Your husband, Father of Anaku
Lied

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Pain, that's what Tina felt when she heard Ardi's words.

How could he not be sick after Ardi said that? She also knows her marriage to Ardi is just a mask, but all this time Tina tries to accept fate if Ardi is her husband.

''I know, in your heart there is a Mentari, but she has gone and we are married. Can't you open your heart to me? We should both learn to love Di, even though I know it's very difficult.'' Tina said with tears that had condensed in both of her eyes.

Five years is not a short time for their togetherness to be husband and wife, and slowly the feeling has also begun to appear in Tina's heart to Ardi again. The taste he had long buried, the taste that had long since disappeared and been replaced by Riko, but their togetherness made the taste re-ignite.

All this time Tina hoped, her household with Ardi was not only fine. Not only warm in front of Mama Ranti and also Papa Randy, but Tina also hopes that her household and Ardi will be warm even if not in front of everyone.

However, wishful thinking is only a fantasy. That would not have been possible if Ardi had not forgotten his feelings for Mentari, and Tina knew about it.

''Enough! Never talk about our home. How many times have I told you and told you. I never loved you! I married you because of Riko. If it wasn't for him, would this marriage have happened? No Tina! From the beginning I told you, never expect love from me!'' firmly Ardi while looking at Tina who was looking down hid her wet face.

Like being pierced with pain, Ardi's words so pierced and hit his heart. As a woman and as a wife, of course she wanted to be appreciated to be on Ardi's side, but in fact Ardi's feelings never changed for her. Just think of him as a friend from a long time ago.

''But we can try it on, if we don't try it how is it possible that the feeling will grow? Even for five years, you never touched me. I am a wife Di, I not only need a living born, but I also need a living-''

''ENOUGH!'' rang Ardi with a high voice.

''How many times have I told you, never expect an inner living from me. You never understood that! I don't want to do it without love. Do you understand? Now you go home! I don't want to argue with you right now, ''' drive Ardi out while pointing at the door of his room.

Tina shook her head slowly, already several times she kept trying to persuade Ardi, but it was all for nothing. Finally with a shaky step and a broken feeling, Tina walked out of Ardi's room in tears.

Whichever wife is not sick, for five years is not given an inner living by her husband. Ardi was only warm in front of Mama Ranti and also Papa Randy, even if Ardi had to kiss Tina's forehead.

'If only Riko were still there. If only he hadn't sacrificed his life for Ardi, my household might be happy right now. Maybe right now, I am smiling. Even playing with your son?' tina looked at the street while in the car.

She also wanted to be a mother, because she was already three-headed. And as a woman, she wanted to be perfect, but how could it have happened if Ardi had never touched her and fulfilled his obligations as a husband.

He sobbed, letting out all the tightness and pain in his heart. Even Tina felt so troubled that she could not breathe in the slightest, so very fragile Tina's current feeling.

Surviving someone for five years without love, a household so bland, no harmony. Which woman would be strong if she passed it all, but Tina always displayed a smile to cover up a wound.

Arriving at the Anjasmara residence, Tina immediately entered the house. But his steps stopped because he was called by Mama Ranti and invited her to have drinks in the back garden.

Indeed, since Tina married Ardi, she lived in the residence of Anjasmara. While Bunga and Bagas have moved to Bali, because there are projects that must be done there. And they've been living in Bali for two years, along with their five-year-old son.

''What's up, Mah?'' tina asked while sitting on the chair.

Mama Ranti held Tina's hand, then she looked at her daughter-in-law. ''Mama knows, you and Ardi married out of coercion not out of love, but for these five years, have you and Ardi not loved each other yet? Has that feeling not grown in your heart yet?'' mama asked Ranti with a serious face.

Tina was confused as to what to answer, because she herself could not talk about her household. She also did not want if Mama Ranti knew the truth about the state of her household and Ardi.

''Five years may be a long time, but the feeling is very difficult. However, I and Mas Ardi already have a sense, but maybe it is not deep, Tina replied with a smile when her heart is currently broken.

''Have you ever had a husband and wife relationship? I'm sorry if Mama's words or Mama's questions offend you, and make you uncomfortable, son, but Mama wants to have grandchildren of you soon,'' said Mama Ranti while looking at Tina with a sad face.

''It ... I ....'' Tina was confused as to what to answer, but she did not want to make Mama Ranti sad. He was finally forced to lie. ''Of course, Mah, our yes period during the five-year household has not done husband and wife relations? But perhaps, Allah has not given us the sustenance of the Mah, Tina answered gently.

Mama Ranti sighed when she heard Tina's words. ''Yes, I pray that you have children soon. Because after all, Mama really wants this house to be crowded by small children. Since the departure of Bunga, this house became quiet no more child laughter.'' Mama Ranti spoke with a sad face while bowing her head.

Tina's heart hurts more and more to see the sad face of her in-laws, because however Tina already considers Mama Ranti as her birth mother. Because, all this time Mama will love Tina so much and never distinguish her with Flowers.

'Forgive Tina, Mah. Tina has to lie, Tina does not want to hurt Mama and Papa. Tina also hopes that if Ardi will accept Tina and fulfill her duties as a husband, Tina's mind with great hope.

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