Why Should My Friend?
extra part seven

Rayan watched the television that was airing the children of the singer song far more beautiful that his ex-wife, Agista Nayla daughter.

Rayan observed the happy smile of the woman she had hurt.

Now that the woman has found her happiness, it turns out that out of her grasp she is able to be independent and shows that she is able to find her own happiness without him.

Rayan leaned her body on the sofa, remembering the time when they were still together.

"I love you so much bang !"

Rayan took a deep breath considering their last trip while there Patenggang.

His love is so great but with his stupid he is in vain right.

Rayan was mistaken about what she felt with Erika was only a momentary Lust.

I don't know what possessed her to her pupils blocked the figure of Erika who is nothing compared to Agis.

The woman who most patiently faces her, the woman who most understands her self, the woman who is ready to fight with her, however it does not make her rethink to sow lies with Erika.

"I'm really nyesel deck. It's not easy for me to find your replacement. It felt bland and I couldn't start it with anyone else. I feel broken though all because of myself, maybe what you feel is more than what I feel right now.You deserve to be happy, and Ibra does deserve you. Because he is so much better than me !"

Rayan muttered then turned off the television and went to step towards the swimming pool.

Noval's gone with her aunt. The father married his mother's sister.

Rayan did not mind because the father also needed someone who accompanied in his old age.

With the help of his relatives Rayan tried to develop his business back although not as big as before, but he tried to crawl up.

Rayan stared at the calm water remembering Agis's words earlier.

He said even though he was busy but still the main priority was family.

He refused some gig jobs because he did not want to leave the little guy.

He always put his family first, especially now that he has children.

Agis must be trying to give the best for his baby. Rayan also saw in the interview that the twins Ibra children also did not want to be far from her.from there Rayan knew that Agis could be a good mother for her son Ibra.

His words were subtle, his behavior gentle. Unlike Erika who is always angry when Noval cries.

The two of them were very close, but why were they both like heaven and earth.

Agis never even gets angry, he just shuts up if annoyed and never shows his ego.

"God help me to forget him, I know maybe this regret is just a small part of your punishment for my mistakes. But I beg of you Lord !!

Give me your guidance, guide me so that I may be closer to You!"

Inner Rayan sliced bitterly and wiped her tears.

"Whatever busy you have to take the time to pray, worship God. We need a God bang, so when you are tired or have a lot of trouble approach the loving and loving One, the One who has all of Him and He is the best scenario in this mortal world !"

Agis always reminds her to pray, to face God.

And I don't know when he last whispered to Earth about His greatness.

"Beauty.... is almost perfect with her kindness and her purity.why is Rayan you are so stupid to be tempted by lust ?"

Rayan propped up her head that felt dizzy and let the times she cried sobbing feeling the pain of her lost her heart pearl.

"why should my best friend bang, you're really crazy huh!"

Rayan also can not forget Agis crying roared feeling his pain betrayed by two people he loved.

"forgive Brother Agis !"

Rayan muttered in tears, clutching her claustrophobic chest.

"This cry is so stifling and if you don't remember Noval would love to drown himself in this pool.

I'm really really sorry!!"

Ramlan was stunned to see Rayan crying herself in front of the pool. Ramlan knew what Rayan was feeling and all must have been due to the Tasyakuran show Aqiqah The first son of Agis and Ibra.

Nothing is more frightening than regret. To walk is difficult and to go back in those days is even more difficult.

Time like this is what we have to deal with and lose. The only thing that is persecuted is lonely and the stifling is to live a life without someone who turns out so meaningful.

We only realize that his existence is like half a breath, and when he disappears then all that is left is stuffy and tight.

Lesson means that only he who fears God will always be faithful.

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