Downloads Mate
Chapter 4

I think only a fool can fall in love without ever meeting. But I'm sure I'm smart enough, even if it doesn't go hand in hand with my love story. "It seems I have more feelings for Lian. It's fucked!"

I still ignored my phone ringing, with Lian's name on the caller's screen. I need to think for a moment, whether I will be fine after feeling something different from this virtual world friendship. There are too many things from me that he knows, but not the other way around. I don't know much about him, other than he's a young lawyer and he's smart. Every time we talk to him, we can connect well.

Looks like Lian got tired of waiting for my call to answer, because now my phone is no longer ringing. I decided to check the inbox on the email design service I opened independently. Some of the messages contained cooperation offers, and some others were just matchmaking search site ads. It seems to be affected by the search history on my phone and laptop.

"Hunting the man is different from hunting for love. If hunting men, I'm quite an expert. But not by hunting for love, I've always been retarded."

I replied to several job offer emails, giving out a mobile number that I specifically use for work to make it easier to set up appointments. Living alone in someone else's city is different. Besides having to be independent and be able to do anything myself, I also have to compete closely with the circumstances here. Freelance architects are also many here, or even those who do not have S1 glasses but have a lot of building design skills as well.

"The portfolio must always be updated, must always be interesting and clearly rather easy to understand prospective clients," said my own while opening a tab on the web browser.

The initial plan before leaving office is to work on revisions to some personal project designs. But due to receiving several new job offer emails, my initial intentions changed. I had to create my portfolio website, as a provider of architectural and interior design services. There are several projects I have completed, but I have not put them in my portfolio.

"No more. Well," I complained as my phone rang again and displayed Lian's name on the caller's screen.

Inevitably I have to lift, because I have already promised to accompany the man staying up late. I was so scared of being addicted to her voice and attention, because I didn't know for sure if there was a cure if I got hurt. "Hmmmm.." I just muttered lifting a call from Lian.

"A long time anyway?"

"Consideration, possessiveness. Watch out for not making me baper, yeah."

"Yes, you promised me I'd stay up late with the file," Lian sounded a little clucked across there.

"Gue again replied to a job offer email, quite a lot. So pick up your phone later."

Ah, true. Lian did not respond to my words about the 'baper' earlier. He doesn't seem to have the same seeds as me. Never mind, let's just make friends, just be friends as usual and find another man to be a lover.

"Well, nice dong. So your portfolio can be more and more on the web, congratulation, Yaya."

I can hear him so sincerely congratulating me on my achievement. After I thought about it, Lian knew too much about me. But not with me, I don't know much about him. But my character who was always stupid was the culprit.

"Where is today?"

"Obviously, meet representatives of plantation workers and companies. There are still some things to be prepared for the other details."

"Gue thought, you actually never thought of this case? I mean the danger is that, you risk the same safety as a company lawyer and as an individual."

"Human, yes, must have thought. But that's the risk, as well as lo who works architect. Indeed, your task is only to design, but there is a risk that the results of your design are not suitable for land on the project site. Let's say the land landslides easily or whatever it is, I don't understand."

I just muttered, it's true what Lian was talking about. In reality we are only workers, and all of them have their own risks. And when we are sure to step up, we already know what will be faced in the future. At least some of the things that may happen without can be denied.

"Yes, what kind of tumben lo nanyain me that the effect is so serious?"

I was silent for a moment, looking for the right answer and not awkward. "Hmmm, I was thinking. And all this time it turns out I don't know much about you."

"Gue is not used to meeting new people, except for business purposes. And I know you met the goal wasn't to discuss business."

"My goal was PDKT, but lo nolak mulu and I can not maksa."

The deg!

It's not that I don't know about it, but discussing it again after a long time turns out to be different. My heart was pounding faster than usual. I seem to be out of my mind. "When are you back?" ask me to divert the conversation.

"Still a long time, maybe 2 - 3 weeks away. Wh why? Wanna see?"

"I am not sure. More work in the office, and there's other work outside the office."

"A very classic reason, yes. You're afraid I'm ugly, aren't you?"

"Eh, no, that's not it. Ugly or handsome, the ending is the same. So dead bodies, too, rot on the ground if dead. So, no business, yes, you want to be handsome or ugly," I said seriously responding to Lian's remarks.

"Kidding. I know you're not that person."

I let out a tired sigh, at least liking it if anyone came to a conclusion on their own. Although in reality I am the person who most likes to draw his own conclusions on everything that happens. Very impatient and in a hurry. I, who had been in the study, slowly got up from my seat, walked out into the pantry to get some cold coffee in the fridge.

"For a year we've known each other, you've been around other girls, haven't you?" I'm honestly very curious, why? But I have to get the answer.

"What do I answer?" tanya Lian seemed reluctant to answer my question directly as she usually did.

"Cock back to nanya?" sewot protest.

"Yeah, you don't usually ask me to start. You are not a typical person who cares about the personal affairs of others. So it's only natural that I'll go back."

Uh! Right too, not really myself. But I'm really curious, is Lina trying to get close or juatru is currently in a relationship with a girl. If yes, then it is not the right choice to stay in communication with him as he is today. There's a heart she needs to take care of, and as a woman I understand that.

"Gue must know because he does not want to hurt the feelings of other women."

"Damf. It's so melancholy."

"Seriously, Lian!"

"Eits. Undeterred. What did you call me?" the question sounds strange.

"Lians. That's your name."

"Sorry, yes, the beautiful Yaya Divyanka. My name's not actually Lian, sorry, yeah. I've been lying to you all this time."

I was silent, speechless. For a year it turned out that I didn't know anything, even the man didn't tell me his real name. It's amazing, Yaya. You are attracted to shadows, which will never be reached, let alone grasped.