Sharing Love: She's My Husband
Chapters 11. I'm Not Selfish

Why amih like that to me? Does Amih hate me ? But why ? Sort of questions kept swirling in Fathi's mind .

Fathi continued to step towards her room . His gaze did not focus until he hit the door of the room.

Dugs..

" Astagfirullah .... " Fathi was surprised to have hit the door, he then opened the door and entered.

At the sight of Kayla still asleep, Fathi turned to staring at the wall clock, already at 10.

Fathi comes to Kayla. He lay sideways facing Kayla .

This child is so beautiful his face looks peaceful without burden. Kayla's face looked more like her.

" May your life always be happy , get a lot of affection , get a good and loyal soul mate , be facilitated in everything , always be healthy, be a good child , smart , smart , respect and respect for others, all the best for you son, amiin ...Al-fatihah .." murmured Fathi said do'a then continued reading al fatihah .

Fathi kissed Kayla on the forehead. Then change his sleeping position to be stretched.

Fathi remembered the words of Amih. Selfish ! amih said he was selfish ! Amih knows what happened, and he could have been selfish, even he was accused of having done bad to Mala.

Who proposed to Mala? who remarried without first wife's knowledge ? even his wife is in a coma.

Actually who is selfish, forcing his will to marry when the man is married, maybe he should give a big glass to amih .

Those who are selfish, Mala and her father who forced Hasbi to marry, amih who agreed and proposed to Mala, her husband who agreed to remarry on the grounds of life debt. Why is there a debt of life indeed his life . Our lives belong to God and will return to God, not to anyone even himself.

" I'm not perfect, I admit I have too many flaws, I'm not a sinless righteous woman, I can't force someone to like me or hate me , I'm not a doll with no feelings so they can be arbitrary toward me.

I do not ask for mercy, nor seek sympathy, Simply understand what I feel and support me with do'a and sincerity. Is it hard ?

It felt like I wanted to curse them all, but it was useless. "the monologue is in the heart .

" Huh, mending me najai aja . Calm the heart from thinking the word amih, eat the heart !" Mumbled. Then go to the bathroom for ablution.

After 1 hour of teaching, Alhamdulillah Fathi can finish 1 juz . Fathi closed his Qur'an and read the do'a, enthroned to Allah to be given patience and strength, and the best way out of every problem, and also begging him not to hurt and not be hurt by others, not to insult and not insult others, to love and be loved by others, so that he is enabled to take care of the oral, the heart, ' he said , and deeds, in order to avoid sin. Fathi invariably begs for his guidance and ridho and lastly Fathi pleads for protection for his entire family and gives his best to all his family including Mala. May Mala always be given happiness and peace in the heart . Because the source of happiness comes from the heart. Amiiam..Al Fatihah ..... " Fathi read Al Fatihah's letter in his heart and rubbed his face with both hands.

Thank God his heart is calm.

Tok.dok...

Someone knocked on the door. Fathi quickly opened the door so as not to wake Kayla.

Chequek...

" Amih.. Please enter mih !"

Fathi shifted her body so that Amih could enter. Amih just peeked he saw Kayla who was asleep. Amih noticed Fathi wearing a mukena .

Actually the purpose of going to Fathi's room to reprimand him, because not going out of the room and accompanying him as if Fathi did not like him and avoid him, is really rude , whereas Fathi was not like this in the past , she is a kind, polite and kind woman . Why after waking up from a coma Fathi does not appreciate it.

But seeing Fathi wearing a mukena and there is a Qur'an on the bed, I undo his intention .

" You if you've taught him to go out, already want 11 o'clock, lunch time you haven't cooked !"

" Amih.. " Amih immediately left after Fathi replied.

" Patience.patience ..La haula wala quwwata illa billah ... "

Fathi hurried to open her face. He reflected on his appearance. After seeing that he was tidy, Fathi turned to look at Kayla, seemingly still sleeping.

Fathi put a bolster pillow next to Kayla's left right, also put a mattress under the side of the mattress, fearing Kayla falling down.

Fathi goes straight to the kitchen, he will cook for Kayla first, twenty minutes of food for Kayla is finished. Now he will cook for himself and those who are busy talking .

He cooks vegetable soup, corn bakwan and anchovy balado. Exactly at 12 o'clock food is served at the dining table. Fathi to the middle room to call the big madam and honey .

" Nyo.eh amih let's eat, I want to see Kayla for a moment.. "

" Yes.don't go out for long, if Kayla still sleeps fat !"

" yes, yes.." Fathi went to the room.

" Why amih is so now, authoritarian !" he murmured slowly as he continued to step.

Seeing Kayla still sleeping, there was no choice he held Kayla carefully so that Kayla would not wake up.

Fathi came out and closed the door. Arriving at the dining room, Fathi sat opposite Amih and Mala.

" Sister Fathi why don't you call me to help you cook, the cooking is a lot, brother Fathi must be a hassle.

" It's okay, Mal, I'm used to cooking a lot !"

" Yes he's a cooking pinter, just calm down Mala, if Fathi needs help he will definitely call you . Is that Fath ? "

" Amih.. " Fathi smiled sincerely .

" What would you like to be the same ? let Mala get it !"

" Overall, it looks good !"

" Seat vegetables are separated using a bowl, Mal !" fathi.

"yes sister "

Fathi took his rice after them . He closed his eyes in his heart.

While eating, Kayla wakes up and cries Mala and Amih are done, Mala takes Kayla so Fathi can continue eating.

After eating Fathi look at the table and the state of the kitchen. huh. he had to clean it alone then what use honey. Why now he likes to complain, just enjoy it.

Half an hour Fathi cleaned the kitchen, oh yeah he remembered not preparing Kayla's meal . Fathi then took a bowl with Kayla's food and did not forget to drink it.

Amih who saw Fathi just came out of the kitchen smiled.

" Why long Fath?"

" I'm sorry that Fathi finished cleaning the kitchen first and washing dishes." Fathi turned to look at Mala.

" Here Mal, I bribe Kayla to eat ."

" Let Mala alone brother, brother Fathi must be tired of cooking and washing dishes."

" It's nothing Mal, I'm a wonder woman." joked Fathi.

" It's Fath, so Mala you must be tired, Mala is used to feed Kayla, you don't have to worry. The proof is Kayla is healthy and healthy .. make gemes..." said amih .

" Yes amih ." Fathi smiled so sweetly that she saw her dimples. There is God with me in Fathi.

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