
Amethyst crouched down by the river. He swung the container he was carrying to fetch water. I'm still watching him.
The girl washed her face with holy water. I saw a red moon shining in the sky. Goddess Amiless is watching us in this world.
Do I have to sin when Goddess Amiless sees me?
Amethyst is too pretty to miss. The girl did not take off her clothes while taking a shower. He washes only certain parts of his body.
I would love to see her without a thread. I seem to have been possessed by a demon.
I got out of my hiding place and then stepped up to her with a slack.
I was right behind the girl. I saw my reflection from the surface of the water.
Amethyst was still unaware of my existence, until at some point, he turned to the surface of the water reflecting my shadow.
Before the girl screamed in shock, I immediately hugged her from behind.
"Your majesty, don't be like this. Other drucless will think of bad things if they see this." The sound of Amethyst vibrating.
"No drucless comes out these nights" I whispered softly.
I pulled her body to sit on my lap without letting go of my embrace from her. I don't want him to run away again. Amethyst said nothing.
"Look, don't we fit in?" I asked while looking at the surface of the water that reflected the shadows of the two of us.
Our views met through the reflection of water. For a moment we stared at each other there.
"Tell me, what nation are you? Why are you different from the Drucless?" My toot.
"I don't know." The girl took her eyes off the surface of the water.
It seems that Amethyst is indeed speaking honestly. I know through his tone.
He himself did not know what nation he was from. However, I don't care. I just love her.
My first love should be my last.
"Live with me, Amethyst. I'm not leaving you like that guy. I'll stay with you and just love you."
Amethyst was still silent. He did not seem to have any intention of making his voice. However, his expression became mellow. Maybe he remembered his ex-girlfriend who had just died.
Not getting an answer, I asked, "You hear me, don't you?"
"Your Majesty, I am now a Gruless. I must not deny my vow to serve the Goddess Amiless." Amethyst replied slowly.
"I'm your king, right? I want you to stop being a female Gruless and be my consort." I'm still trying to force it.
I'm sick of his silence. "Amethyst, why do you insist on your stance? You're not a drucless, you can't be a Gruless, if you're not a drucless."
"Your Majesty, I do not love you."
I was so hurt hearing that. I know, I was wrong for constantly forcing her, so she dared to say that.
But I was blinded with a nap. I want to get Amethyst my own way.
He must be mine. Inevitably, Amethyst should be mine forever in any life.
I nodded and grabbed the clothes on her body. Kuropork and rip roughly. Amethyst shouted and defended the already torn clothes.
When I first saw the body of a naked girl, I was so stunned. My innermost feelings are mounting and wanting to reach the top.
Amethyst is so beautiful. It's even more beautiful. His body that was always covered in clothes now had nothing to stop him.
"It's beautiful, I love your size, Amethyst." My eyes were on her female beauty.
I also committed a dirty act by raping her. With her selfishness, I had made her into a crownless girl.
The silent night and the red moon that witnessed my savagery. Since it was also my first time having intercourse, I didn't know how to be gentle. All I want is satisfaction for myself.
I didn't listen to her screams, I didn't care about her screams. If only I had been a little gentle back then, Amethyst wouldn't have suffered like that.
The dim moonlight allowed me to clearly see the miserable face of Amethyst. The face that is still clearly visible in my memory.
The same face and expression when I did the same thing to Vita. That's why I cried seeing Vita withstanding the pain I was doing.
When noon came, I woke up and was surprised to find myself alone in the holy river.
Where did Amethyst go?
I searched the girl around the holy river, but I didn't find her.
I truly regret what I did. Amethyst will be even more afraid of me. What if something worse happened to her?
What if he hates me? That doesn't matter. It was my fault. He has the right to hate me.
But what if he hurt himself? What if he kills himself?
I will not forgive myself if that happens. I need to find Amethyst soon.
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13.05: 4 October 2019
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