Your husband, Father of Anaku
Still Very Deep

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''Where are we going?'' luke asked as Mentari tidied up her clothes and stuffed them in a suitcase.

''We're going to town, baby. Mama was assigned to work there, and later in school you will also move there, said Mentari while rubbing Luke's head and kissing his forehead.

After cleaning up what Mentari needs to bring, he put his son to sleep while reading Luke's favorite storybook. Because without a storybook, Luke can't fall asleep.

When Mentari looked to the side, he saw that his little son was already sound asleep. Then Mentari closed the storybook and put it on the nightstand. Then he rubbed Luke's head gently. For some reason, there is a fear in Mentari's heart if in Jakarta he meets Ardi, and the man finds out about Luke's identity.

''Mama doesn't want to lose you, son. Mama only has you. It's enough, Mama lost Papa, and only you're Mama's encouragement. Mama also can not forget Papa, because between Mama and Papa there are you who become a liaison. I hope we don't meet him there. Because Papa you're happy with another woman? And maybe now you also have a brother, although different mothers, said Lirih Mentari while shedding tears.

He went down the bed slowly, then walked to the window and stared out of the house which was being drenched in heavy rain.

Each time he recalled the incident where Mentari found out about Tina and Ardi's marriage, he made her feel pain. Even pain is no different, it is still the same. So deep and piercing as well as**********his heart.

'I've tried to forget you, brother, but why is it that the more I forget you, the deeper I feel in my heart? Is it because there's Luke among us? You're happy with him, so why doesn't this feel ever change? Why are you still in my heart, brother? Can't you get away from me. Can't you get out of my life, brother?' mind Mentari while looking towards Luke with tears.

Morning has arrived, Mentari and Luke are ready to go to Jakarta. There is also a Bu Nur driver to pick up and deliver Mentari and Luke to the city.

Mentari kept answering Luke's questions while in the car. Because a child of Luke's age is active, and wants to know a lot of what he sees.

However, Luke was different from other children. He's so smart, even Luke is quick to respond to something. ''Mama, there's a friend Luke later?''n't ya?'' luke asked Mentari while staring at the streets.

Mentari smiled, then he rubbed his little son's head. ''Surely a lot, Luke is a good boy, jovial and also easy to get along with. Surely many want to be friends with Luke, Mentari replied with a smile towards his son.

It did not feel five hours drive they also arrived in Jakarta. Mentari saw a minimalist house but very comfortable. Then the driver from Bu Nur dropped off Mentari's goods and took her inside the house.

He was really grateful to have such a good boss. And Mentari is also very grateful, because his life is not as miserable as it used to be when he was a child. Mentari believes that if all that is Luke's sustenance. His son brought good luck to Mentari, because basically every child brings their own sustenance.

''Where's Luke's room?'' luke asked Mentari with a cheerful face.

''Come on, let me show you the room.'' The mentari took Luke's hand to a room close to the stairs, and they went inside.

''Because it's noon, Luke bobo first! Mama will clean up the stuff first.'' The mentor asked Luke to take a nap, and the little boy just nodded his head while laying his body on the bed.

''Just copy, Madam Mentari. Let me not sleep on the road, replied Pak Yono while sitting on the sofa.

Mentari stepped towards the kitchen and saw the contents of the inside, and it turned out there was complete from sugar, tea, milk and other needs.

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Tina had just finished getting ready, because this afternoon she was going to deliver food to Ardi's office. Although Ardi always refused, but Tina did not give up. She kept trying to get her husband's attention.

''Are you ready, baby?'' mama Ranti asked Tina, and the woman immediately nodded.

''Yes Mah, then Tina left first yes, fearing Mas Ardi for lunch, '' Tina replied as she kissed Mama Ranti's hand, then walked out of Mahendra's residence while opposing the food chain.

A sweet smile was always engraved on Tina's face, even though the woman was already 30 years old, but Tina still looked very beautiful and mature. But who knows if behind his smile there is a gaping wound.

With a sure move, Tina walked into Ardi's office. All the employees bowed to Tina, because they knew who Tina was. Then he took the elevator to Ardi's room.

But when Tina enters her husband's room, she does not find Ardi, and Tina asks Ardi's private secretary. Turns out the guy's in a meeting and might be back in half an hour. Tina was waiting in Ardi's room.

She was curious about the contents of her husband's room, because even though Tina had been Ardi's wife for five years, she had never tampered with the man's belongings. Then Tina walked towards Ardi's desk and sat down on the man's oversized chair.

Her hands rolled open the drawers, and Tina's eyes were rounded when she found a picture of a couple, with a beautiful smile on their faces.

With trembling hands, Tina took the photo. Her tears had even been shed. It hurts so much to see Ardi's happy smile with another woman. Yes, the photo that Tina saw was a photo of Mentari and also Ardi.

'It's true yes, Mom. Is he still very deep in your heart? Even to this day, you can't forget it. You still like to see his face, even though now he doesn't know where the jungle is?' tina felt pain.

One hand held onto his chest, he squeezed his clothes hard. Because at this moment Tina felt a tightness that was so deep and shattered into pieces. Though he already knew that Ardi did not love him, and only loved Mentari. However, inexplicably looking at the photo, Tina felt that her soul was destroyed.

''Why does it feel so sick, O Allah? It hurts even more when I used to love Ardi. Is it because he's my husband now? I may have his body, but not his heart and his mind.'' Tina muttered softly, then she put the photo back into the drawer.

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