
I don't know what's going on with Devan, Kania doesn't know. But does Devan have to yell at Kania? Kania realizes he is guilty of spilling the coffee on a pile of Devan files. But Kania was unintentional.
He almost fell over from tripping Devan's leg. His hand that was trying to hold on was only his attempt to protect himself from falling.
Kania prefers to go into Shaka's room and lock it from the inside. Kania does not want to go into her room with Devan. Don't want to be in the same room as Devan for now.
Since hearing Devan's words earlier, Kania became doubtful. Has Devan really loved her all this time, or is it just a manipulation because she was caught marrying Kania so as not to lose her position?
Or is Devan just using Kania's body to vent his needs?
Kania's heart ached thinking about it all. Devan's impact continued to echo in his ears even though it had passed a few minutes.
He still remembered Devan's furious glare. Clash for the sake of snapping and hurtful speech.
Hugging Shaka's bolster, Kania spilled her tears. Fortunately there was no Shaka tonight. So Shaka did not hear the angry scream that his father was throwing.
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A different morning than Hana's previous days. No one kissed him when he opened his eyes. No good morning as usual.
His sleep last night was also so restless. She had gotten used to sleeping by hugging or hugging Devan. But last night, it felt so quiet and silent.
I don't know what to do outside the room, Kania doesn't care. Since morning greeting she prefers to lock herself in Shaka's room.
Devan should be on holiday and the two can spend some time together. But last night's events make Kania reluctant to meet with Devan.
In the living room where Devan sat was equally lonely. There was regret when he snapped at Kania last night. But he is also still upset because the coffee spill makes Devan have to repeat the work he has been doing since morning.
Devan looked at Shaka's tightly closed and silent room. There was no sound of Kania doing anything, or any sign of Kania going out of the room.
The two pairs of eyes collided as Kania opened the door of Shaka's room. But as soon as possible Kania shifted her eyes. Go into his room and take his necessities for a bath.
"Where are you going?"
Kania's steps came to a halt when she heard Devan's voice sounding so cold. Kania is neat with a cotton dress on her knees.
"Do you care about an uneducated woman like me?" Kania replied without looking at Devan. "Your words last night showed how long you've been looking at me. Low and uneducated."
Without waiting for Devan to speak again, Kania stepped out of the house quickly. He still doesn't know where his feet are going. But at least, he hadn't met Devan for a while.
"Hello, Ma." Kania decided to call her mother-in-law.
"Yes, Ka? What's up?"
Kania closed her eyes, feeling the tightness coming back and squeezing her chest. "I picked Shaka up for a while, Ma. Not Ngerepotin Mama?"
"Ah, no, dong, Kania. It's just mama's happy to have Shaka here. Where are you and Devan going? Honeymoon, huh? Well, hopefully soon so yeah, Shaka's sister."
Kania smiled miris. Let alone the honeymoon. It is precisely the heartache that Kania gets. Kania just doesn't want Shaka to know about the problems that are going on between her parents.
"Ka, you're the same Devan is fine, right?"
"Emm, fine, Ma. We're all right, all right. It just takes longer for the two of you to."
"Yes already then. Take good care of yourself, you guys. May Mama's second granddaughter be soon."
"Yes, Ma. Greetings to Shaka."
Phone turned off. Kania returned to lay his head on the back of the passenger seat of the taxi he was riding.
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Devan ruffled his hair in frustration. Kania's whereabouts are unknown to him even when the time shows at seven o'clock in the night.
Many times Devan tried to contact Kania, but Kania's phone was not active at all. Wanted to ask her two in-laws, but it felt impossible. They will definitely be worried and will definitely know the problem between him and Kania.
Devan finally decided to ask Hanum. Perhaps her mother knew where Kania was.
"Hello, Van? What's up?"
"Kania isn't there, Ma?" Devan told her to ask her mother. It was certain that after this he would get a lecture at length because his favorite son-in-law was somewhere now.
"What do you mean? Earlier this morning Kania called Mama Nitipin Shaka for a while. Mom asked, saying it takes longer to be alone with you. Wh why? You guys got a problem? Where is Kania now? Oh my, Devan!"
"We had a little fight last night, Ma."
"No way! There must be something big until Kania leaves the house. What is it, Devan? Why don't you just make trouble?"
Devan sighed. Regretting has asked Kania whereabouts to her Mama.
"I can finish this, Ma. I'm gonna go find Kania first."
"If there's anything with Kania, watch out for you, Van!" hanum concluded and immediately turned off the phone.
Devan throws his phone at the origin. He threw his body over the sofa with a rough fit. Sighs deeply and massages the base of his nose slowly. "Kania, where are you?"
Every place Kania used to come to has been Devan visit to find Kania. Only one has not been, the residence of Kania's parents.
If he is desperate to go there these nights, of course they will be suspicious. If Kania was there, they would have thought Devan would have picked up Kania. If not, surely they immediately know that between Devan and Kania there is a problem to make Kania leave the house.
Devan has also deployed all his men to search for Kania. Including Nino who also intervened to look for Kania. Nil. No one could find the bright spot for Kania's existence.
Devan's getting dizzy. The problem in the office is not finished now coupled with Kania who left and who knows where she is now.
Want to finish his job, but Devan can not concentrate because he does not know how Kania is now. What is he doing, where, isn't he thinking about the people he left behind?
If time could play out, Devan wouldn't have taken his job home last night. Fatigue and problems in the office made him unable to hold back his emotions. So that Kania who does not know anything becomes his impingement.
Even his words hurt Kania so much.
Devan squeezed his own mouth because he had been presumptuous to speak like that to Kania. Kania's past is a very sensitive thing for Kania. Because she lost everything. It's only right if Kania is so angry and hurt to hear what she said last night.
"Where are you, honey? Go home! I'm sorry."
Not wanting to stay for too long, Devan immediately moved out of the house to return to look for Kania. No matter the night gets late and the rain starts to fall.
Tonight, Devan has to find Kania. She wanted to sleep by hugging Kania. She misses Kania who is spoiled with her and does not want Devan to let go of her hug while sleeping.
Devan drove his car to Imas' house. Perhaps Imas had already contacted Kania and Kania told him where he was at Imas. Last afternoon when Devan went to the store, Imas said he did not know where Kania was.
"Mas Devan? What's the matter here tonight? Hasn't Kania come home yet?"
Devan smiled thinly. "Yet, Ma'am. I think that Mrs Imas knows where she is now. Maybe if he could call Mommy."
"Oh Allah, Kania. You where? He didn't call me, Mas."
"Yes, then, Ma'am. Excuse me, please find him."
"Yes, Mom, be careful. I'm sorry I couldn't help finding ya, ma'am."
"It's okay, Ma'am. Excuse me first."
Devan returned to the car disappointed. Imas who was so close to Kania did not know where Kania was.
"Darling, gohome! Mas kangen's. You where? I want to apologize."
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Well, loh. Where's kania? π π