Why Should My Friend?
inner Erika.

A few days passed..

Rayan and Erika returned home after two weeks in Germany, After that day Rayan never appeared before Agis. He could only see her from a distance because Rayan realized her presence in front of Agis would only make Agis remember the pain.

Erika herself ignores Rayan's cold attitude and tends to stay away from her, both are one hotel room but Rayan never touches her as before, the desire seems lost and Rayan is lazy to do it, and Rayan is lazy to do it, his passion seemed to disappear along with the problems that make sebah in the chest.

Rayan pensively himself considering all the engineering of the late mother, Rayan still could not believe if the mother could do it just because she wanted to separate her with Agis, who was the mother, Rayan knew their relationship did not go well from the beginning, but Rayan already loved the woman who had a melodious voice, her heart has been captured by Agis and she does not speak of Devita speaking against her second relationship.

And what is happening now because of his carelessness in acting, he should not be tempted by Erika because what Agis has is much more beautiful.

The woman who always keeps her honor, her property and never the slightest Agis shows her beauty to other men, then why should she be tempted something that is displayed freely outside.

and at the moment what is happening ? regretting the time why was he so stupid ?

"Bang, I love you so much. Don't ever bring anyone else between us, because if that happens I won't hesitate to go !"

The words were still Rayan remembered and Agis really left and as he tried to hold Agis chose to end.

Destroyed instantly hope, maybe it was God's intention to take her two daughters because Agis did not want to be with her again after there was Erika, who was, with that Agis did not bear the heavy burden especially now he is sitting in a wheelchair.

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That afternoon they arrived in Jakarta and went straight to the house, when they met with Erika's sister who was about to leave.

"Yuna... Where are you going ?"

Erika asked scanning Yuna carrying a bag.

"Sister, Mom went to the hospital. yesterday fainted and until this mother has not been conscious !" Yuna replied making Erika stunned.

"go to the hospital with Yuna, I'll catch up later and right now I want to rest !"

Cetus Rayan makes Erika confused considering the situation when Agis came to say that her mother was in the hospital, and now Erika feels how Rayan is indifferent and tells her to go alone.

Erika sculpts herself while Rayan enters the house while holding Noval, her lips are no longer cleft but her vision is slightly disturbed, god never stopped showing him that he should not be blind to see his own friend cry hurt and it was because of his actions.

"Noval, this is your toughest time, son, but I won't let you bear the burden of your father and mother's fault !"

Rayan hugs Noval and falls asleep while Erika goes to the hospital with Yuna.

Yuna explained about the state of Amina who had complications due to several diseases that she suffered.

Erika knew that her mother always complained of dizziness and tightness in her chest.

"Erika, when did you think about changing yourself in a better direction ? until when continues like that until all impact on their own family.?"

Amina continued to think about the state of Erika and Rayan's household, while Erika always behaved as she wanted.

"It's been enough of your crazy behavior, even you've made Agis suffer !"

Erika approached Amina who was unconscious, her clear thread fell wet on her face.

This situation had happened before when his relationship with Agis was still fine, and Agis always accompanied him in the hospital.

A good friend who disappeared because of his bad heart, now which friend would accompany him like Agis, Rayan also acted as if she wanted to feel what Agis used to feel when her mother entered the hospital.

"I'm sorry, Erika ma'am? Erika is really sorry and doesn't know how to make up for Erika's mistake on Agis ?"

Inner Erika was aware that all this time she had misinterpreted her crazy ambition.

"Erika is wrong and not sane Ma'am !"

Erika muttered to herself.

Until late at night Rayan did not also come to the hospital, he reasoned not to be able to leave Noval who had been fussy since, Erika is increasingly aware that Rayan only wants her child while her presence is never meaningful, again she misinterprets Rayan's attitude, as long as it is not love but only Obsession and passion alone, but only obsession, while he was playing heart and did not hesitate to drop heart on Rayan.

The fact that Rayan only loves Agis, Erika knows that Rayan is silent always paying attention to Agis who is with Ibra, seeing Agis therapy from a distance and the one thing that makes sure that Rayan still loves Agis very much is that he always mentions Agis Name in every prayer.

Erika had heard Rayan pray for the healing of Agis and Noval, but her name was never thrown in prayer.

The situation further confirms that He does not mean anything at all to Rayan, But Erika does not want to lose even though she is tired of fighting alone because the love is already charming and she does not want to part with Rayan.

Maybe the mouth can say about the breakup but the heart grimaces about not wanting Rayan to leave.

As Erika was expecting Rayan to be next to her, Rayan used to be so begging to go to Bandung because she was worried about Agis' state, but now replace him who begged but Rayan did not heed him.

Ironically he still wants Rayan, hoping Rayan to behave like their first together, but something that belongs to people will then return to its owner, and Love is not for her ?

Regret is no longer meaningful and suppose it will only make her sicker, then what will she do next ? while someone who was supposed to be a halfway house is now gloomy and cold like it is not worth going home what else is leaning on.

All were already bitter, the situation grew sour when the mother was now unconscious.

"hold on for Erika Ma'am, there is nothing to strengthen Erika other than mother, Erika still needs mother's guidance ? strong and rise up for your despicable daughter ?"

Erika's mind roared painfully with tears drenching her cheeks.

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