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Part 18 Without you
The entrance bell had just rang as I leisurely walked into the school gate. Several other students accelerated in their footsteps for fear of being late. But I, just act the opposite. Now that the second-rate building was in front of me, I took a quick glance and saw Kak Rayi there, with Sabrina and her two best friends, Kak Bintang and Kak Roger. Sabrina continued to wrestle spoiled on Kak Rayi's arm, but Kak Rayi's gaze was on me. Suddenly, the Star Brother shouted out my name. I automatically turned my head and stopped my steps, because he told me to wait for him to come down. Roger's brother just looked at me while showing the fingers that he formed a heart accompanied by a thin smile on his face. While Brother Rayi looked at me pushyly because now Sabrina glanced at me sharply and tried to block the view between us.
"Morning, Bil," said Kak Bintang kindly. I tried to pull both corners of my lips to greet him. My hair that was broken, flew by the soothing morning breeze. I took it out and collected millions of hairs and attached them to my right shoulder. "Morning, Brother."
"How are you doing? Your face is still a little bruised, huh?" tanyanya while touching my cheek. Surprisingly, I don't want to dodge Kak Bintang. He brought his body closer to me, watching closely every corner of my face. He also rubbed the tip of my right lip and cheek which still had bruises there.
"That's okay, brother. It was treated last night. Only his ex. Yes, I went back to class first yes, sister," said my words when I saw Miss Rose walking up the stairs. The first hour of study was him, and I can't be late. I immediately ran without waiting for the reply of Star Brother.
"Bil, later on break eating together, yes," his screams made an echoing sound all around. I glared while staring around us. Some people looked at me and Star Brother took turns. But I take it as a normal thing. Now I have to get to class before Miss Roses.
2 Hours we have been made dizzy by Bu Roses, the lesson ends with the task of memorizing the nomenclature of inorganic compounds. Now that the break bell rings loudly, automatically some students will definitely flock to exit the class. Too much thought made my stomach hungry, so I decided to go to the cafeteria with Zidan, as usual.
When we went downstairs, at the end of the stairs was Kak Bintang who seemed to be waiting for me. I almost forgot that he said he was going to the cafeteria with me. "Yuk," he asked as he waved his hand at me. Zidan whispered, "Why is it that you're the Star Brother now, Bil?"
I just shrugged my shoulders to answer her question. The three of us went to the cafeteria together. My mood is better than yesterday. It is true that time will heal all wounds. Although not completely healed, at least I can face the closeness of Kak Rayi and Sabrina with chest area.
We arrived at a cafeteria that was not so crowded, because it turned out that there was a basketball race aimed at finding the best players who would race with other schools, he said to commemorate the national sports day. Brother Roger participated in the match, said Kak Bintang, among the three of them, only Brother Roger is the most good at playing basketball.
In the other corner of the canteen were Brother Rayi and Sabrina who were eating with Sabrina's deafening cerocos. Right now, we are far away from their table. Netra Kak Rayi kept on looking at me, her gaze was sad, yet she seemed unable to get away from Sabrina. Well, that was his decision, wasn't it. Now we are just an ex-boyfriend who is equally unable to get used to our current position. I still try and keep trying, assuming it doesn't exist. Try to throw this taste as far as possible. Although I actually miss him a lot.
"Eat what, Bil?" ask the Star.
"What an ordinary person, Brother," I said without looking at him.
"The ordinary?"
As soon as I realized, I almost forgot that she wasn't Rayi's sister who knew what my favorite food was. "Eh, eum, meatballs, no noodles. Drink avocado juice" I said, displaying rows of white teeth.
"OKAY. I went first, yes," he said kindly, then walked to the Canteen Ma'am. Zidan nagged at not being offered to order food either. "People themselves!" ocehku.
Zidan finally moved on and ordered his own food. Before long Kak Bintang came back with food on the tray. "Please eat, Nabila," he said. From the beginning, he was always kind and polite to me. So I always felt his attitude was not excessive now.
"Hm, brother, I go to the toilet first, yes," I said as I swept around. See the actual toilet seen from the canteen. Bintang sis nodded while eating her food.
"You're where you are!" yelling Zidan who also returned with his food.
The toilets at my school are three places, and only these toilets are closest to the canteen. There are three toilet cubicles with walls in front of these three toilet cubicles. The goal is that people who are in the toilet are not visible directly from the canteen.
As I approached one of the toilet cubicles, I heard the sound of someone scratching the next wall. Doubtfully approaching the next room. The air around me feels weird. Looks like something's wrong. I opened the door knob slowly, when the door opened perfectly, I saw Abitra inside.
"What are you doing?" many wonder.
"Bil .. I haven't been in Rayi's house in a long time."
"Why?"
"You mean Sabrina did that?"
Abitra nodded, "You have to help her!"
"But how?" I asked, it's just that Abitra just disappeared. Many times I called her name, but she did not appear again.
"Bill?" Someone's voice sounded close to me. When I turned around, there was Rayi there. Standing at the end of the toilet entrance, just staring at me. I took a deep breath. Desire for defecation is delayed, as the two figures appear. I recalled Abitra's words, and looked at Brother Rayi iba. I finally got closer. "Why?"
"Eum, you're okay, right? Roger said you fought the same thugs on the way home from school? Oh, my God, your face is gini." He was about to come closer to caress my face, but I took a step back instead.
"I'm okay. The evidence is still breathing right now, right?"
"Thank God." He lowered his head, I could now see his face from a close distance, his black circumference was clearly visible, his face was a little pale and not as fresh as usual. Her lips are a little blackened. The change will not be obvious, only vague, and I just realized it. It may be true, Abitra said.
"Back there, you'll find Sabrina!" sindirku.
"It's okay, Bill. He went to the office, called a teacher. Eum, you go home with the Stars or Roger, yes. Don't be alone."
"Why?"
"I'm worried" he said slowly. Dare not look me in the eye.
"Eum, I don't want to go home with them."
"But, Bill ..." Brother Rayi looked up with both eyes widened.
"I want to go home with Rayi. Point."
"....
"If Rayi doesn't want to, I'll be here until tomorrow!" seriously threatened. He scratched his head, and looked confused. "Where?"
"Eum, but ... I have to get Sabrina home first."
"No problem. As long as it takes her, Brother Rayi came back here to take me home!"
"You ... aren't angry?"
"Do you?!" tanju.
"You! Wanna." he said with a nod of vigor.
Maybe I was wrong for letting Rayi just walk away. I should have kept him. Instead of getting angry and letting Sabrina control Kak Rayi. We'll see Sabrina, who will win.