
From the end of the corridor, someone who if you can avoid Alana had already seen it first. A look that is hard to explain. There was pain, disappointment and also longing lodged there.
"Aaaaal.." cried Dita who saw the arrival of Alana running to meet the girl.
"Hi Dit"
"Kangen" Dita retorted around her arms around Alana's waist, hugging the girl tightly.
"Woooi, the basic lesbong ni gals" said Fajar pinching Dita's head slowly which certainly immediately ran because Dita had chased him to retaliate. Vishnu laughs curled up at the childish behavior of his friends who may not see each other again after this week. Like him, his father had asked him to continue his studies in the Netherlands. His father wanted him to be a great lawyer.
"Why are you guys secretly? don't tell me you're fighting again? I want to finish too" said Vishnu saw the gelagat both of them who have always been silent since meeting.
"We come in, we want a bell" said Gara coldly.
As much as possible Alana concentrated on doing the problems in front of her. Of the many questions, there are five questions that Alana does not know what the answer is. Mathematics is not his career. You could say he hated that lesson.
While Gara the mathematician had fifteen minutes to finish all the problems, and now the remaining time he used to pay attention to Alana from in front of him.
Scratching his head, moving restlessly is a sign that he is confused. I have learned Alana's habits.
For taking the eraser, changing the name on the answer sheet, as soon as the two supervisors came out briefly signing his absence, for pulling Alana's answer sheet, swapping it for hers.
Alana who was quite surprised did not have much time to protest because the two supervisors had already re-entered. Alana could only pretend to look down on the answer sheet.
The bell rings, the exam marks are over. One by one the answer papers are taken by the supervisor. Furthermore there was no need to ask, all the students cheered cheerfully, the exhausting first day was over.
One by one the children began to come out, leaving five friends of which three were making plans.
"Where else are we going?" The dawn that had just sent a message through her cell phone sat on the table waiting for another opinion.
"Where are we going to Bandung?" chirps Dita.
"Eh, pug.tomorrow is still a dodol test. Why go to Bandung?" sergeant Vishnu.
"Gue wants to meet my acquaintances through Facebook" he said plainly.
"Udah, we hang out at the cafe or the band. Cafe sodara I need a filler tonight" proposed Fajar.
"We're going home. Tomorrow is still a test, right? Only if it's done" cut Gara.
Alana knew enough not to ask Gara to drive her as usual. Their three friends also do not know that they have broken up.
Slowly walk down the corridor to the main gate. Dita was picked up by her mother, and the other two friends went home together.
No one offered me a ride because they knew Gara was going to drive her home.
Ojol application that he has ordered has no reply. Too far away from the driver's position until Alana cancels her order.
Alana's pushy eyes looked at the man, the owner of his myriad of longings. Three days of not meeting, even just hearing no voice, made Alana very eager to scatter in Gara's arms.
Alana's hand outstretched, holding Gara's shoulder to make it easier for him to ride on the luxury sports bike.
Half an hour passed, they split the highway without knowing where to go. Alana knew this wasn't the way to her house, but she didn't care. It's up to Gara to take her where, as long as she's with him, Alana will come along.
Because I want to take Alana somewhere. He wanted to talk seriously with the girl.
"Udah until. We'll talk to you for a second, won't we?" said Gentle. Characteristics of Gara every talk to Alana who is always able to make Alana fascinated.
After parking the motorbike, Gara walked around the park, choosing a seat away from the park visitors. Alana faithfully followed Gara's steps.
The place chosen because it is far from the crowd as he wishes. He wants to talk comfortably.
"Thank you for the test" Alana tried to break the silence after fifteen minutes they were silent just looking straight ahead.
Gara's gaze may have drifted far ahead, but his heart was here with Alana. It was just that his heart and mind had not been aligned yet, arguing over what he should do. Why is he here with Alana, after saying goodbye to her here. Not even Alana's words of thanks meant to be answered.
"Ga..what are you talking about?" alana's voice sounded scared. Actually he also realized that he did not deserve to talk to Gara. Too big a mistake. Too bad he lied to Gara all this time, so when he saw Gara was still silent, Alana chose to sit sweetly waiting for Gara to talk.
"You know, my mind and mind are at war. My mind says I have to leave you, while my heart screams not to be away from you. I can't forget you Al. My love turned out so strong. My fault?" sentence by sentence from because he looked carefully. For him the voice of Gara alone was enough to give him strength to survive.
"Al.. tell me, do I have to follow my mind or do I have to follow my heart?"
Hearing a question that Alana herself did not know the answer to, the girl could only lower her head. He held his tongue to not say what he wanted. Obviously he wanted to say for Gara to follow his heart. Let him be called evil.
"Al..Is it still possible that we could be together?" this time because she turned her neck, looking at Alana's sad face. The girl looked up. The reason is gone, changing the sense of wanting to have. Slowly Alana nodded.
"Do you love me Al?" alana just nodded. His heart ached to see the wounds that were drawn on Gara's face, and he was the cause.
"But what about your marriage? what exactly is going on? if you love me, why did you marry that man? your own brother-in-law Al?"
His heart screamed at Gara's questions. Obviously he's hurt this guy a lot, but he still wants to be nice to him.
O Gara, what is your heart made of? why are you so nice to me? why are you treating me this valuable?
"Don't cry. If you can't or won't explain, I won't force you" whispered Gara gently. Removing traces of Alana's tears on her cheeks. The gentle touch of love that made Alana even more guilty.
"Sister Lily had an accident last year. He was told the doctor couldn't have any more children from his womb.." Alana took a deep breath. Letting his heavy weight be blown by the wind of the garden. Because he looked at her fixedly, giving the girl time to calm her heart, dampen her emotions when telling stories. Because I am ready to wait.
"While her father-in-law requested that Bang Arun be allowed to remarry in order to have children. If Lily's sister disagrees, then she can ask for a divorce from her husband. Lily's sister slumped Ga, she didn't know what to do. He was frustrated and frustrated too. Until asking me to marry betel with bang Arun, until pregnant with her child, after that I will be divorced" his sobs until his shoulders tremble.
Because he clenched his fists. Furious to see the inhumane actions of Alana's family. "Don't cry anymore, I'll always be there for you"