Sensational Husband
One Hundred Twenty
“What can I do now?” Mekka spoke in a high tone. “My parents let me live with you, they believed that my life would be happy with the man they trusted. So what do I tell them now? I'm ashamed, Mas. I am ashamed to admit this fact, that I actually married a man who actually married.”
“If indeed you cannot be honest with your parents, also your whole family, let me talk to them, let me tell you everything,” said Azlan softly.
“This is not a matter of courage or not daring to speak honestly to them, but a matter of shame. My life is believed to be happy with a man who is considered righteous, it turns out the opposite. My life is about.”
“Then now what should I do?” Azlan looked at Mekka's eyes intensely. He waited as the tongue of Mecca demanded separation from him. Because it might be very painful if he who asked for separation early. Azlan was very understanding of the feelings of Mecca which was certainly hurt, and he handed the decision to Mecca so that the woman did not feel cornered if Azlan made the decision.
“Deliver Alexa,” brief Mecca makes Azlan surprised.
Azlan thought that Mecca would ask for separation, but the woman asked him for something else. Azlan's guess is missing.
“Why are you quiet, Mom? Answer me!” makkka Pinta with watery eyes.
“I can't, Mekka.”
“Can't? Why?”
Azlan was silent.
“My answer, Mas! Why not divorce Alexa? Do you really love her?”
With a heavy heart, Azlan replied, “Ya.”
The tears of Mecca are back. Azlan's answer was very painful.
“Sorry if I have to be honest, but this will be better. Being honest in the end will be much more painful. Just like the reality we are experiencing now. Honesty at the end only makes the problem become more runyam,” said Azlan firmly. He knew Mekka was getting hurt. But he still has to speak honestly, because in fact he really loves Alexa.
“But did you know? This is all unfair to me. I who had been piling hopes up a hill to you, suddenly had to accept this reality. Why do you have to take care of me? Don't you love me, Mas?”
“A..”
“Enough! Don't say anything, Mom. I already know the answer,” cut Mekka. He already knew what Azlan was going to say, the look of Azlan's eyes was enough to be a witness, and Mecca had captured Azlan's heart through the look of the man's eyes. that Azlan had trouble saying that he did not love Mecca, that the man only loved Alexa. Mecca felt very sick seeing the look in the eye, what if he heard Azlan's statement? Of course it'll be a lot more painful. Makka would rather not hear Azlan's answer than Azlan's words would be a boomerang that eventually paralyzes his life spirit slowly.
“I absolutely do not want this to happen, Makkah. I can't even control my own feelings. The feeling flowed so hard and I could only follow it. Would it be fair for you if I pretended to love you?”
“Enough, Mas. Don't talk about anything. I want to be alone. I need it myself. At the moment I can't make any decisions. I have a big family, and I need time to make a decision so I can face their opinions on this. Leave me, Mas.”
Azlan was silent staring at every tear drop that fell on the clear cheeks of Mecca. “Alright, but may I ask you one thing?”
Mekka just stared at Azlan without giving an answer.
“Plis, answer me. Can I just ask you one thing?” asked Azlan to beg.
“Say!”
“Don't love me!”
The Mekka tears are getting worse. “Day me, Mas! Leave me alone first!”
“I'm ready with any decision from you. I hope you can decide wisely. Sorry me.” Azlan stepped back and then turned back, he waltzed out.
The Mekka Tangis broke again. He sat down on the couch satisfying his cries.
TB