ZENA
Andel Fake

My name is Andel Falsa, a slightly strange name perhaps, do not know who is the clear love between Mama and Papa.

I have an older brother, his name is Faris different school, I deliberately different school with him.

My family is not rich spruce family that harmoniously to the tv, my family can be said to know each other, maybe.

We never had a family gathering, do not know why, at most that week if Papa did not have a meeting.

Which is said that week was also not useful, I was confused why my family is so rich gini.

I don't know, as comfortable as they are, as long as I'm alive and living at home, no papa, whatever they want.

I'm not familiar with Mama and Papa but, I'm quite familiar with Faris, yes I call him ga use frills 'Sister'.

And now I go to the mall, I just follow Faris, because he rarely takes me anywhere.

Faris handsome really, she's at the school faomus really, yes just people don't know Faris has a female grandpa.

"Lo promised to go to the supermarket not to the mall," said I without interest to look at Faris who sat next to me.

"Gue wants to go to the mall, besides you do what at home anyway? Tomorrow is also a holiday," I ngokguk little even though wrong anyway.

"Gue sleep, physically the same brain I need to sleep let alone there in this uncomfortable environment for 16 years," I replied casually, I would not be afraid to voice my opinion.

"You mean? At home?" I nod in return, why should I lie when given the opportunity to express an opinion?

"Why didn't you tell me Papa or Mama?" ask Faris one more time, and I know that question doesn't really need to be asked.

"Unfortunately I still want to live" I replied as if.

Papa is rude, if there are things that are not in line with his will he does not hesitate to play hands.

Same Mama aja often in front of my eyes, once I was hit the same belt was very sick, but it hurts more fitting I saw the harmony of the Drita family.

"But I can say it tomorrow if it's fishing," said I who managed to make Faris turn his back in shock.

"Lo sure? Enough I was a dissident, I'm a guy so it doesn't hurt very hard but, lo girl Ndel," said Faris gave a warning to me.

Yes, during this time Faris often volunteers Papa's speech that is not in line with human logic, and Faris hated when Papa played hands with Mama.

That's where Faris acts as a man at home, I often help cure Faris' wounds every time he fights with Papa.

But, I can only be silent without daring to talk to him, I can not talk because most likely I will cry, and that's something I really hate.

I hate to cry, as long as Faris wound medicine only 1-2 words come out of my mouth, one of them 'sorry'.

Although I'm not wrong, but seeing the wound on Faris' face can make me feel guilty.

"Ga papa, once in a while I rasain punches Papa, feel guilty ga heck in mukulin girls if to mukulin rich boys lo he did not feel guilty, kanya ga, heh, Mama who's wife she herself doesn't feel guilty being beaten,"

"Gue feel willing to exchange added Papa aja deh Ris, why there are such bad people in this world and especially that man Papa I myself who never saw me,"

"It's so sad my story, it's about nice if I'm a novel?" I looked at Faris who had been holding back the anger.

Faris is not a person who is easily provoked by emotions, but if it is related to me or Mama he will be direct emotions, whoever that person is.

"Ndel, no. Do not provoke emotions yes," said Faris able to make me silent, but I do not intend to provoke his emotions.

"I swear I don't mean to Ris" I answered quickly.

"Then? Why did you come home so late?" I reflexively look at Faris, this is the first time Faris asked me why I came home late.

Usually if I come home late or fast or school he is rich people do not care, as if in this world I do not exist.

"Tumben nanyain, usually bodoamat," I answered him to lure him to speak the truth.

"Gue was back meeting me he was hanging out behind the school lo, don't accidentally see you out the same back fence Drita. At first I wanted to call but, just look at your face suddenly tense and talk about andel keep going I was curious," just now was the longest sentence ever out of Faris' mouth.

"Oh that, I was called Miss Trinity," I replied as if nothing had happened.

"If you are called Miss Trinity why is your face so rich? Rich pursued killer, "my mouth reflex is a little open, why is it almost right?

"Lo want to hear? Yaudah did not," indeed Faris is the most gentle brother in the world.

I taped only because I said rich that, even more mantul to the glass of the car. Which curse is good for someone like Faris?

"Casual times, you have no sweetness so brother," said I then moved to sit back, rather than violence in the family.

"So gini, I'm bla-bla-bla-bla," and instantly the car was brake suddenly by Faris and my head again became a victim of violence.

"GOOD GOOD FARIS! SO I'M NOT TELLING A STORY!" my loud screams can make Faris laugh, I don't know where the funny thing is but it makes me happy.

"Come, continue the story," I finally told everything, from beginning to end and many parts I cut into pieces.

Intentionally, let the old ga that matters the point is the same.

"So? Between you and Drita will anyone die?" faris' question that was too relaxed was able to make me upset to death.

"Yes, I'm going to die" I replied annoyed.

"Move ahead woi!" and finally with a meaningful smile I moved forward.

"So, I don't really believe it. But, if you die, I want to have rich brother Jefri Nichol me.

"Yaudah said Mak my father, my funeral would be quiet if not many people if you can do not go along," answered me casually and returned my head became a target.

"Lo can't die," I'm just a little nod, I want to die so I can't see Papa again.

"Gue wants it to be, yes" I replied slowly. I'm sure the same horrors Faris, proof he's gonna hit my nutmeg again.

"Lo hit me in the head again, I actually jumped out of the car!" said I was upset, my head is still a good time.

"Lo said the emotion continues anyway," I just ngokguk again, I dahin all the talk of Faris later I was roughed up again.

"Ga interested I have a girlfriend, let alone a rich girlfriend lo," I re-nodged, a devil really.

I was quite moved anyway, never the name I have been chatting all this time with Faris and today he spoke at length with me.

Even he was very attentive to me, quite surprised, usually he was never rich.

Faris is quite closed, so it's hard to guess her mood.

"I'm really going to die, right?" look at me towards Faris.

"Where do you get that rich conclusion?" uh, we're at the mall.

"From, you're starting to talk to me. Or, you know I'm going to die and you talk a lot about me, right?" ask me.

"****** the hell preserved," Faris replied and then held my hand.

Faris kesambet what the hell, can be soft rich gini I become moved right.

"Lo janga to death, who will take care of Mama? Who would I worry if he's late for home, school, moody," I reflexively look back at Faris.

"You've been watching me all along, huh? Ciee is as adept at her own attention," I noel-noel cheeks her while laughing.

"Lo I guess I have a girl but I'm not worried," reason is quite logical.

I did not stop smiling earlier, I am the one who will die, at least before I die Faris has made me happy.

"Well you know, you look like a psycopath" I replied calmly.

"The handsome gini lo said psycopath?" I just realized, that Faris also pd.

It is my power that will die later, suddenly Faris became well rich gini same me.

"If I'm really dead don't let anyone into my room let alone Mama or Papa," said I smoothly.

"So much do you hate Mama Papa?" look at Faris to me for a moment and I reward him with a nod.

I hate Papa, because he likes to play. I hate Mama for never volunteering and always follow Papa's words that I think are wrong.

I hate Papa who always justifies what's wrong, I can defy.

I always avoid Papa no matter how, if I go to school I always go through the back, go home to school I climb through the stairs.

The important thing I did not see Papa's face for a second, that's what I want, I was once yelled all out with Papa because he had slept at 2 am.

And what reason? I didn't study hard until the early hours of the morning which he said he used to study until 3 am.

I automatically argue, not just say.

"*Pa, Andel lives in this world not to make achievements or for people to know Andel. If Andel can't want people to know Andel, Andel just want to be happy as much as looking for charity as much,"

"It's true that the hadith demands the highest knowledge, but I don't want to go crazy studying keeps making me crazy*,"

After the rich answer is Papa mukulin I wear a belt all-out while continuing to ngutuk me.

Indeed, every Sunday gathering Papa continues to be proud of himself who continues to make his parents proud because he continues to carve his name every race event whatever it is.

I just yes-iyain because in my opinion, my values are high after school not sure what my job in the future does not mean to be lazy as well.

I was locked in a warehouse 2 days non-stop without being given food, there I thought what would Mama feel if I was locked in a warehouse? Mama's going to send her some food? Or just a drink?

But calm, it's all just my delusion, because the evidence just opened the door Mama never nongol in front of me.

The door opened Papa also made a deal, I told him to always study until 3 am and I was happy to refuse.

Papa was immediately angry and more proud of himself, there I openly left Papa who was cool to say proud of him.

I hate Mama too, so hate maybe everyone's familiar with Mama and Papa but, I don't.

I hope I wasn't born in this world with the predicate of my Mama's son who is now.

Who dare not defend her for her honor as a woman, I hate to see women who do not dare to fight men.

Once I saw a girl my classmate bullied a guy there my eyes were so hot I finally let her.

Make fighting men is not a difficult thing for me, after the man went my turn who maki-maki the girl.

I don't like it, take the oath.

"Andel, you want to eat or buy what the cake is," I looked back at Faris then narik Faris towards the bookstore.

I love the smell of books, and I also love reading novels about mysteries that make my brain run.

I'm not lazy, I'm mediocre because I emang from there relaxed, according to my thinking the values that are often overlooked it in my opinion are not important.

My shadow anyway wherever your current value does not guarantee your future work, does not guarantee happy or difficult you in the future.

Applying for work is not calling the champion how much you fit SD, High School, or SMP gain you participate in any race just after school.

Proud little papa you can mengeraih class champion, but do not make you **** also about health care.

Buata what is the value of lo high in paper that will be wasted but your health is not really safe, right?

But do not ampe you consider high value is not necessary, the point is balanced aja rich 4 healthy 5 perfect.

Not too much is not less even though I am less anyway, the point is that in me during the class yaudah it was just.

Do not be a burden for you because there we seek knowledge not for the race.

Dah what the heck discuss education rich gini, basically I love the same Faris whatever happens later me and Drita I will receive with a spacious chest.