Sharing Love: One Roof of Three Hearts
The deeper suffering

Coming home from her in-laws' house, Lily just stayed by Arun's side, staring at the streets with her raging thoughts. Once or twice Arun glanced at his wife. It's not that she doesn't know what's going through Lily's mind, and it's all her mother's fault.

"Honey, it has arrived" whispered Arun rubbing Lily's head, resuscitating from the girl's long daydream.

"Eh.iya" he said glancing. He arrived in front of their house. Arun's loving home is dedicated to her as their wedding gift. The house that must be a nest of love, happiness and also a bright future, now it looks gloomy full of tear fog.

Why God does not look at his sorrow. Didn't people say the creator saw his people from up there, then why did he grieve, and God seemed to stand on his hands?

Helaan breathed heavily into escort Lily pushing the car door.Not only her body is tired because not enough sleep, but also her mind is tired. If possible, for two minutes he wanted to scream as loud as possible, removing the crush on the chest.

Warmth ran through his skin as Arun slipped his hand on his back. "Don't think about what makes you sad, if you love me, then have fun. I'll be sad if I see you sad" whispered Arun kissing Lily's forehead. The girl just nodded.

But of all the gentle behavior of Arun, he will not understand the feelings of a wife and daughter-in-law who is expected to give offspring. She also wanted to be a mother, then what? isn't he trying?

His night he could not be shut down. His head was dizzy, and the nausea that had been crashing for a week was alternating now attacking him tonight, usually only coming in the morning.

Still holding back the urge to throw away her entrails, Lily glanced at her husband who was already asleep. Back again the urge crashing, Lily had no choice getting up towards the bathroom, bending over at the sink and starting to spit out her entrails. Only saliva and pain are present. He remembered that today he ate only two mouthfuls of it at his in-laws' house.

"Why hun?" Arun was already standing beside her while rubbing his eyes.

"Ga papa hun, just catch a cold"

"Tomorrow morning we go to the hospital"

"Ga needs to be hun. Tomorrow you work. Back to sleep"

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Sauteed vegetable kale in the skillet that had been cooked Lily, just left, because the nausea came again. This time it's better to hit the oyong.

"Mother sit down first, let me continue " said Inah helping Lily sit in the dining chair.

"Well, I went to the hospital first. So dizzy"

"Mom brought a car?" ask Inah to worry. The lemon water that he had made was fed to Lily to reduce her nausea.

"Thank You Well. Yes, it is still capable. I also do weekly shopping. It's over the fridge"

From the general practitioner who had checked by the first time to the hospital, referring Lily to the obstetrician who made her feel a little strange.

"Mother please lie down" asked the nurse who helped the doctor.

It only took a few minutes for the doctor to check, then after his white doctor asked him to sit down so he could explain to Lily about her condition.

"Congratulations mom, I'm pregnant right now. 5 Weeks" the beautiful doctor said.

I can't believe what Dr. Leann said. No words can express the haru feeling, happy from Lily, her soul drifted up repeatedly called by the gynecologist was not answered by her.

"Mom." Leann's doctor even had to touch Lily's riveted arm.

"Am I really pregnant, Doc?" Lily had to confirm the news she had been waiting for. There's a fetus in her womb. His hand moved towards his queen's stomach feeling that there was life in there.

Doctor Leann just nodded with a smile as a sign of confirming Lily's question.

Lily is sorry now. Just last night she did not believe in the goodness of God to her, swearing and saying the injustice in her life, this morning she got the news she was pregnant.

Until coming home from the hospital, Lily still does not believe, between conscious and not, she drags her steps towards the car in the hospital parking lot.

The joy that encompassed his heart was so great. Slowly the smile on her lips expanded. He must tell Arun the good news.

His mind drifted, his mood returning carefree. When she gets home, she will tell her husband the good news. But instantly it feels less precise, less special. He remembers Arun is going to be on his birthday soon.

"This will be a special gift for Arun" she smiled.

To accompany her happiness, Lily intended to play a song, she wanted to sing her cheerful song during this trip home. The phone that he remembered was placed on the dashboard of the car was not there. Busy reaching into the bag looking for a mobile phone, Lily so not focused until unconsciously the car out of the lane, she did not have time to get out of the way. Intentions want to brake, just panic until Lily stepped on the gas forward at high speed, and right from the front, a truck containing oil palm drove also at high speed. Lily could not dodge anymore, slam the steering wheel instead hit the front of the truck.

Fortunately it can not be achieved, poor can not be rejected, the last thing he heard was the sound of people shouting, and in a blurred view, the last thing he heard was the sound of people shouting, he saw people pulling him out of his dented car.

His body feels light. Lily was in a place that was all white, cold and lonely. Not far from his sight, a girl was crying her back. Long Lily observed the girl who seemed very familiar to her.

Lily rushed over, but the girl sitting leaning against the big tree stopped making a sound. His outstretched hand wanted to touch the long-haired woman's shoulder, but before his hand reached, the girl turned to look at him.

Lily wide-eyed. Closer to seeing what he saw. The woman was herself, crying with grief and a face drenched in blood. He raised his hand to show Lily a wisp resembling a small, rigidly stretched fetus.