ZENA
Hi Drita

After a regretful incident, Andel's life seemed useless, he just stayed in the room without any interest in going out.

Always blaming himself, he had actually killed his own best friend.

Killing the person he loved himself, with his own hands.

His sinful hand for killing his best friend and nearly killing Miss Trinity.

Why should he have to accept such a disease? Slowly everything is broken.

All this time the one who sent flowers of three kinds with painful meaning was his own Papa.

Andel knew it was all from Lia, when he asked for an explanation by yelling incoherently at Lia.

In fact, his father didn't expect himself to live?

Has Faris not wanted Andel to live? Is that all that painful?

Andel went to the study table and sat there, taking out the paper and then writing the letter with his own hands.

She shed tears of sadness, to the point that the paper she wrote was wet because of her tears.

He has to accept everything, accept what it is with the chest. He has to give it all up.

Andel opened his bedroom door, today Faris is school.

Andel entered his room, then, left forever, leaving behind a million bitter memories in his life.

Leaving a bitter reality that will always be remembered in the heart and will always be a regret.

Andel left willingly, sincerely, to replace what it was like to be in Drita's position first.

He had to feel it all, feel all the pain of being killed.

Goodbye Andel False, the false angel given by his own Father.

A fitting name for this very foolish self, a fitting name for a child of Satan worshipers.

All covered in tears, Andel's funeral took place with a drizzle that grew increasingly heavy.

Faris' heart was struck at the sight of how her only sister had left by hanging herself forever.

Without saying a word of saying goodbye, without keeping his promise first to start a new life with him.

Start everything from zero and close the old sheet, trying to forget everything.

However, in fact it was just the delusion of a Faris, the delusion of a Big Brother who had desperately looked after his sister.

Keeping his sister to always be by his side which is easily destroyed by his own Papa.

Faris stared at Andel's navel with a broken cry, her cry unable to hold her back, Andel was gone.

Taking everything away, she would never see Andel again, hearing laughter and crying from Andel.

No one will wake him up in the dark dawns any more.

"Ndel, behind dong, you don't want to make a scene again? Don't you wanna scream in front of me again?" Faris took it all out in front of Andel's pusara.

Accompanied by rain and of course Rangga who always faithfully menamani Faris from the beginning.

Rangga also saw how an Andel who had started to open himself hung in his room.

Depends with regret and Rangga can feel it all.

"Lo back again dong, I miss the same lo, kangen, me there is no more Ndel." racau Faris hugged the tombstone Andel.

Rangga who was unable to hold back tears joined in crying, he loved Andel very much.

When the feeling had begun to grow and yet, Andel left, leaving behind him who had hung a million joys.

That day everyone cried followed by the earth.

When he returned home, Faris and Rangga entered Andel's room for several times.

It was there that Faris found a stack of letters made by Andel himself.

To Faris

Hello Ris, sorry when you read this I've left, sorry I'm not ready to promise to be together and open a new page.

I feel guilty about everything, it seems I deserve to go this way rather than dying to leave.

Yes, I know you will be lonely and live alone but, I am not pantes living in the world.

I'm a killer, a murderer of my own best friend, you don't know what it's like.

Sorry my name is so fitting for my bitter journey.

False Angel, Papa gave the exact name of me, even from my birth Papa has made me fall.

Tell me to die slowly, sad but, rich destiny I emang there.

I was in kebumi ciptain to undergo the role of torture and died in a sad way.

Sorry I once again, leave you alone, I've had a message with Rangga to take care of you.

Do not often cry, you already have to prepare yourself from now on, choose your college major.

Don't bother, you have to stay in college, don't let me down.

I love you my hero.

Rangga.

Hi brother, if you read this, it means you've met Faris right? And you also entered my room.

Frequently playing with Faris, do not let Faris lonely, I tipped Faris for lo.

And for you, sorry all this time you have trouble you with everything, make you sprain and even curse me.

Thank you for taking care of me all this time, make my bright smile slowly back, even though the smile only lasted a little.

But I am so grateful to you, thank you for giving me so much love.

It made me know the true meaning of love, made me realize.

Anyway you're the best, which always makes my smile expand.

Don't cry, I'll follow the cry if you cry, don't do stupid things.

Continue your school and college, give me a gift by way of lo college this year with Faris.

I can see you here, sorry to leave without words that must make you dear.

Too many words of apology from me to you, even that is not enough to pay for all this is not it?

I love you, I move on from me, find a new one and live a new life.

I will always support you no matter your decision.

Remember that! I'm happy if you're happy, don't waste my happiness!

Don't forget to eat! I love you!!

The letter of Rangga and Faris was finished reading, none of them were able to withstand the crying.

Both are equally fragile, both hit by the departure of Andel who became the source of their strength.

They still need Andel, still need that cute girl smile.

A smile that will always be remembered and imprinted on the heart.

It's all over, a False Andel gone, gone for good.

Leaving two humans who still needed spirit from him.

Believe me, the substitute figure of an Andel Fake will come, even though the person is not the same and the nature is not the same.

Equally need a hug from a person who shouldn't have left.

"Ris, sister." the voice spontaneously made Faris and Rangga raise their heads.

Yes, that person is Andel, Andel Fake who went by himself. Now stand in front of them.

No, not being human anymore but, being a spirit figure who will always keep two heroes of his pride.

"Don't cry." Andel's message smiling warmly looked at Faris and Rangga who were still shedding tears.

"Gue's fine here, there's nothing to worry about."

"Don't go." pinta Rangga who made tears from earlier held Andel down.

This parting was extremely draining of tears, to the point that the true figure of Rangga and Faris came out.

"I didn't go, just moved" Andel said, staring at Faris and Rangga alternately.

"Why go? I love you." said Faris.

"Yes, I love you too, everyone knows that, here it is my destiny to leave, take good care of yourself." Andel said with a warm smile.

"Don't go" said it back out of Ranngga's mouth.

Andel just smiled then disappeared with the wind, gone carried by the wind.

There's no going back, he'll be gone forever, going somewhere far away.

Living a new life is burdensome, which is so bad for having to leave two humans who are very dear to him.

"illness?" ask someone who was answered with a nod by Andel.

"Gue too, let alone look at Rangga, he felt the most devastated" Drita said, voicing her opinion.

Andel meets Drita, yes, he meets Drita.

Now it wasn't Drita that she wanted, all she wanted was a hug from Faris and Rangga.

"Don't cry, they will be even more crying if you cry." Drita's memory that makes Andel hold back his crying.

He also felt pain looking at Faris and Rangga earlier, but what was he supposed to do?

He can't do anything, can he? Can only calm from afar without being able to hug warmly.

It was just a dream that would always be Andel's dream and wishful thinking.

"Gue, I can't stay with them." Andel's cry broke out while still sounding the sound of sobbing and raucous speech from Faris and Rangga.

"Don't get rich in gini, they'll get used to it over and over." Drita's last sentence.

After that Drita disappeared somewhere, Andel did not know, he was still cool to cry and pity Faris and Rangga.

It's all over, Andel's life is over, the world's life.

Everything is just a memory that will always imprint the heart of Rangga and Faris.

A week has passed since the passing of an Andel Fake but, Rangga has not stopped crying over the departure of Andel.

In fact, Faris is still cool in the room not interested in eating or just going out.

Everything has gone awry since Andel left, everything has become hollow, monochrome and miserable.

Today Rangga is in front of the tomb of Andel, delivering various kinds of prayers.

"Hi Ndel, how is it? It's good there? Good because there is no me? No one bothers you?"

"Delicious food there? Got any drinks? Or is there a better drink?"

"Today I brought another sunflower, let it be just as rich as Drita. You guys are a couple."

"Don't be stubborn, said the people there yes, eat a lot so fat." those words made Andel cry.

Every Faris or Rangga who came to visit him he always sat beside Faris and Rangga.

Listen to messages or stories that occur wherever important stories that Faris or Rangga tell.

He was very happy to listen to it, although unfortunately his heart would hurt because of Faris or Rangga who cried in the middle of the night.

All that can be felt Andel, the tightness that Faris felt, the pain that Rangga felt.

Everything he felt in himself, in the deepest heart.

Lately even Rangga often make sentences for Andel that Andel always read with pleasure.

After a month of running, everything began to improve, Faris and Rangga both focused on UN.

From here Andel can only encourage through prayer, hoping they get good grades.

Satisfactory grades and admission to the university they want.

In fact, Andel had seen Faris who looked at the brochure about the Psychology Department.

Andel was surprised by Faris, while Rangga had begun to laugh with friends.

Starting to open up like before, no one closes themselves off again.

They begin to get used to this, begin to understand what loss really means.

Andel is very happy about it, he is also happy with all what happened in this month.

"It's quiet enough?" asked Drita looking at Andel who was cool to daydream.

Andel nodded in response, he was already getting used to this.

"Drit, happy?" andel looked at Drita inside.

"Happy" replied Drita confident that made Andel smile.

This is the beginning of everything, the beginning of a new life begins, where those who have left will come back again and those who stay will live a new life.

Do not be too fixated with one sadness because there is still a lot of happiness waiting at the end there.

If you fail today, it does not mean that you will fail tomorrow.

Always learning from mistakes, that's the message you always get from anyone.

He must be happy to live the destiny he now has. His destiny is now waiting for happiness.

He should be happy, start a new life, start everything from 0 of the dominant numbers.

It's all just beginning.

In every way of life there is always a happy ending or sad ending, so keep the spirit.

"Andel, ready?" Andel nodded with excitement.

He also has to start a new life, not fixated on the past life.

All that was then made an important lesson Now he must start living happily without any regrets.

Everyone deserves to be happy and Andel is also among those who deserve to be happy.

"Andel, may you calm down there, sorry Papa who just realized Papa's mistake, Papa knows you must be disappointed."

"You're also sorry Papa, Papa won't be angry that's your right, sorry to give you that name, sorry to press you with things that are not-no."

"Sorry to have played rough with you, Papas finally realized, everything is not about caste and wealth."

"Sorry Papa, Papa loves you."

And everyone has the right to accept an apology no matter how great the mistake of the person, they deserve to be forgiven.

Do not get revenge with one person for being hurt in the past, because they are actually more hurt in the future because they have not got sincerity from you.

Even if you have been hurt, but sorry is the noblest.