My Sugar (Jenifer Alexander)
Chapter 44. Deserveingly

"Wake up Je,,,"

I squirmed, but my eyes were still tightly closed. Since then it was indeed faint I heard a voice that kept trying to wake me up. But still very sleepy, my mother's voice was like the wind passing by for me. After that I will go back to sleep. Entering the realm of mimpin which seemed to be my most comfortable zone.

"Jeje still sleepy mah,," I muttered. With my eyes still closed, my hand tried to feel the bolster and hold it tightly. It is best to sleep while hugging the bolster. Especially if the bolster is very fragrant like this. My sleep will get better.

Feeling the bolster in my arms move, I immediately shuffled to stay away. With my heart beating fast from shock and fear, I stared at the bolster faintly. My eyes were still foggy because I just woke up.

"Oh my goodness, om.! Why are you sleeping in my room.?" I panic. Om Kenzo looks relaxed lying on the side, facing towards me. It was like she was holding back a laugh seeing me in a panic.

"Forgiving kayak gini want a wedding cepet.? It will only be a day of marriage, you can - you do not want if you are married."

I silently digest Kenzo's words.

"Let's get up, we'll have to go home in an hour," Om Kenzo will move on, I hold his hand immediately. I just remember now that Kenzo and I are on vacation right now and we sleep in one bed. Even last night I hugged her very tightly before finally falling asleep.

"Can't be delayed for another two hours.?" I bid with a pleading tone.

We just arrived yesterday afternoon, and this morning we have to go home. Of course I'm not willing. It feels like I just spent a little time with Kenzo, but it has to end.

Time passes very quickly when you are next to it.

Om Kenzo smiled faintly, he gently stroked my cheek with one of his hands again. I closed my eyes when Kenzo's hand touched my skin, it was so comfortable. It also sent a warm-feeling sail into my heart.

"Let's have another vacation when you finish your graduation. I have to leave for Singapore at ten Je." Speak with a very soft voice. So soft, I melted until I kept staring at Kenzo without blinking.

"Let's get up, let's take a shower first" he said.

My brain.! Just because I heard the word 'we take a shower first'', my mind drifted everywhere. My heart was beating fast, for some reason I was so excited.

"Ma, the bath together, um,,?" Tanyaku.

Kenzo couldn't hide his laughter. He was widened - bahak but still looks cool and handsome. I don't know what makes Kenzo laugh at me so crisp. Is there something wrong with my words.? Or maybe my facial expression is very funny.?

"Kok laughs the hell om.? Is something funny.?" As I asked, I kept looking at her who was still laughing. I was so happy whenever I saw him laughing without such a burden.

"Why is there a baby like this,,?" He said while pulling my nose. Then get off the bed. I'm reflexively following Kenzo.

"Why are you.? There's another bathroom in the next room and downstairs," he said after turning around. I rode a horse at him.

"You're with me, "What demon pushed me to the point of asking to take a bath with Kenzo. We took a shower together at that time. What's wrong with us taking a shower together. Kenzo won't do anything that goes beyond my limits.

Kenzo did not answer, nor did he refuse. I followed Kenzo back into the bathroom. These lips continued to stare at the smile while continuing to walk behind him.

"You take a bath in the bathtub," he said. Kenzo goes into a glass room that is opaque when viewed from outside. He did not want to take a bath like he did in the apartment at that time.

Finally we took a shower in one room, but apart.

Maybe he didn't want to take a bath together because he remembered Fely's sister. Moreover, he will meet with brother Fely in a few hours. If I imagine that, I'm always upset about it. Why can't I accept the fact that they're in a serious relationship. My logic should have been conscious of my position, but the sense that grew in my heart had already covered up the logic.

We went home after breakfast. Kenzo kept talking to me. Although lazy, I tried to respond to his talk. Why is Kenzo insensitive that I have a taste for him. Or I'm just a fool for hoping for something that can't possibly come true.

Being able to have Kenzo om is just a wishful thinking. Angan - too high a wish to reach.

I wanted to try Kenzo with Brother Fely, but it was too hard. There is also hatred that covers my heart. It makes me even harder to let Brother Fely live happily with men as well as Kenzo.

My phone shook, I took it out of the small bag in my lap.

I opened a chat from an unknown number.

"Have you come home or are you still a honey moon.?.

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Gerald's."

I rounded my eyes to read the incoming message from Brother Gerald. What the fuck is this Gerald.? I said I was honey moon. She thinks I'm married.?

Boyfriends don't have husbands, what else has husbands. How can I have a honey moon. The bottom of Brother Gerald, most can be funny.

"It's not funny, brother,,"

I reply by giving protruding tongue emoticons.

"Again the way home,,"

Not long after, Brother Gerald called me. I immediately picked it up. I don't know where my phone number is. Is it possible that Kenzo gave it to him.?

But looking at Gerald's expression last night, it seems unlikely that Kenzo wrote my phone number on Gerald's phone.

Anyhow Kenzo may have my number.

"Hallo Je's. You're really home, are you,,?" Brother Gerald seemed to not believe my reply earlier.

"Yes, hello," I said.

"Sister Gerald's still there, isn't he.?"

I kept talking regardless of Kenzo's presence next to me who was focusing on driving.

"still. I was gonna ask you directly, I think you're still here. I'll stay up late looking for Celina's sosmed to ask her for your phone number. Uh just in love earlier," explained Brother Gerald in a lethargic voice.

It turns out that sister Gerald knows my number from Celina. That's right, not my number that Kenzo typed on Gerald's phone. Then what.? I was really curious. Gerald was surprised to see it.

"Haha, how cute are you, brother," Ledekku.

"What do you want to ask, brother.?"

"Ni son, even laugh at the suffering of others. Thankfully beautiful.!" Complaints, but still had time - time to digegombal.

"Gombal just keepssss,,"

"Every girl you see is also said to be beautiful."

"What do you want to ask.? Make people curious,,"

"You're really, really,,, you,,,

"Of..!!l" Shouted. I was shocked and upset because Kenzo suddenly grabbed my phone and turned off his phone.

I pout at him. I don't know what Gerald's gonna ask me.

"Balikin hape me om.! I'm not done with the phone."

Kenzo ignored my words. While driving, he messed with my phone.

After a while, he gave me back my phone without saying anything.

Om Kenzo installed the aerphone, then connected it to his cell phone.

It's so annoying Kenzo, his sinless face after messing up my conversation with brother Gerald.

Because I was upset, I chose to throw a glance at the window, while braining my phone to contact Mr. Gerald. I wonder what question he would ask me.

I was getting upset as soon as I found out there was no more chat from Mr. Gerald, as well as his call history. Everything was lost without a trace.

I immediately glanced at Kenzo with a sharp look.

"Oh.!!" Ketusku. Om Kenzo just glanced at me at a glance, his gaze back straight down the road.

"Why is it removed.? It's really.!" Protest's upset.

"Inget equals agreement. It is forbidden to be in a relationship with other men.!" The answer is clear and firm. At least Kenzo didn't look at me.

"Who's in a relationship.? I'm the same brother Gerald had just met earlier malem, that was not on purpose. We're just communicating on the other side." I said to plead.

"Om can't be different.? The one called relationship and which one is just communication.! "

I kept on attacking because I was upset. It was as if Kenzo was preventing me from communicating.

"Beginning from communication, then intertwined relationship" Sahutnya flat.

I breathed a rough breath. Choose to lean and close your eyes. It's just free to respond to Kenzo's words, only to make me more upset with the answer.

We kept quiet throughout the journey.

I picked up my bag in the backseat, when we were almost at my house.

Before Kenzo stopped the car, I took a deep breath to eliminate the annoyance caused by Kenzo's own actions.

"Thank you," I said sincerely.

No matter what his attitude towards me was, I still felt good about spending time with him.

"Stay home, don't go out at night. I tried to go home before you graduated," Kenzo's words made me stare until I kept staring at him.

After it was seen taut and indifferent to me, now he is acting ordinary. As if nothing had happened before.

I was getting dumbfounded as Kenzo approached and briefly kissed my lips. Then gently rub my cheek. Om Kenzo can stir me the most - stir my feelings.

"I don't have much Je." Om Kenzo glanced at the watch in his hand.

As soon as I woke up, I got out of the car.

I smiled at him thinly.

I walked into the house while holding onto my chest that was beating fast. Why Kenzo made me fall in love for the first time. Why my first love was a man who was in a relationship with Fely's brother.

In the end I will be like brother Nicho. Sooner or later, if I can't make Kenzo turn away, then I will lose my first love.