
Kania gets more wrong when Devan touches his chin, and raises it a little so that Kania can look at Devan with such a close distance.
Both hands of Kania who gripped Devan T-shirt on the waist was getting tighter. His heart was pounding waiting for what Devan would do next.
This is the first time they've come this close. During the two months of the wedding, Kania never once allowed Devan to touch her just a little. Except for shaking hands every morning before Devan leaves for work.
Or in the morning they wake up hugging in bed. Of course, it is not realized by both. Or just Kania herself who was unconscious because of her sleep that was too deep.
Kania seems to not care about Devan who is tormented almost every night because he has to withstand the turmoil. Sleeping in one bed, with his legal wife, it is lawful to do anything, but Devan is not allowed to do that. It felt so tormented and sometimes made him have to take a midnight shower to relieve what tormented him all night.
Slowly, the two lips fused together making Kania close her eyes right then and there. The two are getting late accompanied by Devan's hands that are increasingly active in moving.
Up to one little push on Devan's chest that Kania did stopped everything. "Why?" devan asked with the glare of his eyes so sweet, holding something back.
"I haven't told you that I haven't finished coming to the moon. Play nyosor, anyway!"
"What?" devan exclaimed and immediately rubbed his face violently.
Devan immediately passed from before Kania and walked to the bathroom while grumbling in annoyance. "Got so torturing husband," he said that made Kania laugh amusedly.
***
Tonight, there's something different about Devan and Kania. Usually, they would sleep without waiting for each other. Especially Kania. Usually he would sleep first without waiting for Devan to enter the room. No matter what Devan does, as long as Devan is home, Kania will not worry.
But tonight the two lay staring at the ceiling of the room and Kania made Devan's arm his pillow.
It is undeniable that the hearts of both have now flowered. Although there is no word of love spoken between the two, but the interaction between Devan and Kania shows that they are comfortable with each other if close together.
They've been through something that makes them afraid to lose each other. Devan's accident this morning made Kania learn to forgive the mistakes of others and she apologized to others if she was guilty.
Age no one knows. All just wait for the turn because every living thing will surely die.
One hand of Kania is held tightly by Devan. Occasionally his thumb rubbed Kania's hand. That gentle touch made Kania's heart flower.
"I'm sorry" Devan said slowly. Kania looked up, looking at Devan's face.
"For what?"
"For all that I've done and made your life and dreams fall apart."
Kania looked down again. Looking at his hand that was still in Devan's grasp.
"Tell me about your bad day after that night, Ka" Devan said.
Actually, Kania doesn't want to remember any of that anymore. It could be said that he is now happy even though Kania believes there are still many more tests for both in the following days.
Kania exhales a long breath before starting to share his life story where Devan is the main cause. "Of course my days were so bad back then. I wasn't calm, haunted by fear, feeling very dirty, and there was nothing else I could be proud of as a woman. I just wish that night didn't get me pregnant. But it turns out that God did not grant my prayers. I got pregnant, and got kicked out of the Father."
Devan closed his eyes, silent at Kania's story.
"I was confused, getting crushed, not knowing where to go, not knowing what to do. Back to the room I was embarrassed too. Think about my college too, and I'm definitely dropped out of college if I get caught pregnant out of wedlock. I thought if I died, it would all be over. There is no point in me living. Already not considered a child, bear the shame of being alone, pregnant, babysitting themselves. I thought I couldn't make it until I decided to jump off the bridge to end my life. I almost did it before Rama came and he became my guardian angel."
That jealousy infiltrated Devan's heart as Kania mentioned another man's name. But he realized, he had no right to be angry because everything was also Devan's own fault.
At that time he was too relaxed by not caring about the state of Kania after that night. Even trying to find Kania to account for his actions was not.
Only when Devan felt the symptoms of cravings, Devan took the initiative to look for Kania. But unfortunately, at that time Kania had gone far from the city of Surabaya.
"Keep why Mama can meet you in a place far from Surabaya?"
"Rama take me to his house in the village. I didn't think about it because I needed a place to pull over. Avoiding the scorn of people who know me. Even there I tried to abort me, Van. If Rama hadn't come in time, maybe Shaka would never have been born."
Rama's heart was tormented. Rama is a hero to Kania. It's all passed. But just hearing the story Devan was already very jealous. Is this a sign that his heart is starting to love Kania?
"Stop talking about Rama, Ka."
Kania speechless. Then he looked at Devan questioningly. "Why?"
"Do you think talking about another man among us is good?"
"Kan, you asked me to tell you about my life."
"Where do I know that all your life stories have Rama in them."
Kania gave a small laugh hearing Devan's reply which looked annoyed. His face was so irritated that he did not want to look at Kania.
"Cock, even laugh? Is something funny?" devan is getting upset.
"No. I'm not jealous." Devan.
"Oh, not jealous. Yes already, tomorrow the plan I want to meet up is the same as my college friends first. There's Rama too, anyway."
"Nothing! No meeting up with friends. Tomorrow you come with me to the office." Devan quickly cut Kania's speech. His mind suddenly did not calm down if tomorrow Kania really met with Rama.
In fact, Kania lied about meeting with a college friend. In fact, none of his college friends had ever contacted him or been close to him except Tasya. All he did was provoke Devan's reaction.
"Why am I coming to the office?"
"Let's not go anywhere."
Kania laughed with a happy heart. Fix, Devan's jealous! inner cheering.
"I don't want to come to the office, Van," Kania said again.
But Devan actually changed his sleeping position to face Kania. His eyes closed along with a gentle pull on Kania's waist so that Kania was more attached to Devan's body.
"I don't accept rejection. Now sleep."
"Ih, what a maksa!"
"Sleep, Kania! Before you won't be able to sleep every night after you're done coming up next month."
Kania was silent. A little horrified by Devan's words that made his body feel hot right then and there.
There was no other choice for Kania than to close her eyes, overtaking Devan to dreamland.
***
Shaka looks upset to see Dad and his mother sleep hugging without inviting him. Since the afternoon had been whining to sleep with Father and his mother, but it turns out he was moved to his own room after sleeping in front of the television.
And in the middle of the night, Shaka awakens and quietly leaves her room she slept in with her grandparents, then opens the door to her parents' unlocked room.
Seeing his parents unaware of his presence, Shaka immediately sleeps in the middle of Devan and Kania.
"Dad alike Mother sleeps well, huh? Shaka went in and slept between them and they didn't wake up" muttered the little man who would soon be six years old.
Shaka finally closed his eyes to go back to sleep by hugging his parents. There is happiness in Shaka's heart that Shaka cannot explain. His heart feels complete.
***
"This kid when did he move here?"
Devan looked at Shaka who was still asleep, becoming the barrier between himself and Kania.
"Ka, did you bring Shaka here?" devan asked as Kania began to open her eyes.
"No. Is Shaka sleeping here?"
"Yes. In the midst of our gini."
Kania was immediately aghast to realize Shaka was beside her and was still sound asleep. "When did he move it?"
"I don't know. I woke up he was here. You didn't lock the door, did you, last night?"
Kania shakes. He was the last one to enter the room last night.
"Ck. Fortunately we did not do anything. It could be bad if Shaka suddenly comes in and we're again..."
"What?" sahut Kania quickly before Devan finished his speech. "Morning is perverted!" slowly rutuknya.
"What volume, anyway? What was I talking about, you think I'm a pervert?"
Kania is wrong. I tell myself why I should think like that.
"Or, ah! Ngeselin you," said Kania dodging. Kania immediately got out of her bed and cleaned herself inside the bathroom.
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yesterday there was Rama nanyain same Dita. so the plan they want me to make my own stall. but after this is over. about to enter here or on my own lap?
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