The Teacher And Doctors Love Story
Expressions of feeling

I have been in the family residence of Malik Saputra for six weeks. Thank God the method that I lived succeeded. now Yanju has exclusive ASI with me.

Lyra's sister has laid off ASI on Yanju, and I'm the one who takes the responsibility completely. The more days I can't escape from the tiny baby, and vice versa. Yanju didn't want to get away from me for a while.

I really feel like a mother, even though Yanju was not born from my womb but my love poured out on her. Sometimes while I was at school I always missed that baby.

This morning Brother Lyra and bang Arman prepared to leave for the city of Padang. brother Lyra entrust Yanju to me and of course I gladly accept it because he is like my own biological child.

After sister Lyra and bang Arman left, I gave ASI to Yanju before leaving for school.

"Honey, first school mom, yeah. Anju don't be naughty, son." said goodbye to my son after nursing him.

"Ma, I'm leaving now, pick Yanju yeah, Ma. Oya,Ma. later in the afternoon I want to go home to Mother.maybe I came home a little late in the afternoon. stock ASI already stored in the refrigerator," I told Mama Anggi asking permission.seembari hand over Yanju.

"Yes be careful, son. it's provisions brought. don't forget to spend, and say hello to your mother.

"God will I say. Thank you, Ma." I carry a bag of food that Mama has provided. Yes, Mama always provide me with food to take to school.

As usual, I was always escorted by the cold noble.I followed his desire to not be close to Dr. Yoga anymore, she said, I did everything for Yanju and I don't want the yoga to be stopped from the hospital.

At first I thought he was jealous of Dr. Yoga, but all did not fit my mind. in fact he was still in touch with Widi. I had accidentally heard his chat with Widi over the phone. they are in an LDR relationship.

At that time I again felt the name of disappointment, but I soon realized.my life is not to cry for him who is clearly a nobody with me.

Until finally I can slowly erode the feeling of excessive liking in my heart, although the name is still always mentioned in Do'a. I only ask God if he is my soul mate then one of us is in a sacred bond, but if we are not a match then do not grow a love so deep.

I tried to instill a sense of patience in my heart, and tried not to hate it, because I realized love could not be forced. Thank God now I can live my days without disappointment and hate.

My relationship and he went as usual. Nothing special.but I did not feel angry or disappointed, I was just waiting for the Destiny of God. what is certain is that my goal is to fulfill my obligations as a mother of Yanju.

"Thank you, my God" I said after the car stopped in front of the school gate.

"Yes, it's noon to pick you up, yeah,"

"No need, Bang. I will go home later picked up by father, because I want to go home to Mother," I refused

"Oh, yaudah later in the afternoon you just pick up at your house, yeah,"

"Hmm, alright then I go in first. Assalamualaikum.."

"Wa'alaikumsalam.." she answered my greetings while carving a charming smile.I just returned a smile knot.

***

After the end of the lesson, I immediately went out of the school gate and headed to the highway to wait for the angkot.I deliberately did not contact my father.

The hot weather made me a little sultry.I waited for the angkot on the side of the road I took a book in my lap to cover my face from the hot sun.

Because I was too focused on seeing the passing of the angkot, I did not notice a white Pajero sports exceed stopped in front of me.

Actually I feel very ashamed of my attitude which is considered strange when I know that Dr. Yoga is a good man, but all I do is for the good of him and also Yanju.

"Fa, how are you?" he said he looked at me so deep

"Thank God I am good, Dok." I replied briefly with a wry smile

"You want to go home, right? let me take you,"

"No, don't go, I'll just take an angkot" I refused

"Come on, just this time.because I want to talk to you about something" he said with a pleading face.

I feel unbearable if always ignore him. when he did not do anything wrong. It seems there is no harm this time I just accept his offer, I also wonder what things he wants to talk about.

***

On the way home, he invited me to lunch first but I refused him. I just want to go home quickly, honestly I don't want to bang Yandra to see me being with Yoga Doctor.

Because I refused his invitation to lunch, then with a disappointed face he returned to run his car, but in the middle of the journey he again pulled over his vehicle.

I was nervous when the car stopped.he looked at me deeply.What does he want to do?

"OK, how do you stop?" I tried to ask so that my misgivings would disappear.

"Fa, I want to talk to you," he let out a heavy sigh. "I don't know why you stayed away from me, do I have any faults with you?"

"No. the doctor didn't do anything wrong," I said

"Fatimah.." she sighed again.It seemed like there was something she wanted to talk about maybe her tongue was a hoax. "I love you,"

His last words suddenly made me aghast, still not believing what I had just heard.

"Maybe it's too soon for you to know how I feel, but I just want you to know that all the claustrophobic stuff in my chest feels roomy, Fa, I'm not forcing you to return my feelings, I also know your heart belongs to someone else,"

I was confused to answer what I could not say a word. This was all completely beyond my expectations.

"So, I-I'm sorry," only that speech can come out of my lips.

"It's okay, Father, I know that. But please let me love you, I don't expect you to return my feelings. Let me love you to an indefinite time."

Back I was in the midst of guilt, but I also could not lie to my feelings. Yes, I did not have any feelings for him. I just consider Dr. Yoga as a friend no more than that.

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