Sharing Love: Red Stain of Marriage
Chapter 26. Recognition

Three months Later

FOR DAYS I STRUGGLED WITH GRIEF, NOW I REALIZED THAT LETTING GO OF SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T CARE FOR ME DOESN'T MEAN I'M TIRED AND GIVE UP BUT IT'S BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND HAPPINESS DOESN'T HAVE TO BE TOGETHER. (Zee)

Zeya's content is growing. He began to seem difficult to get involved.

Azril and Ziya and Nur's mother agree to open a bakery branch after Zeya gives birth.

Zeya bakery is already quite famous for its affordable price with satisfying taste.

Azril tonight invited Zeya to dinner, she wants to tell all about her feelings for Zeya. He can't hold it anymore. He also intends to introduce Zeya to his parents.

"Where are we going, mom."

"Eat night."

"Why not in the store. Let me cook."

"Something I want to say."

Azril takes Zeya to one of the restaurants and he accidentally orders a VIP room for more privacy.

Meals have been made available according to Azril's order. He asked Zeya to eat the dish before they would have a chat.

After their meal, Azril began to open the conversation. He hesitated to start his words.

He said someone wanted to talk about it" said Zeya.

"You don't know where to start,"

"What do you want to say? We usually talk like this."

"Zeya .. do you have any desire to return with your husband."

"Why ask that."

"I want us to talk to each other openly tonight, and I hope you can be honest."

"If I answer no desire to get back together, do you believe me?"

"I'm not a fortune teller who can read someone's heart. If that's all you can do, there's no need to talk tonight."

"So what am I supposed to answer?"

"Honestly, do you have any desire to return to your husband someday."

"No .... "

"Why .... "

"Because ever since I decided to leave the house, at that very moment I have let go of everything. I took him with his wife Zahra. I don't want to put Albirru's mas under pressure with our relationship. I feel that since Zahra's presence, Mas Al has only just carried out his duties as a husband to me, there is no more love in him."

"Why can you conclude that?"

"The beginning of our wedding, mas Al was very considerate and spoiled me. I was a top priority for him. But since the presence of other women in our household, I felt a change in myself mas Albirru . And that's how I felt from the beginning he married Zahra."

"If you do feel that, why are you still holding on."

"I'm a woman, gold."

"I mean .... "

"The nature of a wife is obedient to the husband. I tried to sincerely live the household with Mas Al even though there were other women in our household. I try to live it, although sometimes this heart also feels pain when I see that Al prefers Zahra to me."

Zeya stopped her words. He took a glass filled with drinking water and took a sip to relieve the tightness in his chest.

"Don't go on if you can't tell a story."

"I also want to share, so that the tightness in the chest that I had been feeling was gone. I know this is wrong. I shouldn't have told this to a man I don't have a bond with."

Zeya raised her face and looked at Azril. He took his breath back.

"Mas, I know the direction of this conversation. Many people say there is no such thing as pure friendship between a man and a woman, there will definitely be a feeling of like from one of them or even like each other."

" You know what it means to take you out to dinner this time."

"I don't dare guess."

"Zey, I'll be honest. From the first moment I saw you, I actually liked you."

"Don't tell me if you're following me and deliberately working with Nur's mother."

"Honestly, it's all true."

"Because I'm somebody's wife, why do you still like me."

"Have we met before."

"Yes, twice."

"I've never met or been close to a man before I got married. The first man I was close to was Mas Al. Remind me who I was before I got married."

"I know .... "

"Why do you love a dirty woman like me. And did we get acquainted while I was still working as a comfort woman."

"Yes .... "

"I don't know you, Mom. There are too many men in my life. Just to get service from me."

"But I've never forgotten you since we met."

"Now to be honest. Whether you really love me or just an obsession to have me."

"Why can you think that, Zeya."

"My marriage to Mas Albirru, made me understand if in fact he never really loved me2. He just wants to have me. But I'm still thankful that God found us, because of Albirru I can get away from my dirty work."

"Zeya, you can't equalize all men. Not that I'm defending myself. But I'm not a loser man, who only says love is obsessed with having you."

"Why you can like a woman like me. There are a lot of women out there who are better than me. And I think a lot of women will accept it right away if they declare love."

"Zeya, listen to this. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.Love will not demand perfection, love will understand, accept and be willing to sacrifice. Because love should make you happy not hurt."

"And whether all your family can accept me. I'm a former comfort woman and also a widow."

"My family never looked at who it was. If I love you, my mom will take."

"Your father .... "

"My father is rarely at home, he spends more time with his young wife."

"Polygamy too."

"Yes .. Now I will ask you," said Azril.

"Ask what ...."

"Do you have any taste in me."

"You're a good guy, it's not gonna be hard to get someone to like you."

"I want you to love me, not just like me."

"Even if I say I love you, is it possible that we could be together."

"Why can't I love you too."

"Now to be honest, did you first meet me at the complex."

"Yes, and do you really not remember me."

"Mas would know, every day I serve a lot of men. How could I possibly remember their faces."

"I will say an honesty. I don't know how you feel when you know who I am. It's not fair that I know you, but you don't know me."

"Zeya, I'm the son of a businessman. And I also have one effort. I was once abandoned by my lover because I still had nothing. I'm just an employee of the papi company. He married a successful businessman. I feel down. I drink often. And one night my friend took me to the compound where you work. I, who was heartbroken then, just followed. I'm seeing aunt Angel. I asked for a woman who is still per*wan. And pay for anything. Even if you have to save savings. And Aunt Angel gave you as my date."

"I mean ...."

"I was the first to take away your chastity and also meant your first customer."

Zeya looked shocked to hear Azril's confession. His body feels weak. And the shadow of that night turned back on his head.

Seriate

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