel, don't fuck around, no one's there!" faris looked at Andel.

Actually Faris wanted to cry to see Andel, whether it was Andel's hallucination or indeed there was a 'person' there.

"Because Ris, she was the one who controlled me earlier" Andel replied, staring at the wall with hatred.

Faris sighed softly, she really felt guilty this time.

"Ndel, come down, sleep in my room today" Faris approached Andel.

"Later he goes with Ris," Andel said staring at Faris carefully.

"He won't bother you again if you sleep in my room, let's all pray zuhur," asked Faris then followed Andel and finally Felly.

Seeing Faris patiently facing Andel, Felly felt increasingly stupid and oppressed even he almost forgot his duty as a Muslim.

"Tomorrow don't go to school first" Faris said after seeing Andel come out of the bathroom after taking the water.

"Yes," answered Andel then put up a preamble, preparing to pray zuhr.

After praying Zuhur Andel decided to sleep, from earlier his energy drained because of crying and screaming uncharacteristically.

Faris looked at Andel who was asleep, it felt very peaceful to see Andel fall asleep. Hopefully nothing bad will happen that will endanger Andel's life again.

"Ris, Mama brought you breakfast. I haven't eaten this morning, have I?"

Faris nodded confirming Felly's remark, she had not had time to eat from this morning because of taking care of Andel.

Moreover this was a surprise to Faris since Felly brought him some food.

"Loved Ma," Faris smiled at his mother and ate from her mother.

After eating Faris chose to put the plate on the table, because if he was down afraid of things that are not wanted to happen.

At 5 Andel finally woke up and saw Faris sleeping beside him, Andel decided to get up and pray.

The completion of Andel's ashar prayer immediately woke Faris up.

"Ris, have you prayed yet?" asked Andel to pat Faris's jidat slowly.

"No, yet" Faris replied then opened her eyes slowly.

"That's why I ate it?" andel looked at Faris who was collecting lives.

"Eat it," replied Faris then passed towards the bathroom.

Andel's food ran out, Faris also finished praying, because there was no work Andel decided to go back to sleep.

"Ris, you sleep the same mattress relaxed again yes," said Andel then sleep soundly without hearing the response from Faris.

Faris only gave a small nod, she had to give in.

After a few minutes Andel slept Felly came with a lot of snacks on his hands.

"Mama take this,"

Faris stared in wonder, why suddenly bring a snack?

"Still Ma," Faris said without any interest in asking.

After that Felly also sat on the sofa available in Faris' room.

"Faris, the school is safe, right?" asked Felly breaking the silence between them.

"Faith," Faris replied briefly, after thinking about it Felly was too late to ask him this while he was already in 3rd grade.

"Sorry, your new mom is now in 3rd grade, right?" Felly looked at Faris who was nodding her head.

Faris was actually very uninterested in this very insignificant topic of Mama's chat. However, Faris still appreciates Felly's desire to change.

"Mama doesn't need to ask how Faris is at school" Faris said blatantly.

"Because Faris was fine all this time, which Mama should have asked Andel, how his school, whether he learned not to be depressed to hear a lecture from Papa who always prides himself," said Faris.

Faris had always wanted to convey this to Felly and now was the right time.

"Faris always gets reports from Drita, Andel is always depressed if there is a daily review or weeks approaching the exam,"

"Andel was depressed because he remembered Papa's words every day, he was depressed and his focus was split so it was worth mediocre," Faris replied honestly.

Andel's smart, Faris admits it. Seen from the mindset and way of talking Andel. Because the pressure he got from his own parents made him become afraid and eventually had an impact on values.

"Faris wants later Mama can persuade Andel to open up and talk to Mama," said Faris conveyed his goal.

"Mama will try" replied Felly confidently.

"Don't until Mama makan Andel's speech that will hurt the heart, it's a form of protest he had so far," explained Faris able to make Felly aware.

Andel's nature is exactly like that of him first.

"Mama is also this kind of person, and now I feel how painful it is to hear all the abuse" Felly said.

Faris was silent, she was not interested.

From earlier he was busy looking for the cause of Andel can behave like that when in Andel's room.

So, the talk of his mother did not make him interested.

Faris agreed to Andel's invitation and also invited Felly to join the congregational prayer.

After the congregational prayer, Andel immediately returned to the top of the mattress, it looks like Andel will spend a long night by falling asleep.

"Andel, Mama wants to talk," said Felly staring at Andel who had covered part of his body with a blanket.

"Dead by the way" Andel answered briefly.

"Sorry to make you rich,"

"It's not your fault you made me like this, it's your fault that you gave birth to me in this world and abandoned me" Andel replied quickly.

"I'm sorry you've fucked you,"

"Thank you for the surti bi already ngerawat Andel," short but impeccable.

Felly knows this is not the right time. However, if it continues to be left like this, he will continue to be overcome with guilt.

"Mama's really sorry for everything,"

"yes," answered Andel then covered his ears and chose to sleep.

Neither Felly nor Faris knew it was a sincere answer, it was a quick answer to being bored with all the words 'sorry'.

"It was supposed to be Andel's call was Fake," said Felly staring at Faris.

Faris raised an eyebrow.

"Initial name we are both F except Andel," explained Felly who made Faris nod in understanding.

"Faris is right to call Andel" replied Faris.

"Mama knows," and the sentence was only in response with a nod again by Faris.

The clock has been pointed at 9 pm and Felly has returned to his room 1 hour ago because Farhan (Papa Faris) returned from work.

Faris didn't care about it, she just wanted to keep Andel.

"RUBBER!" Faris was shocked when she heard the baritone's voice.

Andel who was shocked woke up from his deep sleep. One thing to know, Andel really does not like to be awakened in a rough way.

"Why are you here? Papa told you to learn, right? Is this hour asleep? What are you going to be?!"

Andel just sighed softly then continued to sleep, a very unnecessary thing to wake him from a deep sleep.

"RUBBER!" once again Andel looked at Farhan full of hatred.

"Mas already, he's not feeling well anymore" said Felly mediate the debate that occurred between Andel and Farhan.

Andel was a little surprised, his mother defended herself for the first time.

Farhan took a swing to slap Felly.

"What right do you have to slap him?" andel looked at his father with hatred.

"He's my wife, don't interfere!" farhan shouted looking at Andel full of anger.

"Where did you learn that a husband can be light-handed to his wife if the wife does not comply? That's what you learned as a model student?"

Andel's question was able to make Farhan speechless.

"Don't challenge you men and have a lot of energy entitled to do anything to women, let's just say if you make a living, didn't you used to be a nobody without the help of the person you beat so often?" once again Andel made Farhan checkmate.

"Freely you become an exemplary student with all the achievements if appreciating women alone can not, if the attitude on yourself does not run!"

Andel then looked at Felly.

"Don't want to be ruled by that man" and Andel went back to sleep.

Faris looked at Andel who had gone back to sleep and then turned to look at Felly while Farhan had gone downstairs to endure the embarrassment.

Andel's words were able to slap Farhan.

"That kid! I have to teach you a lesson" said Farhan then entered the room with mixed feelings.

While Faris looked at Felly in wonder.

"Ma, if you're still afraid to go to sleep in Andel's room, he won't be angry,"

Felly nodded then went to Andel's room without returning. Now Faris is alone.

He did not know what to do, while his eyes could not sleep.

"Ndel, are you really sleeping?" Faris tried to wake Andel.

"Ga," Andel's short answer was able to get Faris excited.

"Main kuy!" bring Faris spirit.

"Main what?" asked Andel who had sat down.

"Ps," asked Faris who was directly on Andel's side.

Then Faris and Andel fight boxing, which is clear Andel always wins somehow.

"Lo, cheat huh?" faris looked at Andel suspiciously.

"Lo want to know how?" Andel approached Faris.

"What?" ask Faris.

"Lo praise me every day you will win my opponent," replied Andel who immediately got an annoyed look from Faris.

Of course Andel wins because he plays this often.

"Eh play a virtual kuy game!" invite Faris who makes Andel nod excitedly.

Eventually Faris and Andel play a virtual game of ghosts, they complete the mission.

Fortunately Faris's room was soundproof so, when Andel shouted or even the surprised Faris would not disturb the house people.

"***** the demon is ugly!" faris shouted as a ghost appeared in front of her.

"There are beautiful demons" said Andel shook his head slowly.

Their game ended at exactly 12pm because Andel's voice was exhausted by the fun of shouting.

"Gue is there, too, but not the ghosts" Andel said.

"Sunday tomorrow buy the adventurer yuk, we play it on the field papa ball will be good to be chased king kong," suggested Faris who was greeted with laughter by Andel.

Strange indeed but exciting if played together, just imagine playing running in the middle of the field while shouting loudly.

"Replace the idea, I don't want to be crazy," Andel explained with a laugh.

"Gue played with my friend, and you know what his Papa's response was?"

Andel just shook his head slowly.

"Papa he also played, and tomorrow he goes to the hospital because of soy sauce," Faris replied with a laugh followed by Andel.

After that Andel fell asleep followed by Faris, today is very heavy for Andel and Faris.

Starting from morning until noon, if Faris is not strong maybe Faris will also panic and everything becomes chaotic.

However, all of that was successfully passed by Andel with Faris, all thanks to Faris because of Faris.

Andel always prayed that Faris would be there every step of the way to look after him.

About Mama, she forgave Mama. Andel just needs to open his heart a little more and he will accept Mama with love.

Andel prayed that it would happen tomorrow and he got back the best person in his life that's what Andel wanted.