Don't Cry Mother
JMB 29'S. Turning Point

" What should I do, why doesn't Mr. Yasa seem to give up. True Tara is our son, but really I don't have any feelings for him. I even thought I didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone. Do I have to force my heart to make Tara happy?"

Kaluna poured out all the tingling flavors in her heart in her prostration in the third of the night. He really feels confused. Oath by whatever Kaluna does not have the slightest taste towards Yasa at the moment. All she had in mind was how she should move on with her life. Happy son and make both parents not tired of working.

However, seeing the familiarity and happiness of Tara while with Yasa makes Kaluna nervous. True Yasa was the father of his son, but did he have to be together with the man whereas there was not the slightest love in his heart. Can he live with an unloved person?

" O Lord, what shall I do now?"

Actually, it has been a few days Kaluna bermunajat asked for a way to his life. And Kaluna's departure to the plantation was actually because she wanted to calm her heart and mind. He must think clearly to make decisions in the future.

Kaluna recalled Yasa's request this afternoon. It was still the same as the man's request the other day.

" Kal, I'm serious about my request. Let's get married, we fix our past mistakes. Oh yeah I'm gonna file a hearing to certify Tara as my son."

Kaluna was throwing her breath rough. A goof? Yes, everything that happened was his fault. Should she be held responsible by her past mistakes towards the man. Did he have to make up for everything by marrying that man.

Kaluna is still confused. He then took off his face and folded and put it on the nightstand. He glimpsed an instant black veil that is quite wide. This too he had been thinking about for a long time. He wants to improve through his looks.

Actually, Kaluna had long wanted to close her head tightly. It's just that when in the city of S there are still many considerations. And maybe now is the right time.

Kaluna took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. By naming her Rabb Kaluna wearing the black bergo to her head. He closed his eyes for a moment and looked in the mirror. A great tremor he felt in his heart. Her tears came out by themselves wetting her cheeks. Kaluna remembered the past events. A mistake that he once blinded because of his stupidity.

" Let's get better, and for Mr. Yasa. Please give me a little longer" Kaluna said in front of the mirror.

Adhan dawn reverberated, Kaluna held her prayer rites again and began the worship of two rakaatnya. The woman runs solemnly. In a line of prayer he said that Istiqomah could always be in his decision. And do not forget the health of the son. He also included prayers for Yasa to be healthy and happy.

Finished with her worship, Kaluna came out of the room. It's about to wake Tara up. But urung, apparently Tara has woken up and is currently worshiping with Yasa. Kaluna's heart warmed to see two different men of that age.

Yes, at Tara's request, Yasa ended up staying over. Yasa, of course, did not mind. Moreover, it smooths its way to take the heart of Kaluna.

Kaluna closed the door to Tara's room. He walked towards the kitchen. He'll start cooking for everyone for breakfast this morning. Having worked in a catering business made the ability to cook women increased. He took some food out of the refrigerator and began to process it.

An hour and a half in the kitchen, all the food was ready. The clock shows at 06:00, Kaluna shuffled to the bathroom to take a shower. A one set tunic plus a wide skirt in deep army color became the choice of the woman. When thinking about hijab apparently Kaluna started to change all her clothes into loose clothes. He put away all his old clothes and kept them neat.

About half an hour Kaluna came out of the room with a new look. One set of deep army colors and mustard color hijab adds grace to the woman. Thin makeup he applied on his face and he polished lip gloss on his lips so that his lips do not dry.

" MashaaAllaah is beautiful."

Tara's voice made Yasa immediately turn to Kaluna. Deg, Yasa's heart is racing great. Yes, as the son said that Kaluna was beautiful. Even with her hijab, Kaluna's beauty increased many times over.

" Whether she was right could be my heavenly angel. May Allaah forgive our sins and our mistakes."

" Ekhem, why be nguiiiing."

A sentence from Frans made Yasa re-conscious. He landed a small blow on his best friend's arm.

" Fuck you."

" Why boss, get more beautiful. Can't wait to be halted?"

Yasa rolled his eyes lazily hearing Frans slovenly. He turned his gaze to Kaluna and Tara again. He sees the future of travel. In his heart aghast prayer for Kaluna to immediately receive it.

" Let's have breakfast first. Sorry the menu is simple. May you like it," Take Kaluna to Yasa and Frans for breakfast. Kaluna also invited Mbok Sum and Mang Didi. At first both parents refused but at Tara's insistence they finally wanted to.

The 6 people ate with a hikmad. Rice with balado chicken side dishes and stir-fried pakcoy plus meatballs as well as fried tofu tempeh, simple but they all really enjoy it.

" Way boss, if this is every day fat boss. Thank you brother-in-law for the food. Original delicious."

Kaluna just smiled slightly and nodded. As for Yasa, the man still finished the food that was still left a little on the plate.

" Tara today wants to join the mother not to the plantation. There's a strawberry plant right there."

" Eeehmm, I may but take Dad with me. Strawberry fruit for opa and oma. They must like it."

Kaluna agreed to the son's request. Yasa was certainly cheering in the heart. His son is smart. At least there will be many opportunities for Yasa to get to know Kaluna.

Kaluna, Tara, Yasa and Frans head to the strawberry farm after breakfast. Just walking about 50 meters from the house they had reached the intended location. Kaluna salutes the people who manage strawberry plants. They looked amazed by Kaluna. Beautiful, that's what they say.

The workers knew that the daughter of the plantation owner would take care of the plantation from now on. But they had not seen Kaluna. Brightly, only 3 days have Kaluna come and have not had time to introduce themselves. And now he just introduced himself.

" Mother, can you pick it up now?"

" May darling, choose the mature one. Does Tara know?"

Tara nodded, the boy pulled Frans' hand to go along with him picking strawberries. Frans knows, Tara gives Yasa and Kaluna a chance to both. He also complied with Tara's will. But apparently Tara's plan will not run smoothly because someone who came and immediately approached his father and mother.

" Hey Kal, long time no see!".

TB