Don't Cry Mother
JMB 01L. Can I Be Healed?

" My pediatrician why doc?"

" I'm sorry ma'am we have to convey this bad thing to mom. Mother's son has leukemia. The disease will only be cured by a spinal cord donor from his biological father or sibling. For now, he must routinely take drugs in order to survive. But it would be nice if a spinal cord transplant can be done faster."

The doctor's words 6 months ago made a woman always contemplate and cry alone in one third of the night in her prostration. Maybe this is a punishment for his past mistakes. However, one thing he regretted. Why was it not him who was punished, why should his son bear all the mistakes of his dark past.

" Mother."

A little man walked up to him. And sit in front of his still-stretched alphabet. The cute and adorable face of the 5-year-old boy became his spirit.

" Will you cry again? Did Tara trouble mom. What if Tara's no mother would stop crying?"

" Ooh no baby, don't talk like that. Tara is mother's life. Tara's most precious treasure. Don't leave mommy, son. Mother is not crying anymore okay. Mommy will always smile for Tara."

Taraka Abyaz is the name Kaluna gave to his son. When Tara was born, her son's eyes exuded a beauty that permeated Kaluna's heart. Yes Taraka means beautiful eyes and Abyaz means takwa. He hopes Tara will become a fearless man in his life.

Kaluna brought Tara back to bed. Kaluna and Tara sleep in one room. The rented house of 2 plots only has an area of 6x4 meters. The front of the house by the 26-year-old woman was used as a bed. The back has a kitchen and bathroom. Very narrow. But that place was the one he used for the residence for these 6 years.

Tara soon went back to sleep. This is his chance to get home cleaned again. Washing, cooking, and so on.

Today is Tara's schedule for chemotherapy. Therefore Kaluna had to finish all her homework that morning.

The woman must also immediately go to her neighbor's house. Yeah, he works at a catering station. Every dawn Kaluna must have been there to do her work.

At least that's what was done since Tara was convicted of Leukemia, Kaluna stopped working as an SPG at a prominent mall in the city she currently lives in. He must always be there for Tara, lucky that his rented neighbor has a catering business so that he can work there. Moreover, the working hours are flexible and close to the rented house. So he can still keep an eye on Tara while working.

" Dear, mother's son. Awake yuk. It's 6 o'clock. Today I'm going to the doctor, right?"

" Bund, can my hair grow again? Will I be able to go to school like friends?"

Kaluna's chest was immediately tight to hear every word that was said from the lips of the son. He wanted to cry but as much as possible he did not drop his tears. Kaluna promised not to cry in front of her son.

If you can, Kaluna wants to replace the pain Tara suffered. He hopes, he alone feels how the effects of chemotherapy that makes the child's hair fall out, nausea vomiting and other side effects that have been felt the son.

" InsyaaAllaah can be dear. Later Tara can go to school like our neighbor friends. Now we go to the doctor first. So Tara can heal."

The 5-year-old boy nodded and smiled. But his smile disappeared after the mother headed to the bathroom to prepare for her bath.

" I couldn't possibly recover before I could get a spinal donor from my father's mother. I don't know until when you're going to have a hard time like this. Why don't you look for where my dad is? What exactly happened between you?"

Actually Tara felt as if she saw her mother was looking for a fee for them to live. But maybe in that way he will know who the father really is.

Tara does not know who her real father is. Every time he asked the mother, the mother simply said that what happened to them was not the father's fault but his mother's fault. Tara's father has a life of his own that they cannot touch.

From this, Tara can conclude that it could be that the father does not know his existence. Maybe his father didn't know that his mother gave birth to him.

" How can I find my father. Before in the city of S, the mother came from the city of J. Is my dad there? Well, I hope I can still meet before my life leaves my body."

Tests

Tara's tears also shed. But he immediately deleted it so that the mother did not know. One thing Tara hoped for, namely her mother could live better, her mother lived by thinking about herself.

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City hospital S. Tara is doing chemotherapy. This time Tara is Radiotherapy, this therapy is done by firing a special beam into the area affected by lymphoblastic leukemia to kill cancer cells in the tissue.

However, the spinal cord transplant seems to have to be done immediately given the condition of Tara's body that is not good. Kaluna became upset, would she have to return home. Will he have to see the man. The real innocent man.

" Yes Allaah, what should I do. Am I being selfish. Am I only concerned with my feelings. But if I go back will she be willing to give her spinal cord to Tara that even she never knew of her whereabouts."

Kaluna was dumbstruck, she looked at the son who was still lying weakly in the gurney. Common things that happen after therapy. Lucky this time Tara did not feel nauseous vomiting. The boy's face was very pale.

TB

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