Sharing Love: One Roof of Three Hearts
Don't want to be second

All Alana's questions stopped there. Mama Reni spoke up after sipping her drink first.

"Thank you that we can still gather here. We all mourn the loss of our loved ones. Mama realizes you are so devastated, especially you Ga, your father's favorite child" Mama Reni's tears spread again. Sigap Alana gave the woman a tissue.

"But we all need to be strong. Do not dissolve in the sadness. You must be strong so that you can also survive and be strong in this life"

Mama Reni paused for a moment. Pause the talk before it goes deeper into the core.

"I.." Mama Reni held Alana's hand tightly. "There's something you want as a representative of this family, especially representing Gara want to talk to you, son"

Cold sweat began to pour from all over Alana's body. His back seemed to be dripping with sweat due to excessive worry.

"Al.aku" said Gara but remained silent. He really can't say everything.

Okay, Alana try pulling the red thread. Thought of the wall clock, it was four in the afternoon, he did not get married today. But it's all understandable. Who might be able to continue the marriage in the midst of the grief of losing parents like this. Alana understood, and there was no need for the Pratama family to feel bad for her.

"Let mama Ga, if you can't say it" said mama Reni tilted her seat more facing Alana.

"Alana, mama, I'm sorry, your marriage to Gara cannot take place today" she said.

"Yes ma. I know and I can understand that. We are still in a state of mourning for the departure of Papa Galuh" he said deciphering the cancellation.

"You're right, son. But not just because of that. Al, it's Nadia, she's the daughter of papa's best friend. And today before his last breath, he asked Gara to marry Nadia, according to the agreement of Galuh and his father Nadia. And they got married this morning in front of Papa Galuh"

Alana's world is collapsing. Blurred vision. He could not hear clearly, not that he heard clearly, but his brain could not digest the words Mama Reni said. His body trembled even more. His face turned pale as well.

"Al. I can explain" said Gara moved to sit near Alana. But Alana's petrified. Not move. His gaze far penetrated the retina of Nadia who was sitting across from who was also staring at him.

"Alana, listen to me first" said Gara touching Alana's cheek. Bringing the girl back to the real painful realm.

Slowly, Alana turned to Gara. He looked at the man without any clear expression.

"Alana listen to mom. There is no intention of betraying you. He also did not know about this match. She couldn't resist because this was her papa's last request" Reni's mom caught Alana's attention.

"Honey, here I want to talk" For pulling Alana's hand away from the room. Lock themselves in the library.

"Al. I have no intention of hurting you. I swear. I didn't know that I was going to be betrothed. Can you just curse him? I had to do it because it was Papa's wish. I don't know that girl either"

Alana was still silent in her confusion. Wanna say what? the same spirit mind is still floating somewhere.

"Al. I promise we'll get married"

"Married? we were? then her?" alana's sentence after returning can master her common sense.

"By divorcing her?" challenge Alana.

"Listen.I can't divorce her, but I'll still marry you"

"And make me a second wife?!"

"Al.." Gara's voice sounded soft. He knows Alana's hurt. His pride was torn.

"Is that what deserves to be my destiny? so second wife? I got divorced because I didn't want to be a second wife, and now you want to make me your second wife again? that's what I deserve?" without the sound of sobs, Alana's tears came pouring down her cheeks.

"I.." Gara reached out her hand wanting to wipe away the trace of Alana's tears but immediately on the edge of the girl.

"Thank you for all this time Ga. Be happy with your wife"

"Ga Al, I don't want to. I just want you to be my wife"

"I beg you not to be selfish. I don't want to be back on the stamp as a third person, a destroyer of people's households. I don't want the sneer that people pin on my mom, I should have" Alana got up and walked to the door with tears. Because half-running chasing Alana steps, hugging Alana's fragile body from behind, stopping Alana who was already holding the doorknob.

For the second conspiracy Alana let Gara hug her. Alana also wants to enjoy it, maybe this is how they say goodbye. Being hurt since childhood makes Alana strong, not going crazy with her many roaring trials.

Oh.iya, he's got Arlan to be his reinforcement. Perhaps he did not fared in matters of heart and romance, let it be. He will stay for his son. Sick? sure is! Feeling cast out and played with what fate again, but he is only one of His creations who is obliged to undergo a play that has been prepared for him.

"Release Ga. I want to go home, Arlan must be waiting for me" said Alana Lirih. Her tears are pouring down. Pain in the throat that feels choked because it holds the sobbing. If only he could borrow Doraemon's magic door, he wanted to go to the edge of the sea, scream and cry as hard as he could to the point where his chest was dashed. He wanted to protest against the injustice he had received during this lifetime, but it was impossible right, who was he?!

"Al, don't leave me. I beg. I really love you. Before I married Nadia, I told papa that if I had a future wife, you would marry me today. Papa and Nadia's family have no other choice but to agree that I will marry you, as long as I do not divorce Nadia" explained Gara hope that Alana will be devastated by her sincere intentions. Gara's breathing still burned down Alana's neck.

"And make me your second wife? Nadia is not wrong. I know what it's like to live one roof three hearts, painful. Forget me. I'm shaking you off. Maybe this has become my destiny" whispered Alana Lirih. Squeezing the side of her jeans to endure her heartache.

"Don't leave me Al. I wouldn't be able to live without you" whispered Gara increasingly tightening her embrace.

"I've felt like a second, Pain Ga. It's not good to be first or second, for any woman. Being the only woman in a man's life can make a woman happy. Indeed, any woman will not sincerely share love, share a husband. God created one heart, because God knows, the heart can only love one person as his soulmate" Alana's tears unstoppable, down the cheek to the hand of Gara.

"Then how am I Al? what about my happiness? my happiness is with you" said Gara desperately. His love is so great for this girl. The world would no longer shine if Alana left it. Let her be selfish, but she still wants to be with Alana. Had it not been for her papa's request, Gara was even willing to oppose the world, if anyone wanted to separate them.

"Sometimes we live destined to be unhappy with our own choices. Try to open your heart to Nadia, try to love her, over time, you can definitely Ga" Alana twisted her body, forcing Gara to remove her body. For a moment they looked at each other, then Alana stepped on her to kiss Gara's forehead, then with her hands wiped away the trace of tears on the man's cheeks, then stepped away..

"Goodbye Ga.."

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