My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 79. Enlightenments

Seeing brother Nicho who did not react anything when there was Kenzo, even brother Nicho impressed to welcome him, I became suspicious of Kenzo om. Is it possible that he threatened Nicho's brother.?

I'm sure that Kenzo must have brought the name of Fely's brother in threatening Nicho. If you do not carry the name of Brother Fely, it is impossible for Brother Nicho to be relaxed with him. Though he looked very angry when he found out that Kenzo and I were in a relationship, but Kenzo was engaged to another woman.

As an older brother, of course brother Nicho did not accept his sister being played like that.

But where is the promise of brother Nicho who said he would beat up Kenzo if he met him.?

Kenzo is really good at threatening.! Like when he threatened me to expose our relationship in public.

"Yes, I have to solve our problems as soon as possible Nich."

"Can I take Jeje to my apartment, please,,?"

I turned my eyes to Kenzo who asked Nicho for permission to take me.

I immediately looked at Nicho, then gave him the code by shaking his head. I hope Brother Nicho does not give permission to om Kenzo, because at this time I am not ready to re-interact with him, let alone talk alone.

I am really tired of problems that can drain my feelings and emotions. I just want to live my life in peace and much better.

"You guys haven't finished Je, you better finish first." Said Mr. Nicho.

"Don't macem - same mace as Jeje, Ken.! You're only 30 minutes from now.!" Rigorously.

I immediately protested with Nicho, for some reason he was so easy to let me go with Kenzo.

"Sister.!" Excruciate.

"Why is Brother Nicho on his side.? You know, I don't want any more business with Kenzo."

"I've been hurt enough by his lies, please don't reopen the wounds I'm trying to heal."

I chose to move, my tears escaped without being able to hold. My heart is too sick to remember that incident again. Whatever the reason, he had lied to me, playing on my feelings that were too fragile because he loved her so much back then.

"Je, with my explanation first," Kenzo quickly held me back.

"Don't force Ken, let Jeje calm himself first,,"

Said Mr. Nicho. At that moment Kenzo let go of my hand. I'm getting out of Nicho's apartment.

"Let me keep an eye on Jeje," I heard Fatih's voice when I just came out of Nicho's apartment.

"Wait for Je," cried Fatih. It turns out he was really following me.

"We go to the lower garden, you need some fresh air to keep your mind going," he said after catching up with me. I just nodded, wiping the tears that were still left on my cheeks.

Disappointed because in lying, it feels very painful.

Fatih and I sat on the park bench. Maybe more than 30 minutes have gone by, we didn't say anything. Looks like Fatih's brother wants to let me calm down first.

I don't know why my feelings for Kenzo just vanished, even though I loved him so much before he got engaged to Nadine. I don't even feel like I can linger long without Kenzo. But now.? there was only disappointment when I saw it.

I took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. I lowered my head, still trying to control the disappointment lodged in my heart.

"It's quieter, is it,,?" Ask in a soft voice. No, it was like that Fatih's voice. Soft and soothing.

"Already, it just still feels tight,,,"

I held my chest that felt squeezed.

If I knew this hurt, I might think dozens of times about falling in love.

"So this is how you moved to college here.?. To avoid trouble with your girlfriend,,?"

I looked at Fatih's brother, he who was looking at me, now turned his eyes by looking straight ahead.

"Not to avoid trouble. Our relationship is over, I just want to calm down and heal the wounds I feel, without any interference from it."

I looked down lethargic, again - again I could only shed tears at the fragility of this already wounded heart.

"This is not how it heals wounds. You have to make peace first with the situation, then you can heal the wound."

"If this is the way, until anytime you will continue to feel hurt and will not be able to calm down."

Fatih's words attracted me, I turned back to look at her. Again Fatih's brother turned his eyes away, even though his face was facing towards me.

I wonder what Fatih's words mean. I want him to explain it in more detail.

"All I see is, your problems haven't been solved yet."

"There's no way you're avoiding it when the problem is over, and there's no way he'll come after you here. There's gotta be something you haven't finished,,"

I just kept quiet, kept staring at Fatih's brother and hoped he would give me another explanation.

"It should solve the problem is able to make us calm and sincere, not vice versa. Especially if there is hate and revenge in it. That means no problem has been solved yet,,"

Slowly I began to understand Fatih's explanation. I was amazed by the way he thought, so wise and mature. Every word that came out of his mouth, it even felt soothing.

"I don't know the problems between you two. But it's good to talk about it well - both with a cool head and a calm heart, in the sense of removing the ego from the source of the problem,,,"

"Don't focus on the source of the problem, let alone discuss it repeatedly. What's wrong with you isn't going to get done well, all right,,"

I understand more now. But it feels unable to if you have to speak four eyes with om Kenzo.

"I need some time, brother, I'm not ready to talk to him yet,,,"

"That's because you haven't been able to make peace with the situation,,,"

"If it continues like that, you will only torture yourself by continuing to feel pain,,"

"Don't love someone too much, because we can hate them if we are disappointed. Hating someone will only make us unsettled,,"

Fatih's right, in the end I myself was tormented. I hate people I once loved so much.

It seems that I have to follow the advice and advice of Fatih's brother, I have to really open a new page from the beginning without the hatred and heartache that is still in the heart.

"Udah Malem Je, back to the top. It's getting colder too,,"

I'm nodding. Brother Fatih got up from his seat, so did I who was now aligned with him.

"Thank you brother, I'm much calmer now," I said sincerely, turning my head as I developed a smile on him.

"Yes, believe. Your smile is much more detached than before," he said with a smile, Fatih's brother raised his hand and almost rubbed my head, but he held it back and returned to his original position.

"Sorry," he said without looking at me.

After that, there was only silence that accompanied our steps to get to Nicho's apartment.

From a distance, I saw Kenzo standing in front of Nicho's apartment leaning on his back. His sharp gaze was directed at Fatih's brother as soon as he saw us coming.

"Looks like he's jealous,,"

Said Fatih. I smiled miris. Why be jealous of me if she's getting married in 1 week.

"I go in first Je. Just finish it here or inside, not alone in one room,,"

The words of Fatih made Kenzo look at him even more sharply.

I'm nodding.

"Thank you brother,,"

Fatih said a smile before entering Nicho's apartment.

I let out a heavy sigh as I stared at Kenzo. Do I really have to make peace with the situation and forget his lies to me.?

I will try to follow Fatih's advice. I hope after this I can accept the reality and can open my heart to others.

"You must know the truth Je," said Kenzo in a voice that sounded desperate.

"We need to talk to both. Come to my apartment, it's upstairs."

I just kept quiet, hesitant to go with Kenzo. Especially the warning given by Fatih's brother to me earlier.

"I'm not going to macem Je, let's solve our problems first," Om Kenzo took my hand, holding me slowly to the elevator.

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