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The Part 14 Break

College is finally over. While in class, I did not focus on anything around. Just silently looking ahead with a blank look.

"Nay, first, yes," Reva said as they were in the parking lot. Reva as usual came home with Diki. His lover.

"Ati-ati, Va."

"OKAY. You too, Nay. Don't keep daydreaming. The devil's welcome!" she pulled both her lips. I just responded by sticking out my tongue.

"Nay." Call someone who is standing next to me. I turned and found the hero there. I still don't want to meet him. Turning around and walking away from the Hero is the right choice for now. But instead of stepping aside, the Hero just kept following me. His eyes kept on me.

When I was about to cross, I who was also trying to continue avoiding the Hero ended up not so focused. "Geez!" I screamed when I saw a bus that was running straight and right towards me.

Some people across the street were screaming for me to get out of the way. But somehow I was silent. As if resigned if my body was blown away by the large vehicle.

Suddenly the Hero pulled me and was already standing in front, hugging me. He tried to push me to the side of the road. But late. When the bus passed, the body of Wira was dragged by the bus. He groans in pain. Rigid body. This incident slowed down and made me clearly see the suffering of the Hero. I who stood sculpting was only able to hear the screams of Wira with blood that felt dripping on the back of my hand. Some of the meat on the back of the Virus chipped and fell to the ground. It's really terrible. My heart hurts so bad to see him hurt like that. The bus eventually crashed into the front fence of the campus until the wall collapsed. There were some sellers affected as well. Everyone is running to help the victims.

"Are you okay?" wira asked with a grimace, stroking my face gently. I just nodded because I was still shocked by the incident. The hero then kissed my forehead and left, entering the garden next to the campus.

"Vira!" call me with a shout disguised by the crowd around. Everyone was excited by the events of the bus that hit several kiosks where residents were selling. I kept walking after Wira. Some of his flesh fell to the ground. "Vira!" My heart aches to see what happened to her. He must be in pain. For me. He was willing to do something as horrible as that.

"Nay ...." The voice of someone who sounded familiar was behind me. The sound that made my feet go limp because he was the person I had been thinking about. The hero standing just two meters away from where I was just smiling. I ran over and straight to her nemelukannya tightly. "Are you okay?" tanyaku while observing the clingy body especially the back.

His clothes were torn and there were blood marks there, but there were no injuries at all.

Even so unreliable, I touched his back. There really is no injury at all. Seamless.

The hero turned to face me then clasped my hand tightly.

"I'm fine" he softly said.

I was quiet for a while. Examining each look on his face. I immediately pulled my hand. "Thank you. Thank goodness you're okay. Yes, I went back first" I said without looking at him.

"Nay .. nayla ..." The hero is chasing me again.

"Why?" I had to stop. Either forced or ...

"You want to forgive me, right?" he asked while looking at me deeply. He kept staring at both my eyeballs even though I kept avoiding them. I fear. Afraid that I would be re-defeated by this kind of attitude of the Hero.

"Hm ...," I took a deep breath, "Yes I'm sorry."

The woman who seemed to stop breathing when she asked the question earlier, now looks relieved with a happy letter on her face.

"But ...." My words I purposely cut to look back on his reaction. He put on a serious face again. "But what, Nay?"

"But .. I haven't been able to get you rich yesterday" I said. The hero frowned, as if he did not accept my statement.

"Why, Nay?"

"I need some time, Ra. I also want to know, whether you really love me because I'm Nayla, or just because I look like Sekar. I need some time. I'm sorry," I obviously walked away from him again.

"Yeahaaaa!" Call Wira.

I stopped my steps without even looking. " I'll prove it to you, Nay, if I love you. Because you're Nayla! Not because you look like Megan!" his yell.

I continued walking with pain in my chest. The pain of being deep in my heart, I still expected the Hero. I want to turn around and hug her. But it also hurts to know the truth that there is another woman in her heart.

I kept walking down the sidewalk. I decided to walk. For some reason if my heart is as upset as it is now, I love walking alone like this. Especially if it rains. It's like a blessing to me. The rain is like the rain of all strays and falls. The rain can also lighten my tears.

The boarding page is already quite dirty because the dry leaves that seem to have not been cleaned since the morning. Maybe the boarding house has not been able to walk around or is out of town. The boarding house here does live in the house next to this building. He diligently visited the cost situation. Every morning I often greet him while watering the plants or burning the trash of dried leaves.

The corridor looks silent. Maybe the other cost residents are still active outside or are enjoying a nap in the hot sun that is able to burn the skin. Even until the afternoon drowsiness still lingers in the eyes. Because I've also felt lazing in the boarding house all day.

Until the front of the boarding room, I immediately entered and did not forget to lock the door again. Wira's advice is still ringing in my head. I opened the balcony door and immediately grabbed the towel that I accidentally dried there. Bathing is a fun thing after outdoor activities with sticky body conditions. I'm planning on buying dinner after the shower. There are many food vendors along the sidewalk. A variety of food is available there. That makes it easier for us residents to find food that is certainly also cheap in the bag.

Wearing a nightgown and flip-flops, I immediately opened the door.

Waitaminute! Whatisthis?

On the front floor of my room, there was a light green food bushel. A message was placed there.

'I'll say yes, Nay. You must not have eaten'

A hero?!

Oh gosh. I finally went back into my room and went to my balcony. Without hesitation, I also brought this food. I appreciate her struggle to take back my heart. Anyway if I don't eat it it's redundant once. I sat on the balcony of the room. Staring at the twilight that began to decorate the universe. With green bushels on the table. I opened the food and found some of my favorite foods. A smile rose from my lips. I'll eat this food soon.

I remembered the incident back. Wiry gets hurt like that. What pain, huh?

'It's gonna hurt, Nay! He just grimaced that way. Bego really use it pain anything!' For me to myself.

After the food was finished in the kitchen. Then return to the balcony with a book and a cup of warm chocolate.

There's a lot of work to do tomorrow, and I have to finish it tonight. For a while I was still focused on this task. For a long time I kept rubbing my itchy eyeballs. I put my head on the table with the book as the base. My eyes are getting heavy. My body is tired too. I'm sleepy. Hugely.

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Pov Hero.

I had Arya cook and take a bushel with dinner for Nayla. Because if I had to go back home it would have taken a while. I'm sure Nayla will be hungry and soon she'll be out for food.

And I can't possibly hand this bushel over directly to Nayla. Because he would definitely reject it raw. I decided to put it in front of Nayla's room.

I kept watching Nayla from the side of the road by the tree. Looking at it from this distance was more than enough for me. I know he's still bell ujm can accept my presence again. No matter how hard I tried to get close, it just got further away. But I'm not just gonna give up.

Nayla as usual sat on the balcony of her room with a challenge to my gift. I'm glad he didn't throw it away and accept it. I'm sure he knew I sent him.

Seeing her eat so voraciously, makes me happy. Whatever he does somehow always makes me laugh.

He looks like Sekar. Even in the beginning I liked him because he looked like Sekar. Sometimes I think, is Nayla the reincarnation of Sekar?

But after a long time with Nayla, she doesn't look like Sekar. His nature, his behavior, his way of speaking, all those things are not the same as Sekar. But I love Nayla even more. I'd do anything for him. He became a new spirit in my life.

At first, I was tired of living all this time. I even thought about dying, and had Arya finish me off. For what I live for, if I have no meaningful purpose. Bored. Well, I'm tired of living.

But everything changed after Nayla came into my life.

I really loved him. Loved her so much. I don't want to lose him.

Sleep haphazardly. He even now sleeps on the balcony of his room. Stupid jerk.

I walked to his boarding page.

Climbing the balcony of his room.

He's really careless. If any thieves get in how do they try?

I snorted in annoyance. Then carrying him inside, putting him on the bed, I covered him. I stared at his face. I kissed her forehead slowly.

I didn't want him to wake up and throw me out for seeing me here. After making sure Nayla was safe and comfortable, I went out through the balcony of her room and locked the door with a spare key. Nayla deliberately gave her room spare key so that if I wanted to come, I could easily enter.

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Krrrrrriinnngggggg

The sound of my wekker clock is deafening to my ears. Kuraih without seeing it then I just threw it on the floor. Beres.

I went back to sleep.

Waitaminute!

Witch clock?! Isn't this on the nightstand next to my bed?

I woke up and I was right, I was in bed. I remember last night I was on the balcony still having to do my job?

Jeez myjob?

I immediately ran to the balcony.

Locked down? Who's the key???

I took the balcony keys and did some unfinished work.

With lightning fast I immediately took a shower and prepared to go to campus.

There was a morning lecture, and ... This is a Hero class.

When I got ready, I checked my book. After making sure everything was complete I immediately sauntered out of the room. With the hair not yet neatly combed, I immediately ran to the base of the ojek and called Mang Asep.

With Mang Asep ushered, I arrived at the campus on time. But I will be 10 minutes late. Because from the campus yard to the classroom it is not a short distance.

I ran after paying the fare. "Dayy!!!"yell rani .

I just waved my hand at him.

'There is no time for a stale base. Than I keep getting late to be punished.'

With a heavy breath, I arrived at the front of the class.

Take my breath while holding on to the door.

"Nay, why?"asked Reva astonished, who was both new to class.

"No. Papaah ...," I said as I walked to the bench.

"Geez, Nay, what a mess you are." Chirps Boy who is now sitting lined up with Reva behind me.

"Didn't try, Nay?" Tanya Reva probed.

"Have a son! Shower it!" I said as I took my book and shook it to my face.

"Shower anyway, but now the smell of asem again knows!" timpal Boy while covering his nose.

"Damn it." I beat up Boy with the book I was holding. He laughed because he managed to prank me.

"ASDOS dates!" whispered Boy to stop me. Enter the hero to the class.

I sat back facing the front. Wira saw me just ringing the head slowly.

Am I that screwed up? My mind is in my heart while fixing my hair.

"Nayla's? you go to the toilet there. Wash your face!" heroes Command.

"Yes, brother." I left class with a sigh. He bowed his head in shame.

Arriving at the toilet, it turned out that my appearance was very chaotic. My appearance that was indeed tangled, made me think it was natural that they were looking at me strangely.

"Day!" Call Rani who knows she's behind me.

"Eh, what are you doing here?"

"Pissing.ih you're a random prank, Nay," said Rani to see me disgusted.

"Ck. you are. Just like the other rich. Comb pinch here the same powder," I asked more to maksa.

Rani lent me the combs and make up she always carries.

"Well, right, more neat," praised Rani

"Hehe. I woke up late, Ran."

"Oh my goodness, tumben? sir, didn't you pick up? "asked her.

"No" I answered briefly.

"Yes back in class, yuk," asked Rani.

We went back to our classes. When I entered the class, Wira smiled at me. I'm smiling wryly.

The class went on as usual.

"Next time don't sleep on the balcony, then catch a cold," Wira said as she stood in front of me after class. Then he left class.

Waita! How does he know? Don't let him move me to bed last night?